Content warning: "Feminine" words are used to describe the trans man's genitalia. If this is not your thing please move on.
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It had been almost a month since Wolf first met Tristan. The days were longer now, heavier with sun and the smell of salt in the wind. Marseille was warming up. The dogs had started shedding in earnest, leaving trails of fur along the tile floors.
Wolf stood at the sink, sleeves pushed up, washing out an old terracotta pot. His camera bag lay open on the table behind him--he'd started carrying it again. Not just for comfort now, but because the light, people and scenry here pulled at him--it stirred something.
He'd begun shooting again, slowly at first, then with the quiet urgency of someone waking up. Intimate still lifes appeared around him like offerings: a half-eaten fig on a chipped plate, Anna's bra hung over a garden chair, the dogs curled together in late-afternoon light. He photographed their bodies, their home, the queer community that welcomed them like they'd always been here. Nothing posed, nothing precious. Just moments, tender and alive.
Anna had left early for a meeting at the museum. She'd kissed his shoulder, murmured something sweet, and disappeared in a blur of silk and worn denim. The soft click of the door had echoed through the quiet house like punctuation.
Now he was alone, up to his elbows in dirt and soap and sun.
It felt strange, how settled everything had become in such a short time. Strange and good. He wasn't quite sure what to call it yet.
The night after the playroom--Tristan hadn't said much. Just a look, a kiss to the back of Wolf's neck, and the understanding that some things didn't need to be picked apart immediately. And Anna... she still didn't know, though that wouldn't last. Not with the tape.
It was her, actually, who'd shown his photographs to someone at her gallery. Just casually, over wine, as she always did. And now there was an offer--a one-year residency in a shared atelier just outside the city centre. A real one. With a stipend, studio space, exhibitions, a monthly compensation coming from susbsidies. The kind of thing that didn't come by accident.
He hadn't said yes yet. But he hadn't said no.
What had really startled him was what she'd said after. "If you stay, maybe we could find a place. Something small, with a garden. The dogs would like it."
Like it was that simple. Like it could be.
A key turned in the lock. Wolf turned, heart ticking, expecting Anna back early. But it wasn't her.
Tristan stepped into the kitchen, sunglasses pushed up in his hair, curls wild, wearing a threadbare tank top and cargo shorts. He looked sun-drenched and out of place in the quiet. He held up a paper bag.
"Got the bread you like."
Wolf wiped his hands on a towel. "Thanks."
Tristan shrugged, grinned. "You looked like someone who needed carbs and a joint. And maybe to talk about the fact that you're turning into a domestic artist househusband."
Tristan shrugged, grinned. "You looked like someone who needed carbs and a joint. And maybe to talk about the fact that you're turning into a domestic artist househusband."
Wolf huffed a laugh, drying his hands on a tea towel. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
"It's not," Tristan said, already setting the bag on the table and pulling out a baguette, still warm. "You look good like this. Soft. Sun-kissed. Borderline smug."
Wolf raised an eyebrow. "Smug?"
Tristan smirked. "The kind of smug that comes from good sex and decent sleep and someone making your coffee just the way you like it."
He wasn't wrong. It showed in Wolf's face, in the way his shoulders sat lower now, less burdened. In the curve of his mouth when he smiled without thinking.
"You're not jealous, are you?" Wolf teased, leaning against the counter, watching him.
Tristan made a low noise, ambiguous. He pulled out a joint from his back pocket and lit it without answering right away. After a moment, he exhaled slowly, eyes flicking to Wolf's.
"Not of her," he said. "I like watching you become yourself."
That quieted them both for a beat.
Wolf looked down, the words catching in his chest, sticking somewhere tender.
"I don't know what I'm becoming," he said finally, voice low.
Tristan passed him the joint. "Sure you do. You just haven't named it yet."
Wolf took a long drag, letting the smoke settle in his lungs. The breeze stirred through the open kitchen door, carrying in the scent of jasmine from the courtyard.
"I might stay," he said, not looking at Tristan. "The residency. Anna found it for me."
"She believes in you," Tristan said simply.
Wolf nodded. "It's not just that. She said... if I stay, maybe we could find a place together. Something small. With a garden."
Tristan leaned back in his chair, one leg hooked over the other. "Do you want that?"
