Hi all, I'm Mark, age 51 and I'd been happily married for almost 25 years. Then one day at work, I got a call from the police that I needed to go to the local hospital as my wife had been in an accident. When I got to the hospital, I could tell from the nurse's reaction to my name that things weren't good and when I was approached by both a doctor and a police officer, that pretty much confirmed it. I quickly found out that she'd been hit from behind by a drunk driver in a pickup truck and that pushed her into the intersection, in front of a cement truck and had been pronounced dead at the hospital. Understandably, it took me a while to get over it and get back to 'mostly normal'. While our sex life hadn't been great, I'd always figured that as long as we were married, other than enjoying a look or two at other women, I'd stay faithful to Linda. With her gone, I eventually went on a few dates that had been set up by a friend but none of them seemed to really work. The only 'up-side' to everything was that the driver that hit her had been in a company vehicle so the resulting settlement from the lawsuit meant that at least I didn't have to worry about money for a while.
Then one night I was surfing the internet and discovered online sex-chat sites. From there, I'd often spend an hour or so every night chatting with all sorts of people. There was lots of chat about what people did or didn't enjoy, things they'd done and things they wished they'd done. It was one of those chats that someone mentioned a swinger's site they were part of and I checked it out.
Not only were there public and private chats but both had the ability to watch or stream a cam and there were also profiles from all over the country from people seeking others for some sort of sex. It took a while to get the hang of it but eventually I was able to search for people near me and while not as often as I'd have liked, I did manage to connect with a number of people for sex and totally enjoyed it. Most were couples who wanted another guy to join them in one way or another, for some it was a true threesome, for some the husband just wanted to watch and for a few the husband was obviously a 'cuck' and his wife would be telling him how much harder, bigger, longer, better or whatever I was. Honestly, at just over 7" long, I wasn't huge but from what I'd been told and what I'd seen, at over 2 inches wide, I was thicker than most. I'd run into a few husbands who didn't make the 4" mark even when hard so I guess compared to them I was huge. Occasionally, I'd connect with a woman solo, most were single and just looking for hot sex with no commitment, some were married and fooling around on their husband and then there were a couple of 'hot wives' who apparently fucked around with their husband's permission and encouragement or my favourite was when both the husband and I took turns fucking his wife.
Overall, I'd say less than 2% of the time I chatted with anyone on the site ended up with us getting together for sex but I had a lot of fun chatting in the public rooms and chatting plus occasionally camming in a private room. There was one room that was international so it really didn't matter what time of day or night I was on, there'd be people there to chat with. I found I was often more explicit and open to talking about kinkier things in that room because there was almost zero chance of actually meeting.
A lot of the chats were random but there were a few people that I'd gotten to know and would actively look for to chat with if they were on. One of them was Estelle, she was from England and when she cammed in the public room she was a huge tease, taking a long time before flashing her tits and if I was lucky, sometimes she'd show her pussy. Her profile said she was 52 but looked closer to 42, long/blonde hair, not thin but definitely not fat, nice tits that looked like about 34D with a piercing in each and a bare pussy. One night we got chatting and she asked if I'd like to take it to a private room as I seldom used my cam in the public rooms. I said sure and when I opened the room and opened my cam, she had her audio on as well and the first thing she said was, "I love to tease in the public rooms but every so often when I'm really horny, I like to have a bit more fun in a private room. Tonight's one of those nights, are you open to some fun on cam?"
After another 'sure', she smiled, backed away from her keyboard and pulled off her top, leaving her tits fully exposed. As she reached down and played with her nipples, I heard, "Your turn, take the shirt off so I can see your chest."
Her tits were pretty much average, big enough to be a nice handful but not so big as to sag and her nipples were already hardening. I wasn't a body builder by any means but years of general labour in construction had kept me in good shape and when I peeled my shirt over my head, I heard a soft, "Nice!" through my speakers.
Then she pushed her chair even further back and as I watched, she undid her pants and slid them down, revealing that she was wearing thong panties that just barely covered her pussy. I'd already gotten a pretty good idea of how things were going to go so, so I pushed my chair back, adjusted the camera angle and slid off my jeans, showing a very respectable bulge in my boxers.
As she licked her lips and nodded, her thong joined her pants on the floor and not long after, I was naked with my boxers at my feet. Watching her peel her thong off and expose her perfectly smooth pussy had me nicely hard and when she started fingering her pussy, I quickly went from 'nicely' to 'fully'. Most women I'd been with had fairly noticeable pussy lips, but Estelle's started small and then as she got aroused, the got puffy and larger but stayed tight and rounded unless she was holding them open to show her opening. "You've got a nice fat cock, I'm sure a few ladies have enjoyed the feeling of it stretching out one or more of their holes."
When I started stroking my cock, she licked her lips and told me she couldn't wait to see me cum. By the time I exploded, I think she'd cum at least two or three times. That started a great online masturbation relationship where we'd get together on cam at least 3 times a week and masturbate for each other. It wasn't long before she was telling me how good it would feel to have my fingers in her pussy and I was telling her I'd love to feel her stroking my cock. That moved to roleplay with both of us masturbating as we talked about how good it felt as if it was the other person doing the touching, stroking or fingering and it always ended with both of us having awesome orgasms. Sometimes she'd pull out a vibrator and use that on her pussy while she told me how good it felt to have my thick cock stretching her pussy as I slid it inside her and how much she'd like to feel my cum shooting inside her.
One night when her cam opened, instead of her computer chair, she was naked on her bed with the cam looking up her body. We didn't always cam, sometimes we just chatted and she'd already told me that she enjoyed a bit of anal play and I'd let her know that I'd experimented a bit too and enjoyed it as well. When I saw the tube of lube beside her, I figured I was going to get an even better show than usual. As she idly played with her pussy, she took the lube and then slowly and erotically, she spread it around and worked some into her ass. With just enough pressure to open her pucker, she said, "I'm pretty sure you've got some lube there, how about you join me?"
I didn't think I'd be able to get a good angle from my computer chair so after a quick nod, I grabbed the laptop and headed for the bedroom. Grabbing the lube, I set up the laptop so she had as good a view as I did and proceeded to lube my own pucker. I just followed her lead as she worked one, then two and eventually three fingers deep into her ass. At the same time, she was fingering her pussy while I stroked my cock. We stayed in sync with our anal fingering, with me following whatever speed/depth Estelle was going at. Our orgasms were always good but the added stimulation had me hitting my chest with cum and for only the second time, I saw her squirt a couple of times when she came. When I told her I wished it was me fingering her ass while she squirted all over my face, she squirted again and then told me that if she was there, my cum would already be in her stomach instead of all over my chest.
From then on, it wasn't uncommon for us to enjoy some anal play with our fingers while we fingered/stroked ourselves to orgasm. Then one evening we both must have been really horny because when she started fucking herself with the vibrator, I asked if she'd even used it on her ass. When she nodded, I said, "I'd love to see that!"
"I will if you will!"
"But I don't have a vibrator."
"Hmmm, got anything else that would work?"
I thought for a second or two then said, "I'll be right back."
When I got back, I heard a, "Oh fuck that'll be hot to watch!" from Estelle when she saw the long, thin cucumber in my hand. I'd only tried it once before when I was really drunk and horny but seeing the way Estelle's face lit up, I was definitely good to try it again. I remembered it being slightly painful the last time I did it so after stretching a condom over the cucumber, I made sure both it and my ass were well lubed and then as she eased her vibrator into her ass, I eased the cucumber into mine.
"That looks amazing, about the only thing better would be if it were my cock that I was watching slide into your ass!"