Authors Note --
Please note that this is Adult Erotic Fiction, so should only be read by those who qualify!
I was intrigued by the idea of basing a story around journal entries, and although this is hardly a new idea, I thought that I'd give it a try.
So, here we are - the trials and tribulations of a rather naive, but determined young woman, just starting University and keen to experience life⦠oh, and to continue the family tradition of making the Football Cheerleader's team!
Constructive comments and scores are always welcome, but regardless, I sincerely hope that you enjoy β¦
Dear Diary... or whatever this is!
I promised myself that when I started at MidCounty University, I'd faithfully keep a journal to remind me in future years what my new life was like. Well, I guess this is it! My new life?! Well, I certainly hope so, because a new start is exactly what I'm looking for!
So, maybe I ought to introduce myself, goodness knows who might be reading this some day!
My name is Susan Meyer, and I'm here at MidCounty to study Classical /Modern English Literature. I'm not absolutely sure how I got into this from my modest, rural farming background, but I love reading (almost anything) and my school teachers always used to rate my essays! Anyway, having surprised practically everyone with my school grades...here I am!!
Maybe I ought to describe myself as well...do people really do that in journals?? Oh well, I guess that I will anyway! I'm nineteen years old, about average height (5'8 - but going on an extra inch if I'm on my toes and pulling my shoulders back!) Not that I'm vain or anything! I have light brown hair that curls just below my shoulders, a bright happy face (says my mum!), hazel eyes and...well, a medium build I suppose. Not too fat, not too thin, but pretty well toned and fit because I'm a keen athlete! My school year master, Mr Avery, used to call me 'Miss Average' for a whole variety of reasons (not all good!), which although vaguely accurate isn't entirely fair. Well, at least I don't think so, but I did used to hate him and maybe he knew! Anyway, another reason for a new start!
You'll note that it's now Thursday morning of my first week on campus, so I've got a bit of catching up to do already!
My mum and older sister brought me down last Sunday, and helped me get settled into my 'Freshers' dorm. It's three stories, females only (which got a raised eyebrow from both my companions!) and I was put on the top floor, and at the end of a long corridor. Talk about 'out on a limb'! Are they trying to tell me something already?!
It took us nearly five hours to drive down from our small, remote farm in the middle of NOWHERE (I emphasise it because it really is!). Miles from anywhere, just a few other small farming communities and practically no social life - something that I'm hoping to address as quickly as possible now that I'm banged up with a few hundred other young people of my own age. That's practically as many people as I've met in my whole life! Have I mentioned that I'm looking forward to a new start?
Anyway, after I'd registered and gotten my room key, we'd unloaded all my gear from our ancient farm Ute (I'm still rather surprised that it made it this far!) and just threw it into my rather sparse accommodation. Then we tried the on-site cafe for some drinks and a quick snack before it was time for my family to hit the road and head back to the 'Middle of NOWHERE' again!
Were there any tears? Certainly not from my mom, who's generally regarded locally as 'hard as nails' - she has to be really after raising two daughters and a brother after my pa died in an accident when I was just five.
I've never admitted it to her, but I'm full of respect for her. I'm not sure that it's love, because she's never been the emotional type and I can't remember the last time I got a hug, but it's something I suppose. Whatever... I held it together until they'd re-embarked in the Ute. I'm sure that my big sister was wiping away a tear when she got in, but I managed to uphold family tradition and keep my feelings in check until they'd disappeared from sight. Then I sat down on a nearby bench, put my head in my hands and cried! Me, tears...really?!!
Maybe it was just the tension of the journey draining away, maybe my adrenalin had dropped suddenly, maybe it was the realisation that my old life had just disappeared along with my kin. Maybe...maybe it really was love after all?!
God, but this new start to life of mine had better be good. Really Good!!
Anyway, where was I? Oh yes, life after mum and big sister!
I'd only been back in my new, quite small world, for about an hour before I met my new neighbour. She's a tall, slim blonde called Samantha ('Sam ' to her friends which now includes me!!!). She's an effervescent, impulsive sort of character and just knocked, shouted out a cheery 'Hello!" and burst right in...catching me red-handed,...literally!
