I like being in charge. Control is important. I like being able to keep up with the guys when we're drinking and I like being strong. I'm a lesbian but lately that girl thing hasn't been going very well for me and I've taken to just hanging out with the guys, drinking and bitching about girls. I have one friend named Jack that I never get to see. He always has some girl keeping him from me. His girlfriends always hate me.
The other day my doorbell buzzed and there he was. I jumped up to hug him tight. He rubbed my back and kissed my forehead. He's such an asshole. He picks fights but he won't fight me, he says he doesn't want to hurt me. Most guys saying that would piss me off, but, honestly, I adore the guy. Jack is an Adonis: tan, muscled body, beautiful pouty mouth and intense eyes. I've always told him he's my hero. I have to be able to do everything he can and only one thing makes me tougher than him. I pierced my nipples and he couldn't.
Jack told me we were going out. I asked if I needed to change clothes. He looked me over, motioning for me to twirl for him. I'm 5'4 curvy but not hefty, I have short red hair and big, amber eyes. I would date me. I was wearing a little t-shirt with HEAD embossed on the front. When I bought that shirt he scolded me because he didn't want guys to get the wrong impression.
Now, grinning, he said, "You look damn good to me." Jack has always said flirty stuff to me but, being I'm a lesbian, I never do much. I'm always flattered that someone beautiful and perfect like him would think I'm attractive. I guess I'm cute; I look like I'm fifteen. I've noticed guys like that. I think guys really like the idea of corrupting a sweet young girl.
We hopped into his car. It's a stick and his arm always rubs mine. "So where are we going?"
He looked at me and smiled. "We're going to see Dropkick."
I squealed and hugged him. "I love concerts! How much do I owe you?" I hate owing people because they always want more.
He shrugged and said, "Don't worry about it. You can make it up to me later."
I wanted in the pit at the show but Jack said he didn't want me to get hurt. I went in anyway and he waited against the wall. When I got back he held my chin and brushed blood off my lips with his thumb. "I told you not to get in. Those guys are assholes. Which one did this? I'll kick his fucking ass." I hate how he's always right and told him I kicked the guy in the balls. "You always could take care of yourself."
I told him I'd feel much better with another beer. He said he'd only buy me another if I promised no more pits. I held up the Boy Scout salute. I tried to give him money for all the drinks he bought me. There must have been five or so. He waved it off. I joked that it was like being on a date with him and, in the darkness, I think he blushed.
After the show we headed back to Jack's place. It isn't far from the venue and we were a little drunk so we left his car and walked. I was still bleeding a little and sucked my lip so he wouldn't see. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me to him. I started to pull away but he said, "Babe, you're running into people." I didn't think I had been, but it was cold and he was very warm so I leaned into him.
We got to his place and I flopped on the couch. He sat next to me. I grabbed his head, kissed his forehead and said, "Jack, you know I had a really, really good time. Thank you, I'm glad you came to see me… God, I need another drink." I grinned, "Any Jack around?" He found a bottle. "Good stuff." I took a swig and shivered. He laughed and I offered him the bottle.
He shook his head, "Nope. I have to take you home."
"You're gonna make me drink all alone? Am I that big of a loser?"
"Baby, you're not a loser. If you spend the night I won't have to drive you home."
I agreed, "Now we don't have to walk all the way back to your car." He grabbed the bottle and took a long drink. I took it back.
"You're the only girl I know who can drink Jack like that," he said.
"Most guys can't, either. I'm tough." He arched an eyebrow, mocking. I jokingly bristled a little. "Are you challenging me?"
"Maybe." I could hear the amusement in his voice.
"What do you suggest?"
"Let's fight."
He never fought me; I was the only person he wouldn't hit but I wasn't about to back down. I kicked off my shoes. "This is like Fight Club! No shoes, no shirt."
Jack kicked off his shoes and took off his shirt. "It's only fair if I have to take off my shirt you do, too."
I sucked on my lip a minute. I didn't want special treatment for being a girl and the Fight Club thing had been my idea. "I reserve the right to keep on a bra. I don't want to get hooked on anything."
"Fair enough." I tossed off my shirt and felt a little chilly but, because of my rings, my nipples were already hard. He said, "Nothing below the belt."
"You really have nothing?" Everyone knew Jack was well endowed. He was a legend.
He smirked, "There's something there we don't want to get hit." I play-kicked his butt and he even more gently pretended to punch my belly. Eventually our fight turned into tickling and then we were rolling on the floor, laughing.
"This is nothing like Fight Club," I said between giggles. He leaned over and kissed me softly on the lips. He was staring at me, eyes all pupil. "Wha--?"
Jack pulled me to him. I tried to squirm away, but he pinned me. His hands rubbed over my body gently but firmly holding me in place. "Relax. Give me a chance. I'm not gonna hurt you." He kissed me again.
I wanted to fight him off and scream, "I like girls!" but my body wouldn't do it. Maybe I didn't really want to fight him off, maybe that was just reflex. When he pulled away I said, "The guys in Fight Club never kissed." Then his tongue was in my mouth again. Rubbing on the floor while he kissed me hurt my bare skin so I wiggled away and stood.
He looked lost and hurt. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. You're a lesbian. I got carried away. Don't hate me. I'm sorry." I took his hand and pulled him into his bedroom. Once I was on his bed he wiggled over me before pulling me to him again. I giggled and threw one leg over him while he kissed me. I sucked on his tongue hungrily. Girls think that's dirty. He pulled back, licked his lips and looked at me. "You're still bleeding."