It could have been just another year but this was like no other, I started law school that year, many years ago now. It was where I met an old flame Julie. I can recall those first days of lectures where most of us were newbies. It was both an exciting and anxious time. Yeah I checked out the chicks like way the gals look you up and down like you're on sale. I was and still am cocky. The unknown, would be a new beginning for some and ending for others. My name is Jason and I like to recall a story of my relationship with a beautiful young Vietnamese lady named Julie. I have seen her at the lectures. She was with another student. I assume it was her boyfriend due to their close interactions with other. I think they have decided to do law together, fron high school. There were plenty of attractive female students but for some reason I found this lady attractive. It was a combination of physical and perhaps personality, although I have yet to speak to her, but I can judge that from a distance.
This story has been revisited and is graphic in nature and based upon actual events from my early varsity days. There are some things like events, relationships in life that tend to remain in your head forever, this was one.
Julie was stunning. She was petite, maybe less than 5 feet 5 inches in height. She had long wavy black hair and a beautiful complexion. I felt an immediate attraction to this lady despite her being in a current relationship. Every man knows that this wouldn't bother him just to be able to flirt a little with another man's lady.
Then one day, I just happened to come across her in a corridor. She was lost and needed to get to a meeting. By chance I had attended the same meeting earlier, so was able to direct her. It was opportunity to speak to her.
"Yep, you need to head that way but take the lift to next level down and its on the right..er, I think it was meeting room 1.....yeah." I explained.
But I stared just that fraction too long. I sensed she knows I like her, even this briefly. Its weird that us humans can pick up small things like that, but it sort of "broke the ice" meaning it may be a conversation for next time.
"Thanks." She replied and walked off. Not even a smile and no "what's your name. I've seen you around etc."
Admittedly, I felt nervous but had this sense of "warm fuzzies" like a tiny bit of excitement upon the encounter. But like a typical male, I expected everything to work in my favor. And I did notice the sexy smell of her perfume as she walked pass. I was already mesmerised.
So apart from that moment, there was little interaction or opportunities come up, which was probably a good thing as I remember getting a lot of study done. That "chance" appeared to come about when I noticed Julie sitting apart from her boyfriend in a few lectures. It was noticeable that something wasn't right. That's when my mind started its wild imaginations. Maybe it was deliberate or perhaps it was for real. I didn't hear any rumours but then I wasn't part of their group. It was then I thought about approaching her, just small talk you know...yep I was the guy who gave you directions a few weeks ago...how about coffee? I imagined...yep, I wished. I just wanted to "test the waters."
So you know I followed her as she walked out of one lecture with her female friends, hoping to get an opportunity to say something to her after she finishes talking to them. But she left with a friend in her car. So my curiosity continued in the next few days until once again, she was in lectures with her boyfriend, sitting together. Rather then listen to the lecture, I ended up watching them. Yeah somethings not right. I think they are just trying to make up. And sure enough the rumours started. My heart pound loudly in my chest, as I nervously thought about an opportunity. Should I or should I not, she's just breaking up, she will be emotional. I will just be an ear for her but then I am a stranger, she has plenty of mates to talk to. She maybe not happy with someone like me hanging around. Her friends may not like that either. But knowing myself, I wanted to pursue her. The thought of other suitors concerned me, so I needed to do this.
Again, at the end of a lecture, she became accessible and I passed her by and had to say something.
"Did you find that meeting room OK?" I asked.
She looked at me, slightly confused.
"You're Jason right?" She stared at me.
"Yes, yes, its Julie right?" I replied quickly.
""Oh yeah, I did thank you." She replied with a slight smile.
"Hey, I just wondering.....if you like some coffee with me sometime?" I asked confidently.
"Oh, I have to go." She stares at the ground with a slight smile. "Bye."
Pheeew... that was close, I thought. But its a start.
Since that occasion, I have noticed her looking my way the odd time in lectures. Maybe its my imagination but its just possible....
As the weeks pass, her boyfriend is either sitting with her or sitting away. Clearly we were witnessing their breakup. Again I approached her after a lecture.
"Hi, what did you think of the class? Have you completed assignment 3?" I casually asked.
"No, its complicated at the moment." She responded.
"Hey, do you want to study with me?" I suggested.
"Its Jason isn't it? Look I have a boyfriend....it's complicated at moment. Thanks anyway." She bites her lower lip as she stared away. A tiny bead of tear appears from her right eye. She looked absolutely stunning.
