Confession Chapter 25 - Galen
Thank you Chitranna for editing this writing
I have been married for some time now and throughout the marriage I learned a lot of things. Marriage is tough. It is hard to make a life with a partner, it is tiring and difficult. Everything needs to be worked on-from bills to time to sex. Everything has its own place and everything needs to be worked on. Marriage is very rewarding though and I never really complained about mine. Stacy is a very caring and understanding woman and I love her deeply.
When we first got together and started having sex Stacy and I were like animals. We had wild, crazy sex often and it was never dull. As time went on that sex faded away to nothingness and I felt an emptiness that continued to grow inside me. I had the love and support I needed, but I lacked the sexual fulfillment that I desired so greatly. I wanted to play every night and every night I was turned down. I wanted to, no needed to release. I needed the touch of a woman, the feel of one on my body. I continued to tell myself it would get better, she would come around, that my hand worked just fine, but I knew I needed more, more of her touch, taste, desire and lust.
When a person feels like he is no longer needed they tend to think many things. Are they no longer desirable? Have they lost the ability to excite the opposite sex? Have they aged so much that all desires for them have been whisked away like the wind? It is a tiring and difficult thing to deal with and one searches for answers. They want to be desired, want to feel the raw emotions of lust. And I was at that point, where I just needed to know if I could still excite and be sexually wanted.
That opportunity came when I least expected it and from someone I thought I could never touch.
Sally is Stacy's younger sister, 8 years younger. She was young, fit and beautiful. We had teased and goofed before, light flirting that never meant anything and had no true implications or promises, until a chilly day in December.
Stacy went in to finish up some paperwork on a Saturday, not an uncommon thing and one I often looked forward to as it gave me some quite time at home to work on a project or two. I sat at the kitchen table with my pad of paper and my pens and began work on a drawing of an elven woman in skimpy leather armor when I heard a knock on my door and then the door open. Sally called out as she stepped in, "Galen, it's me. Stacy said I could stop by to grab the recipe book, I want to make some banana breads and I can't remember how."
She stepped into the kitchen, her long, black coat littered with recently fallen snow, "What are you working on?"
I looked up from my drawing and gave her a little smile, "Just an elf lady, nothing big. Just wanted to take in the quiet time you know? I think the book is in the cupboard on the right of the sink. How bad is it snowing?"
She curled her lips in disgust and let out a long breath, "Bad enough to make me regret leaving my house. I fucking hate snow. Quite the sexy elf you have there, don't get yourself all excited."
Her little chuckle was a little painful, if she only knew how excited I always was and how little I got to play with that excitement. I tried to put on a smile and played along, "Well, she's okay, but she doesn't have your body, so I'll be okay."
She gave a small smirk and a little curtsey then turned to the cupboards, "Ah fuck. It's on the top shelf isn't it?"
I laughed, "Ah, short girl issues. The step stool is beside the fridge, just grab it and you should be fine."
Sally stuck her tongue out as she grabbed the step tool and set it up, "I am not short, I am vertically challenged. And this jacket has to go if I am going to reach the book." She removed the jacket and I found my eyes leaving my paper and focusing on her as she took the first step up.
Her black skirt was short, her stockings lifted to just above her knees, her boots ending a few inches shy of them and a tight black top that left her arms uncovered. She looked good, damn good! Her ass was perfect from my view, the skirt doing wonders for her and the small space between her stockings and skirt let her creamy skin show perfectly along the black outfit. As she extended her reach, her skirt lifted slightly and I could feel my excitement growing as I found myself hoping the skirt would lift higher and I could get a glimpse of the sexy panties she always bragged about wearing.
I shook my head and tried to look back upon my elf, but I couldn't take my eyes off her. I knew I was wrong to be thinking of her as a sexy, desirable woman, I mean, she is my wife's sister, but damn, how could I not look? There she was, on full display for my eyes, young and sexy and my pants were tightening at the view of her.
Her words shook me from my trance, "Keep your eyes in your head Galen. If you look any harder at my ass you might collapse."
I stuttered on my words as she stepped down with the book in her hand, "I wasn't looking at your ass, Sally. I was just thinking of how to shape the elf."
She dropped back against the counter and lifted a hand to her head in mock shock, "Oh my, you mean I am not sexy enough for you to look at, my world is shattered!"
I rested my back against my seat and laughed, "Oh I think I am good without you trying to get me all excited. So you can go faint somewhere else."
She set the book down behind her and gave a wry smile, "I'm pretty sure a slight gust of wind could turn you on Galen, how long has it been?"
I shook my head with a chuckle, "A very long time. Wait, does she tell you about our sex life?"
She shrugged with a smile and stepped to the table. Setting her hands down she leaned forward and whispered, "Hard to talk about what doesn't happen."
I knew they probably talked, but I didn't think the lack of sex would be part of a conversation, "Well, that's from her not me. I'm always ready to go."
She chuckled and gave a little wiggle to her body, one of those, look at me and my little dance things, "It would suck not having a good fuck for as long as you two have gone without it. I love the feel of a good pounding and a nice cock in my mouth."
I put my hands up stopping her from continuing, "Holy shit Sally, fucking really? I don't need to know that."
She giggled and her smile widened, "Oh come on, it's just us. Really though, how long has it been?"
I ran my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath. Should I really be talking about such things with my wife's sister? Should she really know how often I did or did not fuck her sister? Should I be letting her know how long it had been since her sister pleasured me? It was like a total mind-fuck and I was wrapped in my thoughts with no idea how I got into the conversation, "It has been a while, a long while."