Content warning: "Feminine" words are used to describe the trans man's genitalia. If this is not your thing please move on.
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It had been almost a month since Wolf first met Tristan. The days were longer now, heavier with sun and the smell of salt in the wind. Marseille was warming up. The dogs had started shedding in earnest, leaving trails of fur along the tile floors.
Wolf stood at the sink, sleeves pushed up, washing out an old terracotta pot. His camera bag lay open on the table behind him--he'd started carrying it again. Not just for comfort now, but because the light, people and scenry here pulled at him--it stirred something.
He'd begun shooting again, slowly at first, then with the quiet urgency of someone waking up. Intimate still lifes appeared around him like offerings: a half-eaten fig on a chipped plate, Anna's bra hung over a garden chair, the dogs curled together in late-afternoon light. He photographed their bodies, their home, the queer community that welcomed them like they'd always been here. Nothing posed, nothing precious. Just moments, tender and alive.
Anna had left early for a meeting at the museum. She'd kissed his shoulder, murmured something sweet, and disappeared in a blur of silk and worn denim. The soft click of the door had echoed through the quiet house like punctuation.
Now he was alone, up to his elbows in dirt and soap and sun.
It felt strange, how settled everything had become in such a short time. Strange and good. He wasn't quite sure what to call it yet.
The night after the playroom--Tristan hadn't said much. Just a look, a kiss to the back of Wolf's neck, and the understanding that some things didn't need to be picked apart immediately. And Anna... she still didn't know, though that wouldn't last. Not with the tape.
It was her, actually, who'd shown his photographs to someone at her gallery. Just casually, over wine, as she always did. And now there was an offer--a one-year residency in a shared atelier just outside the city centre. A real one. With a stipend, studio space, exhibitions, a monthly compensation coming from susbsidies. The kind of thing that didn't come by accident.
He hadn't said yes yet. But he hadn't said no.
What had really startled him was what she'd said after. "If you stay, maybe we could find a place. Something small, with a garden. The dogs would like it."
Like it was that simple. Like it could be.
A key turned in the lock. Wolf turned, heart ticking, expecting Anna back early. But it wasn't her.
Tristan stepped into the kitchen, sunglasses pushed up in his hair, curls wild, wearing a threadbare tank top and cargo shorts. He looked sun-drenched and out of place in the quiet. He held up a paper bag.
"Got the bread you like."
Wolf wiped his hands on a towel. "Thanks."
Tristan shrugged, grinned. "You looked like someone who needed carbs and a joint. And maybe to talk about the fact that you're turning into a domestic artist househusband."
Tristan shrugged, grinned. "You looked like someone who needed carbs and a joint. And maybe to talk about the fact that you're turning into a domestic artist househusband."
Wolf huffed a laugh, drying his hands on a tea towel. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
"It's not," Tristan said, already setting the bag on the table and pulling out a baguette, still warm. "You look good like this. Soft. Sun-kissed. Borderline smug."
Wolf raised an eyebrow. "Smug?"
Tristan smirked. "The kind of smug that comes from good sex and decent sleep and someone making your coffee just the way you like it."
He wasn't wrong. It showed in Wolf's face, in the way his shoulders sat lower now, less burdened. In the curve of his mouth when he smiled without thinking.
"You're not jealous, are you?" Wolf teased, leaning against the counter, watching him.
Tristan made a low noise, ambiguous. He pulled out a joint from his back pocket and lit it without answering right away. After a moment, he exhaled slowly, eyes flicking to Wolf's.
"Not of her," he said. "I like watching you become yourself."
That quieted them both for a beat.
Wolf looked down, the words catching in his chest, sticking somewhere tender.
"I don't know what I'm becoming," he said finally, voice low.
Tristan passed him the joint. "Sure you do. You just haven't named it yet."
Wolf took a long drag, letting the smoke settle in his lungs. The breeze stirred through the open kitchen door, carrying in the scent of jasmine from the courtyard.
"I might stay," he said, not looking at Tristan. "The residency. Anna found it for me."
"She believes in you," Tristan said simply.
Wolf nodded. "It's not just that. She said... if I stay, maybe we could find a place together. Something small. With a garden."
Tristan leaned back in his chair, one leg hooked over the other. "Do you want that?"
Wolf looked at him then, the question lingering longer than it should have. He didn't answer right away. Maybe because he already knew. Maybe because he wanted Tristan to ask again--slower, deeper.
"Yeah," he said at last. "I think I do."
Tristan didn't say anything right away. He just nodded, like he'd known the answer all along. He tore off a piece of bread, chewed it slowly, watching Wolf over the rim of his thoughts.
Wolf took another drag from the joint and let his voice go quiet. "And you? You've been... different since the club."
Tristan arched a brow. "Different how?"
"I don't know," Wolf said, exhaling smoke as he handed the joint back. "Lighter, maybe. Or like you're holding something close and not sure if you want to let it go."
Tristan gave a soft huff through his nose and looked away. The corner of his mouth tugged up, but it didn't quite become a smile.
Wolf leaned against the counter again, arms folded. "Is it Ilias?"
Tristan didn't flinch, but the way his fingers stilled on the paper bag said enough.
"He stayed last night, didn't he?" Wolf asked, gentler now.
"Yeah," Tristan said. "Couple times already, actually."
Wolf nodded, watching him. "You like him."
Tristan looked up, face open in a way Wolf rarely saw. "I do."
It hung there for a moment--bare, unguarded.