Despite this, I felt rather aroused by her emotional fragility right now. The thought of having her right now was causing me to get excited. I was fantasing. The idea taking another man's girl was very arousing.
"I hope things work out for the better." I tried to empathize.
"He doesn't want to let me go...sorry, I better go, thanks." As she walks out to carpark.
I have had one girlfriend Katy in my school days. So I am not that experienced. Katy was shy and it only last a few months. The thought of being with someone else was actually quite exciting, especially someone experienced.
The ensuring weeks became exciting as I reluctantly pursued Julie. She was emotionally torn, but it only served to enhanced my desire. Her ex boyfriend was clearly upset from the rumours floating around. Not only I was making a play on her, other guys had the same idea. He appeared jealous and hung around Julie but that was again a turn on for me.
Then one day, she approached me and offered to have that coffee. It was one of the most exciting moments of my life. I remember that day, I truly was like a smitten school boy. It was a chance to get to know her but it was an "opportunity" I called it.
We made the time but it wasn't a proper date. We had to keep a low profile as so and so was still calling her. It became an adventure, having to secretly meet her for coffee. I remember how hard my heart pounded in my chest upon seeing her. I was extremely excited and nervous. I am sure she was the same. She looked radiant. And my mind drifted with imagination and fantasies. I was that excited. I wanted to touch her.
"Hi Julie, Thanks so much for meeting me." I
sounded like a smitten boy. "I just want to get to know you. I happy to hear your story..I am all ears." I anxiously begun.
"Hey you know, just wanted to chat about things..you know law, just wanted to talk to someone different...like you. " She smiled beautifully.
It was then, after a couple of hours of chit chat, I realised I wanted this lady. I wanted to see her again, like this. I was throbbing with excitement. She had known so and so for 3 years and now I am hoping to be next.....you know, I dreamt about this. Despite breaking up of the long term relationship, she appeared excited to let it happen with someone else so soon. And I was eager to learn from her and of course that exceptional sexual energy that she brings. Katy was long gone, she was lame I admitted. And to be with someone just out of a long term relationship was arousing to say the least. That night I drifted endlessly unable to sleep as I fantasied about Julie...what was she really like..in bed.
We decided to keep our meeting quiet. I didn't want to be seen as the problem. It will take time for her but I was keen to pursue her, frequently asking her for a real date. But it took another few weeks and she succumbed to my persistence. We had our first true date the following week. But it wasn't without its hiccups as her ex boyfriend pursued her relentlessly on her mobile, sending her messages of love. She even showed me some of the messages. He was upset at her not returning his calls or messages. I felt for him but at the same time I wanted his girl. I wanted to know what she was like and I think she wanted to move on. The look of slight mischievousness appeared on her pretty face everytime a message arrived. And the strange thing I desired her, it was illicit somewhat forbidden. I can only describe it as lust. My pants was getting wet at the thoughts of her with him. Am I going to have her very soon? Yeah...oh yeah...very soon you I will enjoy her, experience this sexy Asian lady, while another man still lust for her, it was a turn on. Maybe it was for her as well. I have some fantasies and maybe just maybe she can help fulfil some.
The second date was at least as amazing. I knew at this stage, I had the advantage over any other suitor. Again we were interrupted by her ex sending messages. By now I didn't care nor did she. I flirted with her, seeing how far she will go. It didn't go further and it wasnt until a few weeks later that she succumbed to the third date. This time I felt and wanted to kiss her. The sexy relentless smell of her perfume hung around me, constantly reminding me of her. Thoughts of her constantly wet my pants.
I searched for a few extra hot X rated videos, focusing on some sexual acts. When I was with Katy, we didn't go as far as oral sex. She gave me some handjobs and that was the extent of our sexual relationship. She did not allow me to touch her genitals but I did get to fonder her breasts and sex itself was out of the question with her. But I do remember how workup I became when she masturbated me, but she was still lame as I called it. I focused on the sexual acts that appeared to arouse me. So I learnt that I loved it when she stroked me. And I have never seen a female vulva closeup before, except in magazines which I have tossed over many times before, so I fantasied about that as well. So I needed to experience someone else. I needed to explore a woman's body.
I am a romantic. I planned for a picnic at a nearby park, so I hoped to get more closer to Julie. I provided the champagne to bring down the barriers I expected from her. It was our third secretive date and judging by the flirtatious messages between each other, I hoping for something more interesting to happen. Despite getting this far with her, she was still in contact with her ex.
