I am nervous to see you again. It has been so many years - how many, exactly? Who cares, let's not go there. I got this fancy hotel room on San Antonio's river walk to impress you somehow. How dumb! It's your hometown, not mine. What would it matter where I stayed? Still, the view, so high up, is worth the trouble it took to book. And I wonder if I will be so shy when you arrive that I won't be able to make eye contact.
I still haven't been able to decide what to wear, and as I stop at the bathroom mirror to check my makeup yet again, I notice that my nipples are erect and slightly darker than usual. The areola is a tad goose-bumpy, from the slightly cool hotel air. But I love how my breasts look, large enough to fill measuring cups, yet with the nipples delicately pointing slightly upward, as if waiting for a mouth to suckle them. I pause to admire them, gently pushing my right breast higher with my right hand, cupping it and caressing it for a moment. My breasts are pretty lovely, I admit as I smile to myself. And I love my tummy area, with its smooth skin. I am a lucky woman to have such natural curves. I smirk seductively for a moment, wondering what made me so nervous. You will be the nervous one, I think happily. I mean, look at me! I work out every day, I eat fresh fruit several times a day, I love to do the regulation amount of push-ups and sit-ups according to an Air Force guide I found online, my pussy is clean-shaven and pretty, my legs are tight and muscular - I have really held it together. "If only", I think to myself, "If only you had the opportunity to see all this", but, alas, no.
This is only going to be a casual, friendly get-together. I have been in town only two days on leave from my work in Chicago to attend a convention, and just managed to squeeze a little time in to get together with you, my old boyfriend. We arranged to meet at my hotel room, but we will immediately leave to meet your wife for lunch. I am in town just one more day, and then I will fly home to my family; no time for even an innocent peck on the cheek, almost. Still, the fantasy of being your plaything thrusts itself into my brain. I bat it away, but it is fun to consider. But no! I'm meeting the wife; must be on best behavior. This will be tricky, after thinking about you all these years. "Thinking", generally while alone, on my couch at home, a finger placed inside my cunt.
I have seen recent pictures of you on Facebook. Ouch! Someone's put on a few pounds, sir! I am glad for the advantage. I know my thoughts of you are just a fantasy of who you used to be, and when we actually meet, my interest will cool, and I will simply sit at lunch and probably mostly speak with your wife, while you sit and silently long for me. I know the shot; I'll make chit-chat, say goodbye to the two of you and walk back to my hotel, satisfied that I have closure at last.
My pussy is wet. Darn! Where is a tissue to gently wipe it? I don't want to get my panties dirty, don't want this to happen when I finally put them on instead of just standing around staring at myself. What time is it? Oh, good lord, I have less than a minute to put something on! I am an idiot, I didn't time this well! I run barefoot across the soft, high carpet to look for my earrings, at least. First things first. Then, where is my wrap around skirt? I find it and put it on quickly. Where is my silk bra? Man, I am disorganized. And my silk blouse? So much for being cool and calm when you get here.
It's too hot to wear nylons, now I've just got to decide between tall boots with my short skirt, or open-toed shoes. And, where are those panties? Oh, no! Is that a knock on the door?
Of course, it's you at the door. Just my luck. I can't find those damn panties. And I'm wet again. I've got to fix this and open that door, see you, realize there is nothing to get excited about, and then I'll stop having a moist vagina.
"Coming!" I call out, quickly dabbing at myself with a tissue. I go to open the door, but you open it yourself. Wow! It has been years, and you feel comfortable to just open the door? Really? Not too classy.
There you are. Yes, you have gained weight. Goddammit, it looks good on you, really good. Yet, you look sheepish. You have your hand on the door, your strong, tanned fingers gently holding it open, but you do not enter the room. You look at me shyly, and it looks like tears have sprung to your eyes. Yes, it has been a while, I guess it is an emotional moment. I feel a little choked up, too, even though I'm trying to stay cool.