Stepping into the shower I could feel my clit graze against the inside of my pussy lip and I surged with every movement. Just the short walk from the bedroom to the bathroom had my knees buckling and I grabbed the bar in the hotel shower to steady myself as I turned on the mist and made sure it was steamy and hot.
I leaned hard against the shower wall and just took a few long, slow breaths, wanting to make this last... wanting to be able to re-live every moment I had spent worshipping at the altar of Zackary's body.
"Zackary" I moaned softly as my hands unwrapped the soap and threw the paper onto the floor of the shower. I lathered my hands achingly slowly, trying to prolong the sweet pain in the pit of my stomach that reached clear to my straining clit.
"Yes?"
I leapt a little at the sound, having thought that his recovering body would betray him and sleep quickly, letting me finish myself off quietly under the running water.
"OH! I... uh... nothing. What are you DOING in here? Shouldn't you be resting?" I uttered quickly, hiding behind the shower curtain.
"You don't seriously think I'm finished... do you? Have they all treated you this way?"
"What way? All of who?" My mind was racing. What on Earth was he doing? He'd gotten what he wanted, what every man wants, what was left?
"Them" he said in a forceful, angry voice before tearing back the shower curtain and regarding me with a look I couldn't quite place. "I'm not one of them. I'll be damned if you'll crawl away from me to take care of yourself."
I simply stood there, hands still soapy, room starting to fill with warm steam as he simply stood there. What did he want me to do? I just laughed a little bit, hoping that it was fooling him. I was so confused, and there he stood, naked in front of me, asking me questions about what I was doing!
"Oh, I know you're not. Now go away so I can get this over with" I said, blushing so hard I thought all the blood from my entire body was in my cheeks.
"No. Show me."
His words all at once frightened me and excited me. "Show you? Show you what?"
"How you were planning on touching yourself. I want to watch..."
Slowly, as if I had no power to stop them, my fingertips slid down my body as I placed one foot up on the side of the bathtub. When they reached my pussy I felt a surge before I ever even touched myself. It was decision time. How badly do I need to come? Badly enough to let someone else watch me? I had never done that...
"It's okay, baby. Just show me."
I groaned and my head fell back, eyes closed as I slid two fingers into my slit. Back and forth, back and forth against my hard clit, letting it slide between first finger and middle finger, letting the soap mix with my honey to make my fingers slick and soft. I sighed deeply and leaned against the wall, my other hand touching my nipple, using my palm to slip over and over it as my other hand continued to push toward the orgasm I craved so much.
Suddenly I heard a murmured "no" come from only a foot or so away and my head snapped upright again, fingers stopping what they were doing and freezing in place.