Wednesday evening I realized I hadn't packed the power cord to my laptop and headed back to the office. I noticed that my boss's office light was still on and stepped just inside to turn it off. Before I had a chance to turn off the light I noticed that Dave was still at his desk. I almost called out to him when I realized what he was doing. He was fixated on a picture of me and one of my friends from work while he masturbated furiously. I couldn't look away. Seeing his hand work his erect penis up and down was mesmerizing. I began to become aroused myself. I almost lost my balance before I caught myself on the credenza. Dave must have heard me because he immediately turned his head and began to get up. I turned and hurried out of the office, not saying a word in response to his call.
Driving home I couldn't get the picture of him masturbating out of my head. Then it occurred to me that he was thinking of me as he stared at my picture. I assumed most of the women at the office were attracted to Dave and I was not immune. He was tall dark, handsome and married, just my type. The revelation that he was attracted to me got me wet. Dave was off limits, he wasn't the sort to cheat on his wife Kelly. In fact, Kelly was the one who got me the job with Dave. I assumed she figured I was safe. I was suddenly feeling very unsafe.
As soon as I got home I couldn't help but masturbate as I imagined Dave making love to me. I repeated the fantasy all night, I could barely sleep. By the next morning I was so tired I decided to call in sick. I couldn't bring myself to going to work on Friday either and decided to take the whole weekend off, I would have to deal with Dave on Monday.
Ironically, Kelly had called the office on Friday looking for me and was told I was out sick. She called me, the whole time I imagined making love to Dave. I felt so guilty. She had trusted me and without realizing it I had somehow managed to get involved with her husband.
On Monday I couldn't face Dave. He was in his office, but instead of going in and talking about what had happened I sent him an instant message.
Me: Sorry about missing work last week.
Dave: If anyone should apologize it should be me, sorry.
Dave: I am completely mortified. I am really sorry.
Me: The hardest part for me is my relationship with Kelly.
Dave: What do you mean?
Me: It is just awkward?
Dave: How so?
I couldn't help slipping my hand between my legs as I talked to Dave. All I could think about was how his penis would feel inside of me. I slipped my finger inside as I imagined making love to him.
Me: Well... the next time I am talking to her I will feel guilty.
Of course right now I was hoping Dave would call me into his office, bend me over his desk so I could really have something to feel guilty about.
Dave: Oh, you didn't do anything wrong, it was ALL me, sorry.
"You have no idea." I thought to myself.
Me: I can't help but be flattered that you think of me sexually. I have to admit it is a real turn on, but the fact that it turns me on is almost a betrayal of my friendship with Kelly. I know it is stupid, but it is true.