**Violet**
I didn't want to hurt him. Not really. I only did it because I knew what was going to happen afterwards, or at least I thought I knew what would happen.
I was in the tram on my way to one of his friends, checking the reflection of my face in the window while thinking back to the day when this whole ordeal began. We were fighting about something stupid. I don't even remember what about exactly. But we were both getting increasingly more aggressive, hurling insults at each other.
"You wouldn't know anything about it, nerd!" I shouted at him. "You spend so much time thinking about games, you forget what matters in the real world!" Although he defied most stereotypes about computer science students being socially awkward and obsessed with boring stuff, I still liked to tease him about it. Most of the time, he was too cool to let anything on, but this time he was already enraged.
"Apparently it's all about satisfying the desires of some stuck up bitches!" he yelled back.
"And what do you know about what other people want?" I threw a cushion from the couch at him in outrage. It was a pathetic throw, which he caught in front of his chest. Ashamed, I turned around towards the door, trying to end this stupid discussion.
"I know the only thing *you* want is a good fucking to make you forget what a stupid bitch you are!"
"That doesn't even make any... Argh!" As I turned to face him, I got hit in the face with the cushion, but his throw wasn't so pathetic. I felt like I had hit my head against the desk and got disoriented for a bit. He used my momentary confusion to run at me and tackle me onto the couch that was luckily right behind me to soften the fall onto my back.
Before I knew what had happened, he grabbed my wrists with one hand and pinned them down above my head, while his other hand pressed firmly around my neck, not chocking me, but nearly. My right leg was trapped between his, while my left was stuck between his right leg and the backrest of the couch.
"What are you...?" I gasped as I felt him tighten his grip around my neck, cutting off the words in my throat.
"The question is, what are *you* gonna do about it, Vi?" His face was so close to mine, I could feel his hot breath against the top of my head.
I tried to wiggle my hands free, but his grip was too strong. "Are you gonna be a good girl and let me give you what you need, or do I have to make you realise it the hard way?" He released the pressure around my neck, allowing me to answer.
"Do your worst!" I told him, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of being right.
"Oh, don't worry about that." He pulled his right leg up, pushing it against my crotch, making me squirm in his grasp. "We will have a lot of fun today." The pressure around my neck returned. I couldn't take it any more. He might have unlocked a new passion inside of me, or maybe it was a new kink. I moved my hips up and down slowly, pressing against his leg to give me some much-needed relief. I tried to be subtle and keep a straight face so he wouldn't notice. His ego right now was already big enough; it didn't need another boost. But I guess there was no way he didn't notice me rubbing my crotch against his leg. His smile turned into an evil grin.
"Look at that. The esteemed Violetta Augustina Lewis Ilianora von Dornnitz 'the slut' is getting wet at the thought of being hatefucked." I hated it when he used my full name Violetta, never mind the long list of names my parents felt like burdening me with. I weirdly didn't object to the slut part, though. I tried to be mad at him, but my resolve faltered quickly. My head shot forward, my lips pressing against his, as I embraced my feelings. The kiss took him slightly by surprise, as he pulled back a tiny bit before he pushed down to shove his tongue down my throat.