Wolf looked at him then, the question lingering longer than it should have. He didn't answer right away. Maybe because he already knew. Maybe because he wanted Tristan to ask again--slower, deeper.
"Yeah," he said at last. "I think I do."
Tristan didn't say anything right away. He just nodded, like he'd known the answer all along. He tore off a piece of bread, chewed it slowly, watching Wolf over the rim of his thoughts.
Wolf took another drag from the joint and let his voice go quiet. "And you? You've been... different since the club."
Tristan arched a brow. "Different how?"
"I don't know," Wolf said, exhaling smoke as he handed the joint back. "Lighter, maybe. Or like you're holding something close and not sure if you want to let it go."
Tristan gave a soft huff through his nose and looked away. The corner of his mouth tugged up, but it didn't quite become a smile.
Wolf leaned against the counter again, arms folded. "Is it Ilias?"
Tristan didn't flinch, but the way his fingers stilled on the paper bag said enough.
"He stayed last night, didn't he?" Wolf asked, gentler now.
"Yeah," Tristan said. "Couple times already, actually."
Wolf nodded, watching him. "You like him."
Tristan looked up, face open in a way Wolf rarely saw. "I do."
It hung there for a moment--bare, unguarded.
"He's got this way of looking at me," Tristan went on, voice lower now, almost thoughtful. "Like he sees through all the sharp edges and just... stays."
Wolf smiled softly. "Sounds familiar."
Tristan glanced up, their eyes meeting. Something passed between them--fondness, memory, the unspoken bond that still tied them together, however differently now.
"It's not like us," Tristan said. "Not the same shape."
"I wouldn't expect it to be," Wolf said. "But I hope you let it grow. He seems good for you."
"He is," Tristan admitted, quieter than before. "He asks questions I don't know how to answer. But I want to."
Wolf pushed away from the counter, walked over, and rested a hand lightly on Tristan's shoulder. "That's a good sign."
Tristan looked up at him, smile softening. "Yeah. I think it might be."
Tristan tossed his crust into the garden for the birds and brushed the crumbs from his fingers. "You've gotten soft," he said, teasing. "Domesticated. What would past-Wolf say?"
"He'd be too busy brooding in a field somewhere to care," Wolf said, smirking. He stretched his legs out under the table, his foot brushing Tristan's. Neither of them moved away.
"You really like her, huh?" Tristan said, more gently this time.
Wolf hesitated, then nodded. "Yeah. I really do."
Tristan smiled, but there was a quiet weight behind it. "She's good for you. Doesn't mean I'm not still a little jealous."
Wolf's gaze sharpened at that. "Of her? Or of me?"
Tristan leaned back in his chair, arms spread lazily along the top rail. "Both."
That pulled a laugh out of Wolf, low and rough. "You're such a menace."
Tristan winked. "You wouldn't have it any other way."
Wolf stood, shaking out his shoulders. "I'm gonna grab something to drink--want anything?"
"Surprise me."
Wolf walked back toward the kitchen, barefoot, shirt clinging lightly to his back with heat and sweat. Tristan stayed behind for a moment, watching the sway of his hips, the ease in the way he moved now. Softer, but still sharp underneath. Still Wolf.
He waited until he heard the fridge open before getting up, quietly following the sound of clinking bottles and low music humming from the little speaker by the sink.
Wolf didn't hear Tristan approach until he was already there, stepping in behind him with quiet confidence, heat radiating from his chest to Wolf's bare back. A warm hand traced up his spine, settling between his shoulder blades with a soft press that made him shiver.
"You want another hit?" Tristan murmured, voice smooth and low like velvet dragged across skin.
Wolf parted his lips in anticipation as Tristan slid a joint between them. The lighter flicked, flame briefly catching the golden tips of Tristan's curls. Wolf inhaled deep, the smoke dragging him further into that soft, blissed-out haze he'd been floating in since the sun had started to sink.
As he exhaled slowly, Tristan's free hand skimmed down his side, then wrapped around to stroke the line of his ribs, his thumb grazing just under his breast. Wolf arched back into him instinctively, his ass grinding against the solid heat behind him. He could feel it--Tristan already hard, already waiting.
He let his head fall back against Tristan's shoulder, his mouth curling in a slow, wicked grin. "Yes please, daddy," he whispered, his voice sweetly filthy.