It was the summer of 1988, I had turned 18 in the spring, and recently graduated from High School. For years my older brothers best friend Troy had been coming over. We would play Dungeons and Dragons as a group until the early hours of the morning, or sit and watch movies together.
I was interested in Troy, and for more than just a friend. I had hoped that by turning 18 and graduating he would suddenly see me as more than just my brother's little sister Cindy. He was always polite, and his smile... make me go weak in the knees. Troy was tall with dark hair. He was genuinely nice, he would hold the door for me and my mother when we went out.
But you see among the boys there is this unwritten rule that your best friends sister is off limits. Try as I may I just couldn't get him to see me as more than just his friends little sister. I just couldn't take it any more, I'd spend the evening with the boys, all the while my pussy would ache, my panties would be soaked. I tried flirting with him. I tried sitting close to him, asking him some ridiculous questions, I even tried "accidentally" pressing my breasts against him when I didn't have a bra on and my nipples were painfully hard. Nothing worked.
One afternoon Troy came over to hang out. My parents were away, but Troy was always welcome around our house. The three of us were just hanging around for the afternoon, when my brother got a call from work; they wanted him to come in for a few hours to cover a shift at the arcade that he worked at. He complained, but I reminded him that he was saving for some new games, and the money would be a big help. Eric put a hand over the mouth piece of the phone and asked Troy if he minded hanging out at our place for a couple of hours, saying he would make up for it with pizza and would bring home a couple of movies. Troy said he was cool with hanging out and to go ahead and take the hours.
On the outside I was as cool as could be. On the inside, my stomach was quivering, It took all the self control I could muster to avoid shaking. Between my legs tingled and burned at the same time. I pressed my fingernails painfully into my palm to keep my voice even...
"Well, you boys figure out what you are going to do, I am bored... I'm going to go take a shower."
The voices faded as I walked down the hallway to my bedroom. Walking in I flicked on the light and closed the door quietly behind me. My head exploded, I leaned against the door breathing heavily. My thoughts went to the living room, where we had the families shared computer.
My brother had a stash of porn pictures that he would download from Bulletin Board Systems. He and Troy would look at the pictures when they thought everyone was asleep. Some times Troy would be up late into the night, and would be looking on his own. Some times I would sneak out of my bedroom and watch him while he was looking at the pictures. I would try and make mental notes of what he lingered on the most. I wanted to know his desires, I wanted to know what he liked, I wanted to be all those girls for him. Watching him looking at the pictures always got me turned on. Those girls that were there, taking the guys cocks in their pussies, asses and mouths. my pussy... my ass... my mouth... Troy's cock. Those nights I would end up sneaking back into my bedroom and masturbating myself to sleep.
I heard my brother head out the front door and drive off. Knowing that Troy and I were the only ones in the house, I pulled off my shirt and bra, tossing them into the hamper. My nipples were rock hard and standing up. I wanted him to suck them, to lick them, too tug on them. I pinched my nipple hard, clenching my teeth with the delicious pain that spread through them. My hand shook from the force, it hurt so much, but I loved it, I could feel the wetness soaking my panties completely. I unbuttoned my cut off shorts and let them fall to the floor. My white cotton panties were so wet that they were see through and bunched up in my pussy lips. I had to peel them off.
