Ted and I had planned on getting married a year earlier, but circumstances changed and we had been living together instead. We both full intended on tying the knot, but it never seemed like the right time. My new job was challenging and I had one primary colleague, Michael a civil engineer who just graduated from A&M. The first time I met Michael I immediately realized he had a crush on Me. I didn't think much of it, mentioning it idly to Ted and he occasional teased me about it. My best friend from college, Trisha, had just moved to Houston a month earlier and I decided to set her up with Michael. Our first date was a canoe/camping outing at the National Park. We had rented the canoes, bought tents and were all ready to go when Trisha called an hour before we were set to leave with news that her boss was making her come in for an emergency meeting the next morning. She tried to get out of the meeting, but couldn't.
When I hung up the phone I looked at Ted and Michael who were loading the car and told them the news. The three of us exchanged disappointed looks and Ted began to suggest that we postpone the trip, but Michael jumped in before Ted could finish and suggested that we should go. He looked straight at me as he explained that we had already paid and that we were already packed to go. Ted began to argue when I turned my head without taking my eyes off of Michael suggesting that I didn't mind going without Trisha. Ted, outvoted it seemed, relented and we made our way to the National Park. When we go there the outfitter suggested the three of us share a canoe. I climbed in the front, Ted got the rear and Michael sat in the middle. It wasn't long before Ted steered us into a tree and capsized the boat. Michael took over for Ted, who seemed satisfied sitting the middle of the boat drinking beer from the cooler we brought.
By the time we reached the campsite Michael and I were exhausted and Ted was basically drunk. It was after six by the time we had erected our tents and I decided to take a shower while Ted laid down for a nap while Michael began cooking the hamburgers. Michael had the burgers ready by the time I made it back from the shower area. Ted was out cold in the tent. I opened a bottle of wine and settled into a chair by the fire. It didn't take us long to finish the first bottle off and by the end of the second bottle I must have passed out because the next thing I could remember was waking up in the tent just after six in the morning.
It took me a few minutes to realize I was naked and shortly thereafter to look over and see Michael laying next to me. I jumped up in the tent only to realize my head was spinning and pounding at the same time. I found my clothes and struggled to put them on when I realized my vagina was sore, as I sat on the chair I looked down and saw semen leaking out of me. I literally felt sick and as soon as my pants were on, ran to the shower.
Standing under the shower I desperately tried to remember what happened the night before. After a while I sat on the floor of the shower and with my head in my hands began to cry. It took me an hour to make my way back to the camp where I found Ted starting breakfast. I could hardly look at him as I when into our tent to change. When I finally came out for breakfast Michael was acting completely normal, as if nothing had happened. Perhaps he didn't remember either.
I began praying that it was all a bad dream and that it would simply go away. We drove home in relative peace and the subject never came up and Michael didn't give me the slightest hint anything had happened. That night Ted wanted to make love, but I just couldn't do it and claimed I had a headache. After I rejected him I felt even worse. Laying in bed next to him I rubbed my vagina softly, it was still sore from the night before. I couldn't imagine why I had fucked Michael.
On Monday morning Michael and I were working on a project plan that had to be ready on Friday when he said, "I really enjoyed our trip, I hope you feel the same way."
I looked at him trying to figure out what he meant. The way he was smiling I knew what he meant. Looking down at the table as I said, "I am not sure what happened, because I can't remember anything after we finished the second bottle of wine or before I woke up lying next to you. The truth is, I don't want to know what happened and it can't happen again, I love Ted." When I was done I looked up and waited for a response.
Michael looked hurt as he said, "Can't remember? Are you kidding me? It was amazing, you were amazing. I can't believe you don't remember anything!" Our manager walked by the office and we got back to work, not saying another word about the incident.
That night Ted climbed on top of me in his usual way and began kissing me. Without missing a beat he spread my legs and pressed his penis against my vagina until it was wet enough to allow him entry. As he pressed inside of me I closed my eyes and without really thinking about it imagined Michael was on top of me. I found myself becoming far more aroused than I should have been and Ted cried out in pain as my nails dug in his back. I opened my eyes to the sound of his shriek and laughed when I realized what I had done. Ted finished and I rolled over and began masturbating as I thought about Michael fucking me as Ted slept.
The next day I thought everything would get back to normal, but Michael was acting strange. I was in the copy room when he followed me and closed the door behind him. I am not sure why, but I felt trapped. I tried to get out, but Michael stood in front of me holding his Flip camera. He brought it on our trip and took videos while we were on the river. As I pulled his arm to let me out he held the tiny screen in front of me and pushed play. I couldn't really see anything on the screen except dark shadows, but I knew exactly what it was when I heard my own voice. It was a recording of me having an orgasm.
I froze standing next to Michael staring at the tiny screen listening to myself. I am very expressive during sex, I love to moan and I love to talk about it. When I have had too much to drink I am even more out of control as the recording proved. I felt myself becoming aroused, my panties were getting wet as I listened to Michael's grunts and my own pleasure. I was still holding Michael's arm, squeezing it tightly as I heard myself climax over and over. The recording lasted four minutes before he turned it off and let go of his arm. I asked him to turn it back on, but he smiled in a teasing way suggesting I would have to tune in tomorrow if I wanted to hear more. I didn't even consider the fact that I should have been pissed, I was completely consumed with the idea of listening to myself have sex.
Michael stopped by my desk before he left and whispered, "I want you Sarah, I want to make love to you again. Lets go to my house."
I couldn't believe what he was saying, "I can't, I am in love with Ted. It was a mistake, I can't believe I did it, but it can't happen again. Please understand Michael."
That night just after Ted and I went to bed we were making love and my phone began to vibrate on the bedside table. I ignored it the first time, but the second time I looked at it and saw that it was Michael. I set it back down as Ted continued when it buzzed again. Ted said, "Go ahead, see what he wants."
Sitting on top of Ted, I stopped and answered the phone, "Hello?"
Michael said, "Want to hear more?"
I held my hand to the phone and whispered, "He wants to read me the latest text from our proposal."
Ted laughed, "You need to ask for a raise..." and began lifting me up and down.
I could hardly wait to hear the rest of the tape. I removed my hand from the phone and said, "Okay, but hurry."
Michael pressed play and I heard myself. I was clearly drunk begging him to fuck me. I couldn't believe my ears. Why couldn't I remember this? Michael only played 20 seconds or so, but it was embarrassing and incriminating.
I looked at Ted underneath me as I held the phone tightly to my ear and began slowly riding his cock. Ted held my hips as he thrust inside of me harder and harder. I closed my eyes when I heard Michael say, "what about Ted?", only to hear myself say, "you can fuck him when you are done with me!" Michael clicked off the tape and I opened my eyes and saw Ted underneath me.