I recall, when I was about 20, a conversation with a friend, in his car, while he was driving. He turned to me and said "When I die, it's going to be a fatal accident, because I always have to look at a beautiful woman by the side of the road."
At that moment, I knew exactly what he meant, "Yeah. Me too." I replied. "I check them out too." I felt the same. Always have done. Still do. So many years later, I can't help turning my head or eyes to check out a pretty girl. Countless times, I have observed a girl, while driving, enjoying the sight of her lovely figure disappear in the side mirror, all too quickly.
I don't know if my friend is still alive, or had his fatal crash, as we lost contact many years ago. But, I am still here, in this world, and that brief conversation is clear in my mind, as if it were yesterday.
Walking past a woman in the street is much more rewarding. She can be young or older, as long as she has a nice face, hair and body, and carries herself with elements of poise and grace. Such women are a delight to look at, and this is a compliment to them all. Ladies; when you go to the trouble of putting on make-up, style your hair, choosing to wear elegant or snazzy clothes with accessories, believe me, it is appreciated from afar. It might be only for 3 or 4 seconds as you walk past. Just be aware, that a stranger you never even notice, knows with feeling, how beautiful you truly are. Then, the moment is gone and life moves on for everyone.
Age isn't kind to men or women. It is tough getting older. You gain experience, wisdom, usually money, but your own body? Well, after your 20s, it's never quite the same. Going through the 30s, 40s, into 50s. You become resigned to the changes in your body. But you can look after yourself, work out, eat properly, which all helps, and your mind can stay young and your imagination never goes away.
Everything here is a true story, except names and a couple of minor details to preserve anonymity. Now, I want to share an experience, share my real feelings with a beautiful, mysterious girl in her early 20s. I poured out all my appreciation of women into living a brief fantasy of raw sexuality. I rolled back the years for a few hours and will never, ever, forget it.
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Recently, to the date of this story, I arrive at a large city I have never been to before. I am attending a multiple-day financial conference. Yet, my mind is already distracted by thoughts of trying a new experience. I have never paid for sex in my life before, but there is a first time for everything, but, I am so ignorant of which sexual acts are on offer. I find myself outside an up-market adult establishment in a good area of town. It is a marbled building with dark windows. What happens inside, I can only guess. It will be my first time to enter such a place and I have no real idea of what to expect, except the rush of sex and the company of a young woman once more.
Day 1
It is about 1 pm in the quiet edge-of-city street. Making sure no one else is around, I nervously push the heavy front door, expecting it to be locked and needing to use an intercom. It opens easily into a plush dark-themed reception area with scarlet and mauve brocade. No one is here. I hear a voice from the back call out. "I won't be a minute."
An older woman walks through a door behind the reception desk. Yes, I think this lady is a madam who has seen it all before. I tell her it is my first time and she is good about it, asking how I found out about her business. I tell her, adding that I am a sucker for a place with a nice name. She smiles "We have two girls on at present. Trixie and Wanda. Please take a seat."
In a minute, Trixie enters from a side door. She is petite, slim with gentle curves, wearing white lacy knickers and bra, and high heels. She is about 5'3" without the heels, but with them, she stands only a few inches below my height. Her body is fit, young and curvy in the right places. Long dark-brown curtain bangs partially hide the sides of her face and cast shadows as she moves. Even in the light of the reception room, she has a shadowy ambience. Trixie smiles, says hello, walking sexily in a small circle, then exits.
Afterwards, Wanda came in. She is also slim, wearing white, but taller and older, maybe 30s. She could be good, but no. I am sorry Wanda, it is no contest. She went too, so I approach the desk to pay for the maximum time on offer. One hour. With Trixie.
Trixie returns and leads me to a massage room. Face to face, I can see her eyes are green. A thought flickers in my mind, that I have a similarity to this beautiful little minx, maybe an edge. My eyes are a blue-green to dark-green, depending on the light, and around my black pupils I have faint rings of gold fire, which fade out into the green. Perhaps my best feature and, bonus, my eyes never age.
The room has a long padded massage table, set in the centre, with folded towels. It is dim with only an amber light. Music comes from a small boom-box on a long side-cabinet, where many folded towels, massage oils and other useful items are kept.
I tell Trixie it is my first time anywhere and she quickly runs off the options for extras. Such and such dollars for oral sex on me, oral sex on her, and for kissing. As soon as she says oral sex on her, I get weak at the knees. Oh yes, that is exactly what I want to do. I choose the last two and peel off the right amount of notes. She seems happy that I want more than a nude massage and points to an armchair in the corner of the room "Leave your clothes there."
Well, this is it. No going back. My first time in a massage parlour, first time paying for sex, by paying for extras. "Have a shower" she points to another doorway leading to another small room with a shower. I had a shower just before coming here. In fact, I cleaned every crevice thoroughly, not knowing what to expect, but wanting to be prepared. Nevertheless, I soaped down once more as instructed.
When I came back to the massage room, she is seated cutely on the padded table. The boom-box played edgy music at a reasonable volume. I have never experienced music with sex, as I consider it off-putting. Like laughter, it detracts from the intimacy of a sexual act. However, soon I am tuning it out. Most of it I did not recognise, showing my age, though I did like listening to Pat Benatar belt out 'Love is a Battlefield'. At that point, I am face down on the massage table, getting an expert nude massage. There is a large wall-sized mirror, and I can watch Trixie as she moves up my legs, her face tilted down in concentration. "Do you like giving massages?" I ask.
"Yes. I enjoy it."
I must admit, I am enjoying the massage even more. I let out a series of oohs and ahhs as she works her magic. My mind drifts forward to the "extras". I know what awaits and the expectation of it is a mild torture. She finishes my back and moves in front of me to do my shoulders. In front of my eyes are her cute pear-shaped breasts. Her nipples were not much larger than my own tiny male ones, through her areolae were at least twice as wide.
"May I touch you?" I ask.
"Yes, of course" she replies. Every sentence she speaks is so precise and clear. No wasted words, no slang, no swear words. Just an efficient command of English. She clearly knew how to handle men with her professional manner and deportment.
I reach up both hands and ever so gently, tease her nipples between my thumbs and forefingers. We continued for some minutes, she massaging me, while I pleasure her nipples and areolae.
Eventually, she finishes, and I sit up on the table, legs over the side. I don't want a massage on my front. I guess that is the routine without any extras. She moves to stand between my legs and looks expectantly at me. I lean down and kiss her lips. She is simply lovely. I gently stroke her back and buttocks as we kiss. I forget myself for a moment and hear the words "No tongues."