I'd been in the middle of packing my clothes away into the limited drawer space, and had quickly filled one with my underwear and was about to secrete my special item underneath the panties pile. It was wrapped in its usual soft, bright red muslin bag. It was in my hand when Sam burst in and gave me a fright, so I dropped it onto the bed and, naturally, the 'Silver Rocket' slid out!
"Whoa...now that looks like an interesting item!" she'd gushed, quickly stepping forward to pick up my metallic, deluxe vibrator and running her fingers over its ribbed surface. Not an ounce of embarrassment anywhere except all over my face, which I'm sure had gone a bright, bright red! Watching her fingers lovingly caress its sleek lines didn't help either. It really is my one truly extravagant possession and I swear that it's blissful, multifunctional activities are the only things that's kept me sane over the last couple of sex-restricted years!
"Wow... this does feel good" she'd said , smiling at my frozen reaction, before adding impishly, "I've got a couple of my own next door... we're going to have to compare them sometime soon!!"
After that kind of introduction it was hard to stay formal! So we soon got into friendly, girly chatter that passed time quickly. After a while she dragged me out into the corridor, and we burst into the rooms opposite to introduce ourselves to our other 'end corridor' soul-mates. Needless to say neither Patricia (Trish) nor Andrea (Andy) were caught with vibrators in their hands! With Sam in the lead, we've actually all become pretty close in such a short space of time though, and we've spent a lot of time together, meeting up for drinks and food when we can. I'll confess that I was a bit worried about making friends before I got here, but with Sam taking the initiative, it's been no problem so far! In fact, after a late night vodka session in Sam's room, we've even given ourselves a name...'The Dead End Gals'!... cool or what?!
The first few days in Uni have gone really quickly! It's been a never-ending round of 'intro sessions' - from exploring the vast Library (which I love already!), to a fantastic, head-banging Students Union lunchtime disco, to various University clubs which I'm thinking of joining (but I'm going to have to wait until later today for the Football Cheerleaders sign-up!). We've also had a couple of English Faculty sessions to introduce fellow students and the teaching staff. They seem like a nice bunch, but I haven't got to know them properly yet. There was one distinctly surprising happening though when one of the second year students who was acting as a waitress at a 'tea event' saw me looking at a rather dishy looking lecturer (called Auberon!)and whispered a warning in my ear... 'watch out for that one, he's dangerous!' I wanted to know more, but when I'd turned round she'd gone. I mean, weird or what??!
Anyway, onto the main event!
There have been posters up all week about a Dorm Disco that was taking place Wednesday night in conjunction with the boys dorm next door. It was labelled 'Not To Be Missed!!' and the 'Dead End Gals' had no intention of any such thing!
Looking back, I can't believe how excited I'd got at the thought of mixing with a bunch of equally inexperienced young men! You'll be aware from the above that my sexual experiences to date have been somewhat limited. I'm certainly not a virgin... but pretty close! Suffice to say that 'fumbling' and 'unsatisfactory' are fair descriptions of my sex life so far. In fact, and somewhat sadly, it's also true to say that my delicious 'Silver Rocket' has been my best sexual experience to date!
So, and this a secret (just between the two of us!), this is an important part of my 'new life' aspirations... good sex! It's not like I'm totally slutty or a 'nympho' or anything, but it's fair to say that I'd pretty much made up my mind early on that the dance floor would have had to be full of absolute dorks for me not to invite somebody back to my room!
If only I'd known...now, just let me get this straight in my mind...
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Anticipation and Dressing Up
Wednesday afternoon had positively flown by for Susan, and the sense of anticipation had been building remorselessly. All the girls had agreed to meet in Sam's room before they went down to the dance though, the blonde 'gang leader' having promised to have a bottle of something for them to share before they went down!
Susan was pleased that she'd managed to get her name down for the Football Cheerleaders enrolment session at the sports complex the coming Thursday, but less happy at the sight of the number of names already on the list! It was pretty much a 'must do' action for her this week given that her mum and big sister, who'd both attended the college previously had made the team, her mother actually being Team Captain when she'd left! They'd both told her to get on the team 'or else'! She'd thought that it was in jest, but wasn't quite so sure when she spotted a quick look and smile between the two women. Her mum had added that it would be 'Character Building' and her sister had laughed, saying that 'It would certainly open your eyes to a few things!'
Mysterious...but challenging, and Susan was always up for a challenge!!