Brrrrrr it was a cold damp morning when he awoke. The kind that begs you to stay right there wrapped up in that warm cocoon you have created from wrapping the blankets tight around you the night before.
How hard is it to break out and morph the mottling wrap and free yourself from the warm safe confines of your bed.? Bzzzzzzzzzz the alarm breaks thru that hazy state between consciousness and sleep and the eyes are forced open turning the brain back on much like a computerβs ram memory does when it is turned on and begins to call up and access the sleeping hard drive initiating the commands to bring forth life in cyber space.
How much is taken for granted? The mere act of waking. Of course who could choose between sleep versus wake. Which is the preferred state? Without one how would we have the other? All of this is of course is inconsequential to the story at hand but some things are so natural and well what we are about to learn things that appear so natural and like the perfect fit hmmmmm sometimes do not seem to work out. Or do they?
Tony had been having his dream sequence for more than a decade as best as he could recall. He realized that his dream began to reoccur sometime in the mid nineties, about the time that he had completed his training and was given a sales assignment.
His dream never was able to come to completion before he awoke and that, more than anything, bothered him the most. If only he thought, he could just sleep thru to the conclusion then would he not have to live/sleep thru another night of THE dream.
Oh it wasnβt that the dream was scary or anything not a nightmare by any stretch of the imagination or the kind that should frighten you, on the contrary it was erotic and exciting
......it always began with him noticing a beautiful brunette woman whom he would pursue and she would tease him up to the point of well you know. Harmless enough type dream but he never seemed to get to the climax so to speak ... if you know what I mean?,
and well up heβd be and the following night he would awake to the same circumstance. Night after night after night it had gone on for pretty near a decade now the same dazzling beautiful lady with those long shapely legs and alluring and inviting smile.
Of course Tony knew the roots of his dream, for everyone knows that dreams are really just a release from the frustrations we deal with in our everyday lives. And Tony had been frustrated. For it was about the same time that he began to have his repeating dream that Gwen was assigned to work with him.
She was a beautiful brunette. The same beautiful brunette that Tony dreamt of night after night after night. Life can be so cruel.
Those who believe in love......true love the kind that has soulmates and chemistry and paranormal attraction....... will know of the love that Tony and Gwen shared for each other or in their case could not share. For you see Gwen had already taken on a lover a kind of lover that she was not fond of but the kind of lover that made it impossible for her to free herself from his bonds.
Thus was Tonyβs fate to be destined to be with his one true love the one who had been made and destined to be his mate but he was unable to enjoy the pleasures of being true lovers in the ultimate sense.
Ohhhhh sure they had let their feelings get the better of them and had on more than one occasion let their passion juices flow to the point of that they found themselves beginning to undress one another throwing all caution to the wind but at each instance they would somehow pull back to their senses and stop both embarrassed by the forces that had caused them to stir and act like this.