I sometimes hate my job. The work is great always, the company, the mission, everything is great, except one thing: we just don't have enough people and the workload is too much. This was the case again last Friday. I was hoping to get out early and have a relaxing week end. But my boss, the company owner, asked me, begged me, to stay and stay late to help him finish a proposal for a customer.
I run our finance department. There is nothing that is bought or sold there that doesn't somehow cross my desk. I'm only 30, and a woman, so this kind of role and responsibility in this field is not common. I started here when I was 22, right out of college, and after two promotions here I am. The owner when I was hired has retired, and the man who bought the plant, I really think he's the best boss anyone could have. He's retired Army, and he has various military items all over his office. Photos of himself with foreign leaders, American Presidents, and so many of himself in his uniform or otherwise looking very very masculine.
I'm still cute, or so I think, but I don't get men. They ask me out, but I rarely get a second date. I really commit to my work, and I focus on trying to be alone, so I guess I won't ever find someone. I'd love for my boss, Vlad, to come fuck me, I mean even though he's almost twenty years older than me, he's a super stud and I would love to have him shoot a load inside me. Sometimes when we are alone, in his "war room", I imagine I would just crawl under the table and blow him, suck every drop of cum out of his big cock. I never saw it, but I hear the stories from other girls who worked here who had seen it, and it's something I finger myself to at least once a week. I google girthy veiny cocks and then go to town on my box.
This proposal we're writing, it's for a two year deal to buy recycled missile parts from a company in central Asia that used to do business with the Russian government, when it was within the Soviet Union. The company was abandoned when the country got its independence from USSR, and now some thirty years later, someone bought the place and found all this stuff in their warehouse. For us, the proposal involved being very careful not to precisely tell the company how much we want their stuff. That's where Vlad comes in, he does this magic thing when he speaks, where whatever he wants you to think is exactly what you hear, and then suddenly you are thinking what he wants you to think. My job in this proposal is to make sure the money works out for us. Vlad and I worked together late night on these proposals hundreds of times, but this one was the biggest ever, and because our sales VP was on vacation, and no one on my staff could stay late, it was just he and I alone in his war room.
The war room is a big room like a conference room, with a big oval table in the middle, and then ten really nice swivel office chairs around it. There are five huge flat screens on the walls, which we can cast our laptops to, and there are three white boards too for when we need to get an idea across the old fashioned way, by writing or drawing it. Vlad has his office down the hall, but this is where he spends at least half his time, and many of us do too. He always sits at the center of the long side, he says that only betas take the head spot, and I believe anything he says about that subject, he's as alpha as they come. Usually when we are alone in here working this way, I sit next to him, but my usual seat is across from him.
This night we were close to finishing, but the last part was the hardest, working out the tiny details that would get us the contract, but hide the fact that there was a particular metal in those parts that we wanted and would have easily paid 10 times the price if we had to. As 4pm turned into seven, Vlad suddenly popped up like he was awakened from a nap, and said "holy shit Connie, I didn't even realize it was seven fucking-o-clock, it's way past your dinner time, I'm sorry!"
Vlad was a big swearer. If he didn't swear when he was talking to you, it was because he didn't like you at all, and wanted to get the conversation short and sweet and then get away from you. Me, he liked me a lot over the five years since he bought the company, so he felt free to swear around me regularly and in every sentence. But, he was never mad about it, he just couldn't not use those words. Like he didn't have a filter, or had one but didn't care. He did however care so much about every person who works here, and things like keeping us working through a meal time was a cardinal sin for him. He was genuinely upset that he had done this to me, that he immediately texted his friend at the pizza shop down the street to bring us dinner.
Vlad knew me well, he knew my favorites, we had eaten lunch and dinner together many times, so I didn't even bother worrying about what he might order me, and he didn't ask either. He told me to go take a break, that the food would be about half an hour and he'd see me here then. This was Vlad's code that he used often, to mean that HE needed a break, not from the work, but from people. Vlad and I are similar in this way, we are funny and personable and everyone is attracted to us, but we don't really enjoy the company of others. I think if he was stranded on a desert island, he'd be alpha enough to build himself an amazing world there complete with food and water and shelter and maybe even video games, but he would never even once try to leave. Me too. I took my leave and went out back to the smoking area.
I was supposed to quit smoking last year, but I didn't. I got the drugs from the doctor to quit, but I never took them. I'm sure they're expired by now. Whenever Vlad and I work together alone late like this, I don't smoke: he quit many years ago and now has an aversion to the smell. But I just hung out there on the picnic table, stretching my arms and legs and back and taking in the warming Spring air. It was April after an unusually warm Winter, so even now at 7 at night it felt nice. I played a little bit on my phone, of course my fingers drifted to google and I found myself staring at big veiny cocks, again.
I don't know why I torture myself like this. Vlad tells this story all the time, about how when he was younger he had a job in a very large retailer, and went wild fucking every cashier in the ten stores he was in charge of. His boss heard about it, and all but fired him. Vlad somehow talked the guy into letting him keep his job, but swore that he would never do anything like that at work or with anyone from work ever again. As far as I know, he kept that promise even now thirty years later. Now, I DO know he has fucked many many females from here, the day AFTER they stopped working here, but while here, he never touched anyone. For me, this was torture. Our close working relationship and similar personalities would have been automatic romance in any other story, but not ours. He's married, but from the stories he tells, he gets laid ten times a week but only once by her. I would be blowing that dude from morning till night until all that came out was dust!
My phone dinged, with Vlad's special ding. Sometimes, when he dings me late at night with some idea he has, my little pussy gets a tingle. I might be in my bed, and I reach over to read his text, somehow in my head thinking he sent me a dick pic or some fucking hot words that would make me send him a pic of my asshole or something. It's never that, but always after reading whatever he sent, I finger myself until I have to go to bed without my panties. This time, it was him telling me that the food was here.