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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. All characters involved in sexual activity are at least 18 years old. Any resemblance to real people is coincidental.
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He was huddled under the inadequate eave near my door, attempting to avoid the rain. Not very successfully. His discarded bicycle leaned against the building, and he protected a bedraggled bag between his feet.
As I approached, a bright smile flashed across his face, quickly followed by disappointment, embarrassment, chagrin when I didn't leap over to him with equal joyousness.
His youthful body filled out the clinging wet clothes, accentuating the wedge shape of his torso, the flat belly, and smooth, full biceps. His dark curls were wetted down to his head, but his lip showed the same dusting of mustache as I remembered from a week ago. My imagination leapt back to the memory of short, soft dark hair leading down his belly to a curly dark nest and then, to that teen penis and all its wonders...
Stop! I told myself.
What the fuck did you expect, Layla? I asked myself. You fucked a teen boy. Probably his first time. And he... has no family. Lonely. What the fuck did you expect?
Of course, he would return. It's a wonder he hadn't done it before now.
I keyed open the lock, folded my umbrella, and he was there. Right there. Holding out a small, somewhat wilted bouquet. Yellow? Marigolds?
Fuck. What have you done? I thought. You cannot... damage this boy. Any more than you already have. And, you need to get him to disengage. You... cannot. Cannot continue. This affair.
I smiled at him, gently took the flowers from his hand. "Hello... Josh? It's Josh, right?" I knew his name, of course, but I wanted to set the stage for... distancing from him. To let him know, gently, that this affair was closing.
"Thank you, how thoughtful," I said.
He smiled his radiant gleam again. "Hi," he said shyly. "You said, you said, next week, right?"
"Hello, Josh," I said again. He followed me into the hallway. "You... seem to be rather wet. Are you chilled?"
He shook his head. "I didn't know how to call you. I didn't get your phone. And... well. You did ask me to come, again, right? In a week? And I waited a week. Then I waited outside. In the rain. And I'm here."
I shrugged. Of course, in the throes of post-sex insanity, yes, yes, I had made that offer. But I knew better, I knew I shouldn't have made it.
"Josh, I did say that, but... but... I am not sure we should... do anything more. I mean..." My voice petered out as I saw the sudden hurt in his eyes.
I wanted to ignore it, but I couldn't. Damn, what had I done? Led this boy on. A teen boy. A lonely teen boy.
"Look, Josh, let's not worry about that right now, OK? Right now, you look wet, chilly and uncomfortable. Let me get some towels, OK? To help dry you off." I hurried ahead to the small bathroom and drew out the two large bath towels I used at the beach.
I gave one to him, and used the other to towel off his hair, then moved down his wet back and then to his butt and his legs...
I sighed. Fuck, this boy was... hot. And I had just stroked my hands over his body. My memory flashed back to last week, when he had been naked on my rug. Licking my dripping pussy. Licking up his own cum from my pussy.
To be honest, I was surprised he had used the towel, and hadn't just shucked off all his wet clothes anyway. If he had done that... I don't know. Did I have the willpower to ignore his naked body?
Good thing he didn't do that. I didn't need to test my resolve to end this... shenanigans. Instead, he handed me the wet towel he had used on himself. His clothes were still damp, but not dripping onto the floor.
"Thanks," I said.
Fuck. I had utterly lost control last week, taken full advantage of this boy, sucked him, fucked him, made him lick me. And now, I was caught in the past, in his entanglement. Caught.
He opened his bag, drew out a package. He looked up at me, anticipating, wondering if I would accept his offering. "I thought maybe... we could bake a cake. This week. Since we made cookies last week."
His words were not intended as flirtatious. But, my body responded anyway. My kitty began to warm, squirm with wetness.
No! No! I said to my traitorous self. Not again. Not him. Not this time.
I found myself saying, "Josh, yes, we can bake a cake today. But nothing else. No more. OK?"
His eyes flashed curiosity, disappointment, inquiry. He raised his eyebrows.
I said, "My... um... my roommate is coming home soon. So, no funny stuff. Right?"
He nodded slightly, face disappointed, then paused. "Roommate?"
"Um, yeah. My roommate. Raphael," I said. "He lives here."
"He." There were wildly shifting emotions displayed on his face now: fear and jealousy overshadowing arousal and interest.
"Yes, he."
"I didn't know you had a boyfriend."
"No. We... didn't discuss that. Last week."
Rapha is my gay roommate. Sharing the rent. Not a lover. But the boy didn't need to know that.
Then, I thought, fuck. Stupid me. He probably thinks I cheated on my boyfriend with him, last week. That's worse, way way worse.
"Oh." He thought for a few seconds. Then he shrugged. His face was innocent, light. Not lustful. Not judgy.
"Do you... do we still have time... can we bake a cake? Gran always baked cakes. But she wouldn't let me. Do it."
I looked at him, thinking, don't let this get out of control. No sex.
"Please?" he asked.
I queried myself, am I in control? I said to myself: Sure. I'm in control. We can bake a cake, it will take an hour and a half. And Rapha will be home then. No funny stuff. No sex. And, I can wind down this affair, let the boy down gently.
In retrospect, What the fuck was I thinking? Idiot. So, of course, having lied to myself, I made a mistake. The... mistake.
Instead of saying "No, we can't," I said to the boy, to Josh, "Fine. What kind of cake do you want to bake?"
He smiled. I smiled back at him.
"I have angel food and devil's food." He drew a second package from his bag. Then, he brought out a small tub. "And a lady at the store told me I would need icing, so I got this, too."
He led me into the kitchen, placing his packages on the counter.
I followed him in. To the location where I had spilled milk on him, then sucked his dick. Just last week. I watched him as he picked up the package to read the directions. Did he... was he... was there a boner growing in his pants?
I needed to divert this action right now. "Josh, what do the instructions say to do?"
"Um, add to the mix, three eggs, 3/4 cup of oil, 2 TBSP of water... What does T B S P mean?" he asked.
"Tablespoon. It's a measure, for um... volume," I responded. I rummaged in the drawer, took one out, dropped it on the counter. "Use this. Fill it to the top."
"Do I need to use special water from the fridge or something?"
"No, tapwater is fine."