7. Market Day
See, there's this complex chain of dependencies. I loved Callie and she loved me, we both loved Jess and she loved both of us back, and neither of these wonderful women fully trusted Sati and so neither did I. This wasn't something I'd discussed with them, me being mostly incapable of discussion, but some indelible part of me knew. And so Sati trying to get this out-of-nowhere knowledge of telekinesis from me just wasn't something I was going to do without Callie's involvement, and probably Jess', no matter how deep in my psyche Sati was, or how much her body, her mind, her intent, taste, scent, her numinous presence owned me. This new self growing inside me had already developed to the point where I/it knew at least some of its limits and was intensely proud of Callie for resisting Sati's attempt to control me, and my new self felt like it could do no less. But Sati's best efforts, and remember, this is probably the most seductively powerful woman in the world if not the most irresistible woman who's ever been born, if that's indeed how she came into this world, plus Dani's extremely persuasive assistance when any part of me was in her mouth, erotic transmigration at any speed, these were not easy things to disregard.
They tried frickin' everything. But they couldn't keep me bound or caged or clipped or gagged or buttplugged or even blindfolded for long, they couldn't keep me from orgasming one way or another, and like Mari before them they couldn't keep me in trance if some part of me was uncomfortable with it, so all their efforts accomplished was a whole lot of bodily ecstasy for me and somewhat less for them. Eventually they got too tired to continue and I was pretty worn out myself, so these two beautiful women pregnant with my children slept with me late into the morning of the second day, me spooning Sati spooning Dani, my right arm draped over both, which might have been my favorite part of any time I'd ever spent with either of them.
"Please," Dani whispered to me after we woke, and that might've been the best reason either of them had given, but
"Callie, Jess," I said, my unfocused eyes in hers, and Dani's expression showed her longing.
It was a Tuesday. Tomorrow was the first Farmer's Market of the season, and we had work to do. Mushrooms to forage, honey to harvest, a little comb left in each jar, culinary and medicinal herbs, dried and fresh, tea from rose petals and apple blossoms and mint and sage and lemon balm, rose hip soup, vegetables and flowers and the preserved bounty of the previous autumn's harvest: apple butter and jams from all the fruits of our garden and the wild land around us, tinctures and oil pressed from various seeds or leaves or roots and infused with botanicals, some for massage or healing, all needed packing up and some needed labeling. Then, in the afternoon, there were one hundred chickens, and as we set up a kind of assembly line, yet another insane thing happened: that spell to restart a heart that we'd learned from my grimoire had its ward and its inverse and its corollary and they'd revealed themselves to me and if I'd been able to think about it I might've been very afraid indeed, because I no longer needed to hypnotize a chicken and then twist its neck.
I could just stop its heart.
At first I held the hypnotized chicken to do it, and then I could do it at arm's length, and finally I could stop the hearts of half a dozen unhypnotized chickens simultaneously even from a distance.
Callie started crying, and it wasn't from happiness this time ... she was genuinely fearful. Not of me for her sake or for any of ours, but of what else I might be able to do, or what someone else might be able to make me do. Or what she might soon be learning to do herself.
The chickens needed plucking and dressing and overnight cold storage, not quite frozen, and we shared three for dinner with morels and fresh spring peas and stock and thyme and scallions and parsley and fresh cream and fettuccine and a little sauvignon blanc and bacon, and it was absolutely fucking wonderful and for some unprocessed reason there was no orgy afterward, but this night I got to be with just Callie and Jess for the very first time and that was even better,
so much better
, and yes of course we fucked, and goddess what Jess could do to me with her hands while I had Callie for dessert and then I was deep inside Jess while Callie rode her face and then I took Callie from her wonderful behind while she had Jess for dessert, and then we slept the deep contented relieved sleep of lovers in a storm except for this thing and this other thing and maybe a few more things that we were going to have to find some way to talk about.