It was Christmas Eve and her she was alone in her house. This time of year always made her think about her life choices. She was single by choice, she was just too shy to go out and find another man, and her ex husband had made her wary of trusting anyone again. She was no longer young, at 35, but she was still attractive. Her female friends told her that she had the ability to turn men's' heads, with her tall slim body, wide smile and beautiful long hair. She always thought that they were just trying to cheer her up, and were exaggerating, they weren't. She thought about her secret desires and fantasies and blushed as she thought of them, she would never be able to tell a man about those things that she dreamed of trying. Her only escape and pleasure was the internet. She had been online tonight and spread a little Christmas cheer, by chatting with a couple of men, online she was bright, witty and flirtatious. Now it was time for bed, and she took herself there to think about the sexual play she had indulged in online.
She lay herself down on the bed and carefully, gently ran her hands over her naked body…. Just feeling her smooth skin. Down over her breasts which although small were still pert, over her nipples which were small pink areas of pleasure. They hardened under her playful pinching and gentle twisting, she closed her eyes and imagined that the man she had just been chatting to was there. He was pleasuring her, he was making her wet. She slid one hand down to her smooth, hairless pussy and slid right on down to feel the moisture between her legs. She sighed as her fingers found her pussy slick and ready, and gasped slightly as her finger entered her hole. She smiled to herself as she brought her finger back out and up to her lips. She could smell her own juices that sort of sexual smell, but musky and sweet.
She then drew the finger into her mouth, sucking on it tasting herself. He had asked her to do this, and had been surprised when she told him how much she enjoyed the taste of herself. She imagined him sucking on his fingers, the ones he had slid inside her. She imagined sucking on his hard cock, and her hips rose off the bed in a moment of pleasure as she imagined more. She quickly reached for her vibrator and switched it on, she pressed the buzzing tip to her already aroused clit. Oh, the joy was intense, she gasped out loud and blushed slightly, even though there was no one to hear her. After moving the tip a little she slid the vibrator down and into her waiting pussy. She pushed just hard enough to get it in, for it to sit just inside her sending little thrills with every vibration. This was always the point when she wished for a man.
