If I'd ever had a tinge of guilt about cheating, now that I'd fucked both my wife's cousin and her sister I think I'd gotten well past the point of that stopping me. My experiences reminded me of something: I deserve to by happy. My wife had made it clear that she really didn't care about me being happy with our sex life, so I might as well find it somewhere else. Ironically, we got along alot better now that I wasn't afraid to get it somewhere else, mostly because I was alot happier. It's not even that I was actively getting it often somewhere else, I just knew I could.
Now that I'd crossed that line, I decided I might as well branch out. Ever since I got married, there was one woman I'd fantasized about whenever I needed to rub one out: My ex Karina. She was actually the one I lost my virginity to, and the only woman I'd had sex with before my wife. I was super inexperienced at the time, but looking back I didn't really appreciate what I was missing once we stopped being friends with benefits. We never even fucked when we dated but finally did when we had a casual relationship in college; blame my religious upbringing.
For one thing, Karina had ABSOLUTELY no gag reflex. If you've seen videos by Heather Harmon or Morgpie to name a few, that's the kind of talent Karina has. She could take a cock balls deep down her throat with no hesitation at the drop of a dime. I've had my cock sucked by quite a few women, but none can hold a candle to her.
Also, Karina took keeping her pussy in shape seriously. She did kegels regularly, and kept it immaculately shaved. Add to all of that, she was very much a giver when it comes to sex (I am as well), and man did I miss her. On the flip side, she'd been married and divorced twice since we split up, so I may have dodged a headache in that regard.
We messaged from time to time throughout the years, and things would always eventually lead to talking about our sexual past. Usually not in depth, she'd apologized because she felt like she pressured me into it, I apologized for not knowing what the hell I was doing, mostly just stuff like that. With that subtext, though, I figured maybe she would be interested. After all, she wasn't all that faithful in her past marriages, and right now she just had a long term boyfriend.
I messaged her, striking up a conversation about work as my wife had talked about getting into the same field she worked in. Over the course of the conversation, I asked her if she'd like to meet up for lunch sometime.
"I'd love to! Are you sure your wife would be OK with that though?" She added an eyebrow raised emoji. Crap, I thought. Am I being too obvious?
"Eh, what she doesn't know won't hurt her." I responded. I figured based on her response, I'd be able to gauge if I had a chance or if I'd just be paying for a meal.
"Oh..." She responded. Shit, I pushed it too far I thought.
After what felt like an eternity, she sent another message with nothing but the "speak no evil" monkey emoji and a winky face. "Good," I said to myself, "didn't burn the bridge at least."
So, one thing I haven't mentioned so far... her boyfriend is the police chief for a local town. So, I needed to tread VERY carefully here. I have to be honest though, it did kind of make it more exciting too.
We decided to meet that weekend at a café in the town where they lived. My wife was taking the kids down to Tennessee to see her sister, but I had to stay home to be on call for work. We almost never got called on weekends, but I still had to be around.
The weekend came, and the drive seemed like it took forever. I haven't been so giddy to see someone in a long time. I wasn't expecting anything this trip, but I figured I'd at least be able to see if I was barking up the right tree or not.
When I got there, I saw Karina sitting at one of the tables on the patio. Looked like we'd be the only ones there for lunch. She was wearing sunglasses and this cute, short sundress with a sunflower pattern. I especially liked the short aspect, as she has great legs. If you've read my previous work, Karina is built like a taller version of Laura. She's 6 feet tall and thin with about B cup tits. They were a little bigger now that she'd had a kid, but you weren't going to mistake them for double D's.
As soon as I walked up to the table, she jumped up and gave me a hug. As we let go, she grabbed my ass briefly and shot me a smile. Well now...
"It's so good to see you," she said, "I know we're friends on Facebook and all but it's just not the same."
"For sure!" I said, "I'd have loved to hang out over the years, but my wife would have flipped her shit. She knows way too much about our past to be OK with it."
"Speaking of that," she asked, "with that being the case why did you decide to ask me now?"
Fair question, and one I kind of backed myself into.
"Well," I said, "I decided recently that I'm going to start doing things that make me happy, and she can deal with it. We've had issues, and when I stopped caring things got a lot better between us so that's kind of where we are."
"Well, I'm glad that seeing me makes you happy," she said with a smile.
"How are things with you?" I asked.
"Oh, same old same old. Work is good, my daughter is 7 going on 17, and me and Daryl are doing well. I don't want to pry, but what kinds of issues are you and Sara having?"
"Well, if it's TMI feel free to stop me, but it mostly stems from the bedroom. Her sex drive dropped down to almost zero, and mine is higher than its ever been. I understand we have 2 kids now, but even when we get the time shes either too tired, not in the mood, or whatever the excuse of the day is. She said part of it is not wanting to have a 3rd kid, which I have a vasectomy scheduled for next week and we've used condoms, but I know that won't make a difference either"
"Ah," she said, "haven't been getting much at home?" As she said that I felt a foot slide up my leg. Okay, this is going way too well, there has to be a catch I thought to myself.
"Not at home, that's for sure" I mumbled.
"So, not at home or not at all?" she said with a raised eyebrow.
"Well, since I know you won't talk to her anyway, I'll come clean... there have been two other women so far."
"Wow..." She said, eyes wide at this point. "I never would have pegged you to cheat."