Brrrrrr it was a cold damp morning when he awoke. The kind that begs you to stay right there wrapped up in that warm cocoon you have created from wrapping the blankets tight around you the night before.
How hard is it to break out and morph the mottling wrap and free yourself from the warm safe confines of your bed.? Bzzzzzzzzzz the alarm breaks thru that hazy state between consciousness and sleep and the eyes are forced open turning the brain back on much like a computer’s ram memory does when it is turned on and begins to call up and access the sleeping hard drive initiating the commands to bring forth life in cyber space.
How much is taken for granted? The mere act of waking. Of course who could choose between sleep versus wake. Which is the preferred state? Without one how would we have the other? All of this is of course is inconsequential to the story at hand but some things are so natural and well what we are about to learn things that appear so natural and like the perfect fit hmmmmm sometimes do not seem to work out. Or do they?
Tony had been having his dream sequence for more than a decade as best as he could recall. He realized that his dream began to reoccur sometime in the mid nineties, about the time that he had completed his training and was given a sales assignment.
His dream never was able to come to completion before he awoke and that, more than anything, bothered him the most. If only he thought, he could just sleep thru to the conclusion then would he not have to live/sleep thru another night of THE dream.
Oh it wasn’t that the dream was scary or anything not a nightmare by any stretch of the imagination or the kind that should frighten you, on the contrary it was erotic and exciting
......it always began with him noticing a beautiful brunette woman whom he would pursue and she would tease him up to the point of well you know. Harmless enough type dream but he never seemed to get to the climax so to speak ... if you know what I mean?,
and well up he’d be and the following night he would awake to the same circumstance. Night after night after night it had gone on for pretty near a decade now the same dazzling beautiful lady with those long shapely legs and alluring and inviting smile.
Of course Tony knew the roots of his dream, for everyone knows that dreams are really just a release from the frustrations we deal with in our everyday lives. And Tony had been frustrated. For it was about the same time that he began to have his repeating dream that Gwen was assigned to work with him.
She was a beautiful brunette. The same beautiful brunette that Tony dreamt of night after night after night. Life can be so cruel.
Those who believe in love......true love the kind that has soulmates and chemistry and paranormal attraction....... will know of the love that Tony and Gwen shared for each other or in their case could not share. For you see Gwen had already taken on a lover a kind of lover that she was not fond of but the kind of lover that made it impossible for her to free herself from his bonds.
Thus was Tony’s fate to be destined to be with his one true love the one who had been made and destined to be his mate but he was unable to enjoy the pleasures of being true lovers in the ultimate sense.
Ohhhhh sure they had let their feelings get the better of them and had on more than one occasion let their passion juices flow to the point of that they found themselves beginning to undress one another throwing all caution to the wind but at each instance they would somehow pull back to their senses and stop both embarrassed by the forces that had caused them to stir and act like this.
On these nights the dreams would have such intensity...brilliant colors would emerge....he could hear the sounds of beautiful music and the smell of flowers so strong that if awakened at this juncture he would describe it as being sensory overload. A state that couldn’t be explained but only described as some type of utopia whereby all the senses would undergo the ultimate response and everything was pleasurable -sight, sound, taste, touch and smell. But he would wake before the inevitable thereby canceling the inevitable.
He did not reveal his problem to her for fear that she would think that he had passed that fine line between sanity and insanity.... for who is to know what state the human mind really is in and what it is capable of doing?
Sometimes the dream seemed to last the entire night and other times it would be a mere blip, but always he would awake before it was complete.
In his dreams she would be able to complete her enjoyment of the act that they always seemed to undertake but just as he was about to realize his pleasure he would find himself awake.
Typically it would begin with a kiss and a dance between their tongues as his hands were left to explore the curves that made her a woman. Often he found her breasts to be so sensitive to his touch that she could become aroused and in a state of excitement just by his wandering hand on her breast.
Of course he would invariably work his way down between her legs and always he would admire the silkiness feel of her skin along her inner thigh, the womanly scent and how much pleasure she would have when he finally parted her moist swollen lips and began to explore her with his tongue. She seemed to delight in having his tongue lap against the base of the hood shielding her erect love button while his fingers would work in and out rubbing up along the insides of the slippery canal where he someday hoped to be able to place his erect manhood and spew forth his seed.