This is story #28 of my series about my post-marital sexual journey. Read the first story (Babysitter Lauren) or my profile, for any background needed. You may see references to prior stories/people, but for the most part each story stands on its own.
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Libby My mother always said, "If you want to meet a nice girl, go to church."
I was raised Methodist, but wasn't really a practicing Christian in my adult years. But when my kids were young, we started going to the local Methodist church on Sundays. There was live music, happy songs, and all the words to the prayers and readings and songs were on video screens throughout the worship space.
Everyone was happy, and the kids were paying attention and engaged in the worship. It was great.
One of the three pastors at the church was Pastor Libby, a youngish, happy, smiling bubbly thing of about who was always smiling and in a good mood. She was really pretty, on the shorter side, and just so nice. You couldn't help but be in a good mood around her.
One day at mass she announced that she was getting married, and we all applauded for her. Everyone was thrilled for her.
After a few years, I began to think about formally joining the parish, since we had been attending services there for a few years. So I sent an email to the church administrator, asking about the process for that, and I was emailed back to come meet with Pastor Libby, who was in charge of membership. We set up an appointment for about two weeks later. At this point in time, Libby was 32 years old (I was now 47).
I was looking forward to the meeting for a variety of reasons, not the least of which was that I enjoyed Libby's company, and as I said, she always put you in a good mood.
But on this day, something was off. She wasn't her usual, smiling, bubbly self when I walked into her small office in the church administration building. She smiled of course, but it was forced, and she just didn't seem herself.
We sat side by side and talked for about thirty minutes about the church and membership and the procedure for doing all of that, and it was a pleasant, businesslike conversation, as I would have expected. She was genuinely excited that I and my kids would be joining her congregation as official members.
As I got up to leave, I stopped and turned to her and asked, "Is everything OK?"
She immediately stood up and grabbed me in a big hug and started crying uncontrollably. I didn't know what to do or say, mostly because I had no idea what was wrong, but also because I was basically in shock. I mean I didn't really know this woman, certainly not well enough for what was happening, but it must be serious if she was acting this way.
After two minutes of this, she started to calm down. I sat her back down and grabbed some tissues from her desk and handed then to her.
After a few more sniffles as she gathered herself, I said, "Want to talk about it?"
"Yeah," she replied. "It's just, I don't know if I can go through with it."
"Go through with what?"
"The wedding! I don't know if I can do it."
Oh man, cold feet. I didn't even know when it was scheduled to happen.
"Well, when is it? Have you talked with your fiancΓ©e about it? Maybe you could push it back for a time?"
"No, it's not getting married that's the issue, it's Jim, my fiancΓ©e. I love him, but, I don't know, this is so hard and complicated to explain, because he's such a good man. But that's the problem, he's TOO good. He's so sweet and nice, and that's such a great thing, but he doesn't really, you know, do it for me."
She went on to explain that he treats her so well, and is such a kind and God-fearing man, but he doesn't get her motor going.
She shared that the reason she originally went into the ministry was because she had a bit of a wild younger life, always getting mixed up with the wrong crowd, the wrong men, guys that partied hard and had no respect for authority. She was abused and hit rock bottom, then cleaned herself up and got into the ministry, and it's been great, saved her life.
Jim represents the new life, but she isn't attracted to him in the way that she was attracted to the "bad boys." Jim asks her permission for everything, and she's attracted to guys who take charge and take what they want, and she didn't see how she could spend the rest of her life with someone who doesn't turn her on.
I had no advice for her of course, so I copped out and told her to pray about it and God would guide her to make the right decision etc. She hugged me again and thanked me for listening, apologized for laying everything on me like that. We parted and promised to stay in touch about the transition.
A couple weeks later at Sunday mass, Pastor Libby led the mass that we attended. At communion, she gave me a slight wink as she handed me the bread. I started looking at Libby like a woman rather than as my pastor, and I was worried about eternal damnation at this point, but I hadn't done anything wrong.
After mass as she was greeting the congregation, she stopped me and my kids and said hello, then asked me if I could come back later that day to talk more about the transition. We agreed on 7:00 pm that evening, after my kids went back to their mom's house for the following week.
At 7:00 sharp I arrived at the church office building and made my way back to Pastor Libby's office. Her door was open, and she was there, rearranging some items on her bookshelf. I could see photos of she and Jim throughout her office. She was stretching up to the top shelf, and her shorter-than-was-appropriate-for-a-pastor skirt was riding up to the middle of her ass cheeks, and I could see that she was not wearing any underwear.
At that moment, I made the decision. I slammed the door behind me, causing her to jump and look back at me, then I locked the door. With purpose I crossed the room toward her in about four steps. Grabbing her by the shoulders, I turned her around and pushed her forward so she was bending over her desk. I knelt down behind her and threw her skirt up over her back and thrust a finger into her tight pussy. Leaning forward I tongued her asshole while I fingered her, and worked my shorts off with my free hand.
No words were spoken as I stood and thrust my cock into her pussy. I could see a small tramp stamp -- a relic of her younger, wilder days -- on her lower back as I thrusted into her. This was going to be quick and dirty. I pounded her faster and faster, her moans of pleasure and excitement becoming louder as I did so. Her arms were outstretched across the top of her desk and she gripped the edge of her desk and held on for leverage as she thrust her ass back at me.
Faster and harder I pounded her, and she whispered a throaty "fuck me, fuck me," the only words spoken during the whole encounter to this point. With a groan I drove deep and unleashed my cum inside of her. I held still while I finished, staying put until I was drained.
When I pulled out, she stood and adjusted herself, then turned and got on her tip toes to give me a quick peck on the lips and said with a smile, "Praise the Lord, I needed that!!"
We laughed and she handed me a couple papers, telling me to fill them out and email them to her later in the week.