I live for the moment I hear that catch in her throat with our first kiss. Her breathing getting heavier with each tender touch, and caress of her sensitive places, I wait for those three words she will not say..., yet.
Catherine Chapter 14
I Knew You Would Be Trouble For Me
From breaking the kiss to the next intersection where we'll cross to the opposite side of the street then make our way up to crossing over to the plaza at the light in front of her building. But as we get to the corner its her cell phone buzzing in her purse.
Catherine, letting go of my arm so she can hold her purse, reaches in to retrieve her phone. Pausing, she looks at the calling number, then places the phone back into her purse; the phone buzzing several more times before going silent, to just a few seconds later it's the missed call beeps. Followed shortly with the sound of the message beeps.
An with her not taking my arm again, it's been a cool silent walk to the traffic light where we'll cross to the plaza, but with little or no traffic either way we could have made it easily across the four lanes without waiting, but still she stops, and so do I; wondering why she doesn't just go ahead and quickly cross?
But with the normal cycling of the traffic light seemingly taking to long to change, it's going over to push the button on the pole for the traffic light, hoping to speed up the change over -- of course knowing ahead of time it may be useless. A television news channel investigative report showed that many of these buttons have been disabled in order to ease the traffic congestion around the plaza; so it's just an exercise in futility -- waiting being the only option. Or hoping your broken field running skills will keep you from getting nailed by some speeding SUV.
But on my way back to where she's waiting I see she has her phone up to her ear, only listening, not speaking. Putting the phone back in her purse without saying anything, the light finally changing too, where we cross to make our way across to the plaza's north entrance.
"Is everything alright Catherine?" Curious, because she hasn't said anything since the phone call she purposely ignored.
"Yes Bobby, every thing's fine." she replies. Where she's taking my arm now as we cross the street to walk the remaining six blocks to the train station's main entrance.
An not being downtown this late at night I have to check the posted train schedules for the next one out that will make a stop at my station. Finding it, then turning to Catherine. "It looks like the eight-fifty, gate six, track two." Telling her at the same time looking at my watch. "So we have a few minutes to wait."
"That long?" As she steps into me, one arm going over my shoulder she stretches in to give me a lite kiss on the mouth. Automatically my arm going around her pulling her in tighter to me to complete a much longer kiss. Then arm and arm we go over to wait near gate number six.
"Which car should we get on," she ask with the gate opening.
"How's first or second sound?" Replying, where there's only two cars on track number two anyway."
"Any preference on first or second then," she ask.
"No Catherine, as long as your on one of them!"
At that its her smile with a little nudge to my shoulder.
Entering the second car, where it's just us and a few other riders this time of night, where Catherine takes a seat on the left, two thirds of the way up the aisle an slides in close to the window. Placing her brief case on the floor then me with the take out bag placing that next to it too. It's Catherine giving me her ticket where I place it in the clip on the back of the seat in front of us.
But as I'm loosening my jacket sitting next to her. "Catherine, what are you doing this weekend, any plans?" Asking her.
"I'm not sure yet," she says. "But I know you told me you're going to Virginia; right?"
"Yes. I'm leaving tomorrow as soon as I can after getting home; you know, Erin's piano recital Saturday afternoon, the invitation only one. Sort of a feather in her cap..., she's very excited about being invited."
"Oh, that's right," Catherine says. "Invitation only..., that's pretty prestigious; I never got an invitation. We all just showed up, signed in, got a number and played what ever music we brought."
"Well, according to Sally, they all play the same music piece, which they know ahead of time by way of the invitation and judged on how well they've played it. Sally tells me Erin has been practicing her little butt off!"
"Sounds like a little pressure on the young pianist." Catherine's remark.
"Maybe Catherine. But hopefully, with me being there, it may help in relieving some of it; lean on her dad's shoulder some. So, you're not sure about your plans?"
"Well, yes and no."
"Yes, and no Catherine?"
"Yes Bobby..., there's a guy I met some months ago through my friends on a weekend when the three of us..., as you refer to them as, "HIM," and "HER." were out to dinner; it turned out to be a set-up. Which, "SHE," apologized profusely over later. It was planned as an accidental meeting at the restaurant we were going to. "HIM," and this guy were college room mates. "
"She's was also telling me later, that she, her husband and the husband's college room mate have been way more than just, friends; you don't have to guess where I'm going with that; do you?"
"No, I'm pretty sure I don't Catherine!" Replying.
"Okay! The following Monday she calls me, apologizing all over herself; I told her it was alright. That I thought he was a really nice guy, plus a very good looking one too. Telling her I would be interested in seeing him again sometime. So with that she tells me he's asked if she would give him my phone number and that was part of why she was calling; asking me if that was alright if she did; I told her yes."
"Since then I've had several phone calls from him, the conversations, pretty much getting to know one other without actually meeting again. The main reason for that is, what he does, he's a geologist, who works for a company that's contracted by various mineral and oil development companies to explore some designated areas they're interested in for just that, oil and minerals deposits; where he's traveled all over the world for that reason. Also telling me some interesting stories of his adventures in those areas; a couple times, running for his life, he said."
"I got a phone call yesterday, he's in town now doing some research at the college and he wants to take me to dinner and drinks sometime while he's here. That phone call a little while ago was him..., the message the same. Bobby I won't say I don't want to see him; I like him, he is a very nice guy. When I was first introduced to him I was interested in knowing him; maybe better later on too. But now there's you..., and the way I feel about you and knowing how you feel about me," she's telling me.
"Catherine wait, stop, right, there! There's no reason why you shouldn't see him! Remember what I said? I don't want you to change anything about yourself, or who your friends are, or see. So..., call him back, tell him yes; enjoy yourself..., catch up on..., what ever has happened since the last time you talked to him. I'll be with Sally this weekend, spending time with her and Erin."
"Also Catherine this too. Sally and I still care a lot about each other and of course want the best for Erin in what ever she wants to do, whether it's her music, or some other interest. Other than not being married we're still friends and a family."
"Your life Catherine, your friends will always be that; yours. And yes, you know how I feel about you, no lie, no bull shit about that! So..., see your friend..., maybe you should take him to the Steak and Brew. Heck, there might even be some mobsters there this weekend..., could be real interesting!"
"You really are such a shit Swaggart..., you and your mobsters!" she says. "But no, I wouldn't take him there. That's only for special people who I care very deeply about!"