Thank you to Erin Page for her help in developing the story. All characters and situations are complete fiction, a product of my fertile imagination. Any similarity to actual people and situations is purely a coincidence. A warning to readers: this does involve an unfaithful husband and a cuckolded husband. All constructive criticism is welcome.
Carole and I have been co-workers in the Purchasing Department of a large corporation for ten years or more. Her desk is right next to mine and we do everything together. She has taken to calling me her 'work husband' and of course, that makes her my 'work wife.' There is good reason for these terms. I spend more waking hours with Carole than with my wife Brenda. Additionally, we are constantly looking out for one another. If something comes up, we immediately turn to each other for support.
I am about twenty years older than Carole. She came to us straight out of college and I have been mentoring her from day one. I would say that she now surpasses me in corporate knowledge and acumen. In fact, now she mentors me more than I mentor her. A case of the student becoming the master.
Carole is a beautiful woman. Her shoulder length brown hair usually has a bit of a curl to it. She's short and athletic. She runs nearly every day. Brenda, Rob, and I have gone together to cheer her on when she runs road races. For me, Carole's most beautiful feature is her brown eyes. When we go on break we usually sit across from each other and look into one another's eyes while we solve the world's problems. As a result, I am deeply attached to her. I love her dearly and would do anything for her.
Carole and I take all our breaks together and so we have conversations about everything and anything. We share our hopes and dreams, our joys and sorrows. I know her as well as anyone could know another person.
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One afternoon in early July, Carole and I were eating lunch together in the outdoor courtyard. She usually brings little things to share with me. Today it was fresh blueberries from her garden.
Carole smiled, "John, I have always meant to ask you. You are always looking intently into my eyes. Not that I mind. Why?"
I laughed, "I have three reasons. One, when I look into your eyes I feel like our souls are connected. I feel very close to you."
"Awww. That's so sweet. I feel like I am connected to you too."
"It is also kind of flirty and that's exciting for an old guy like me."
"Damn it John, you are not old, just older. What's the other reason?"
"I don't want you to catch me staring at your breasts."
"Ha! My breasts? I don't have much. They're little. I have itty bitty titties!"
"Are you kidding me Carole? Your breasts are perfect. When you flash me a little cleavage, you drive me wild. I stay locked in on your eyes so you know I care about you as a person and not as a person with perfect breasts."
"That's very sweet."
She got a faraway look in her eyes, "I can't remember the last time Rob gave me a compliment like that."
A tear ran down her cheek and I took out my handkerchief and handed it to her, "It's clean. So tell me about it."
She smiled a sad smile, "You always know when I need to talk."
"Well, the tear running down your cheek was a dead giveaway."
Carole sighed, "I used to think I had a wonderful marriage. Rob used to be very attentive. Lately, not so much."
I just nodded and kept my mouth shut. I decided that this was one of those times that silence was best.
She wiped her eyes again, "We've been married for twelve years. Now I know we got married in college and we were both a little impulsive, but he was my friend. Lately, not so much, "She laughed, "I'm starting to repeat myself."
Carole grabbed a handful of blueberries and started popping them into her mouth. I continued gazing into her eyes, especially since the way she leaned forward I would have gotten an eyeful of cleavage had I looked down.
She smiled, "Is this one of those times you are trying not to look at my titties?"
"Yes, my dear."
She leaned forward some more, "I hereby give you permission to look at my breasts."
I laughed and looked. What a beautiful sight! The cleavage formed by her milky mounds was enticing and I imagined spending time between her lovely breasts. I must have blushed a bit.
She laughed, "You really like my boobs, don't you John?"
I raised my eyes back to meet hers. "I do. You are a beautiful woman Carole."
"I don't think I have ever shared this with anyone. So, if I am going to share it with anyone, it is probably appropriate that I share it with you my loving work husband. Do you know that Rob has never given me an orgasm?"
I raised my eyebrows and thought,
That came out of nowhere. Don't say anything. Let her talk
.
Carole popped another berry into her mouth, "We never had sex before we were married. I certainly wasn't a virgin, but I didn't have sex with Rob. I never even saw him naked. That should have been a clue. On our wedding night I found out that Rob is ... how should I say this? Rob was not blessed with much in the penis department."
I raised my eyebrows again.
She laughed, "You are being so nice. I was really surprised to find out that the man I married had a penis that was shorter than my pinkie. No shit. Probably not much thicker either."
I didn't know who to feel worse for: Rob for being underendowed, or Carole for being deceived into marriage with an underendowed husband.
Carole took a drink of water. "You know, having an adequate cock isn't everything. You might think that someone who is not blessed between his legs might have a really fine tongue and over compensate for his inadequacies in other ways."
Carole answered her own question and shook her head, "No. He isn't even interested in using his tongue for anything between my legs. Plus, I can't even call it a cock. It is more like a little boy's wee-wee. He does nothing for me. Like I said, I haven't had an orgasm since college. I always fake it for Rob."
She balled up her napkin, "So, thanks for listening, but that's depressing."
"I'm sorry Carole. I know this won't make you feel any better, but Brenda and I have pretty much become born-again virgins."
She laughed, "Born-again virgins! What the hell?"
"Seriously. It has been so long since we have had sex, I feel like a virgin again."
"Oh, I'm sorry, John. But the way you put that is so funny.'
She picked up my hand and kissed it. "Thanks for making me laugh. I needed that."
I thought I could make things better, "So, have you told Rob how you feel?"
"And what? Humiliate him? No."
"I don't mean to humiliate him. But if he thinks he's satisfying you, then he won't think he needs to improve. If it isn't broken, don't fix it. You need to tell him what's broken."
"That's a good point."
"Let him know that you need him to work on some things. If you can get him to go down on you, coach him how to be your lover. Tell him how to bring you to orgasm."
"Come on. I gotta explain this stuff?"
"Absolutely! Most guys are clueless about the female orgasm. Unless someone tells us what works and what doesn't, nothing will get better."
"And Brenda told you all that?"
"When we were younger Brenda would coach me every time. Carole, once a guy understands how to bring a woman to orgasm, you will never have to coach him again. Bringing pleasure to your lover is nothing short of intoxicating."
"So, you think I should talk to Rob?"
"No question! If Rob knew any better, he wouldn't fall for a fake orgasm."
"And you don't fall for fake orgasms?"