The nervousness of waiting for her husband to leave was something she was not used to. She wanted to scream at him that he would be late if he did not leave right then. Knowing she had to remain cool and calm she fought the urge to ask him again if he had everything he needed for his evening out.
As soon as he was out the door she ran to the phone to call the man that might just become her new lover. They had just met online a week earlier and were going to meet each other for the first time that night. Just to meet in person and see if they clicked the same way they had when they were online.
It was almost scary to her the way that she instantly felt a connection with this new man. Both of them considered themselves happily married but with unfulfilling sex lives. Both of them wanted to have someone on the side as a playmate to explore their sexuality. No strings, no pressures, no worries, just pure adult fun. A friend to play with on perhaps a weekly basis. Someone who would not judge or condemn the other for wanting games and toys and sensual things in the bedroom. Someone to tease and tantalize whenever they could find the time.
The cell phone answering service came on. She left a brief message saying that she was finally alone and he should call back when able. She went back to her computer and checked her emails. Nothing in her inbox from him, she knew she would just have to wait for his call. Five minutes later it rang.
"Hello" she said with a smile on her face.
"Are you able to talk?" he asked quickly. "Yes, I am alone now." He started stammering about how she did not have to meet him but he was staying up here for the night and it was really up to her and he did want to meet her but if she was not ready he would understand. She laughed and told him to take a deep breath. The sound of his deep breath was seductive in her ear. He said, "Thanks, I needed that, okay, what do you want to do?" She replied that she wanted to meet him that night. She heard his sigh of relief and thought it was just about the sweetest thing she had ever heard.
Knowing that they had never seen each other before she worried about seeing him in person, and what he may think of her. He had told her earlier in the day that he liked bigger women, he said they had more to hold onto. Somehow she just accepted everything he said at face value. The trust had instantly been there with him and she was not worried about anything. Even if they never became lovers she thought that she would enjoy getting to know him as a person.
He seemed so honest and forthcoming with every question she had asked him on the phone earlier that day. He even was a bit shy about some things. She thought it was rather cute when he started stuttering when she asked him about sexual things. She told him that she thought that they needed to be able to talk to each other anything and everything. He thought that was great and really looked forward to learning more about her.
The plan in place to meet in the local grocery store parking lot, she began to pace around the house in anticipation. The last thing he said to her was perhaps the sweetest thing she had ever heard. He said simply, "I guess I wish that we would meet and you would like me and we would have this long term thing, just my thoughts at the moment." She answered that she liked the way he thought. Smiling they both hung up.
Thinking of her excuse if hubby should happen to get home before she did, she quickly scribbled a note saying that she had gone to see her friend. He would buy that lie without hesitation, he was not the jealous type of man and she had often gone to see this friend on the spur of the moment.
Putting on her makeup she knew she had plenty of time to get ready. Thinking perhaps she should put on a pair of sexy undies she dismissed the thought, thinking that there was no way she was getting undressed in front of him on a first meeting. She left a little early thinking that the sooner they met the sooner it would be over with. She thought that either there would be that spark or there wouldn't but she just had to find out before she teased this man anymore online.
She loved a good tease. Telling a man about what she liked in bed and how she wanted to be treated was a great turn on for her. But when you are meeting someone in person, you have to be careful about promises and expectations. She didn't want to promise too much or tease too badly, because she did not want him to expect anything. She had told the new man that they just needed to see each other, there would be no other expectations for a first meeting. He agreed wholeheartedly.
She arrived at the place and waited. And waited. And waited. One half hour later she decided he must have gotten cold feet. Just a little disappointed she went home. She called his cell phone and left a message that said she was sorry they missed each other.
Five minutes later the phone rang. He said he was really sorry and had now gotten to the meeting place. He apologized again and she accepted. His cell phone does not work in the area so he was on a land line. She told him that she would be right there if he wanted to wait. He waited.
When she pulled into the lot there was the truck with his company name on it with a man sitting in the drivers seat. She pulled up along side him and opened the window. They both smiled. They chatted for a few minutes before he said, "So, do I look like what you expected?" She answered, "I had no expectations."
She asked him if he wanted to go somewhere and talk. He asked if she would go to the cabin with him. She must have hesitated for a moment because then he added, "I don't want you to do anything you are not comfortable with, but I would like to start a fire and warm it up since I am spending the night" She replied, "Lets go, I will follow you."
It was about 12 miles to the cabin. He drove a bit fast on those back country roads but she likes to drive fast, she just hoped no deer would jump out in front of her. They arrived at the cabin. Obviously not used much but a beautiful two story wood cabin. He rushed around getting the door open and the electricity and heat turned on.
Being winter time it was a bit chilly inside. He chatted kind of nervously as he started the fire in the fireplace. She sat on the couch and smiled at him. They talked about spirituality. They talked about sex. He kept making passes at her. Saying things like, "you could spend the night with me." She just smiled and watched him.
She was thinking that this man was pretty cute. He has such an expressive face. Every smile and every emotion shows in his eyes and all over his face. She was thinking that he was really nervous. He started talking about work and she could tell that he had a passion for what he does.
When he finally sat down beside her on the couch she told him that she did not want him to settle, that with as sweet of a guy as he was, there were bound to be other women that he could have fun with. He said "I don't know that I would be as interested in another woman." He explained that he really did prefer large size ladies and he thought that she was really pretty. He wanted her and said "I would love to kiss you and then make love to you all night long, there, I said it." She giggled and said, "Well, how about a kiss?"
