'I'm going to get caught,' I thought to myself.
'How did I get myself into this situation?'
'I feel so helpless, so out of control.'
'What am I going to do?"
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Hi, I'm Caroline. But everyone just calls me Callie.
Let me tell you a little about myself. I'm in my mid-thirties, 5' 8'' tall, and have light brown hair. I'm married and have two children.
I love to read erotic stories here on Lit. I'd love to try so many of the ways the stories describe how people enjoy sex. I think I'd like to try them all! My family and friends would be shocked if they knew the things I thought about doing
Anyway, this story is my way of putting my experience into something other people might be interested in reading about and it lets me get out my frustration and worry. My mind is just too full of sex for my own good. I just need to get what's on my mind out. I'm tired of keeping everything inside.
So I thought I'd put it into a story. I hope you enjoy reading it. Oh, and the words we say in my story may not be exactly what was said, but they are as close as I can remember.
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So why did I start my story with the thoughts running through my head?
Well, everything started last year, the night of a party at our neighbor's house. We had gotten together to watch the Broncos game. Dave, my husband, told me his old friend Max would be there. Max and his wife had just moved back to Boulder, Colorado.
I noticed Max right away and I couldn't take my eyes off him. He and my husband Dave have been friends since childhood. They have only recently reconnected because, as I found out later, Max had lost his job and was looking for new work here.
He noticed me too, but later told me that the most he'd let himself think was that his friend Dave had a hot wife.
Max has a wife, Jennifer. She and I hit it off right away. She has a great personality and lights up any get-together. We spent a lot of time talking to each other while Max and Dave were catching up on their lives. I felt a little guilty for the way her husband was making me feel, especially since our eyes always seemed to be searching for each other. And when they did meet, we smiled like teenagers.
We ran into Max and Jennifer at a few other parties over the holiday season. In fact, we even went as couples to a few of them. Each time we saw each other, every time we socialized together, I felt like the air was electric. I became deathly afraid that Dave and Jennifer would catch on to my feelings, but they both seemed oblivious to the attraction I had for Max.
One evening Dave asked me, "You and Jennifer have talked a lot about Max losing his job, haven't you?"
"Yes," I answered, "how horrible it must be. It's a good thing Jennifer makes good money selling real estate."
"I have a favor to ask you. Our kids are in school, so are theirs. You have some free time in the mornings. Why don't you invite Max over for coffee every now and then? It would give him a chance to vent his feelings and maybe you could help him take his mind off losing his job. Jennifer says that he's getting pretty discouraged and having someone to talk to every so often might help."
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So, Max and I started getting together when just the two of us spent time together over coffee. Bad idea. He started coming over once a week, then twice. We talked but he was always reserved and didn't stay long at first. And I was afraid he would sense the feelings I had for him. The first time I was invited to his house, I was really hesitant because I thought he just hated me. He never really shared with me much. I usually had to ask questions just to get a conversation going. But he was always civil to me. He wasn't cold, just kind of distant. So, a couple of times a week, either I'd go to his house or he'd come to mine. The more we got to know each other, though, the more we found that we had so much in common. I was drawn to him even more. I liked the way he smiled and the way he laughed. I liked the way he looked at the world. But it didn't matter whose house we were at, I noticed that he was as uncomfortable as I was. I started thinking that maybe, just maybe, he was fighting against feelings he might be having for me.
After a few months, I was really having a hard time hiding my obvious attraction to him. One day over coffee, he asked me why I always seemed so nervous around him. I decided to tell him why. Just like that. I told him that I was very attracted to him and I didn't know how to act around him because I didn't want him or anyone else to know. To my surprise, he told me that he felt the same way. He was confessing that he had the same feelings I had. The next thing I knew, I was in his arms and we were kissing.
We really had to watch ourselves after that. Our connection was so hot. But we only let ourselves kiss and grope each other a little bit.
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Well, you can imagine that we eventually began to do even more. I remember the first time he put his hand down my pants. We were sitting on the couch holding each other and kissing. He pressed his palm against my mound on the outside and pushed his fingers against my pussy. I could hardly contain myself. Then he slid his hand inside my pants and down my tummy to my pussy. He moved my panties to the side and touched my pussy. I felt a jolt of sensations like I'd never felt before. I was already dripping wet when he slid his finger inside my pussy. The moment he touched my clit, I was overcome with the biggest strongest orgasm I had ever had. Max had to hold me still, I was thrashing around so much. After I calmed down, Max just held me and whispered affectionate and encouraging words in my ear.
"Oh, Max," I finally said. "I've never felt like that before. I've wanted this so badly for so long. It was everything I thought it would be and more."
"For a long time I've wanted to make you come like that too," Max said. "You can't imagine the way it made me feel just to make you come."
After a few minutes of silence I said, "Can I do the same thing for you/"
He smiled, nodded his head, and said, "Oh, I was hoping you'd want to."
So, I unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. It was hard already. I started slowly pumping it up and down with my hand. He pulled my head toward his and kissed me. When he put his tongue in my mouth I started pumping faster and faster. He started darting his tongue in and out of my mouth like he was fucking it with his tongue. His hips started to buck and suddenly, come just shot out of his cock. I held on to his cock and rubbed his come around the tip with the palm of my other hand. He jerked, leaned back against the couch, and groaned. I kept holding his cock until it started to shrivel up.
Max took a deep breath and said, "That's about the hardest I've ever come in my life too. It's all because it was you, Callie."
"I wanted it to be good for you, Max. I'm glad it felt so good."
So, for a while after that, when we were together, we would make each other come with our fingers and hands. We still held and hugged and kissed each other before and after we came. But before long, we went another step.
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It happened like this. Max and I were on the couch. He was on his back with his legs across my lap and I was playing with his cock and balls. He had his head back on a throw pillow with his eyes closed. I was pumping his cock with my hand and he was moving his hips up and down. I looked at his cock and suddenly I wanted it in my mouth. I stopped and he opened his eyes. I looked at him and he looked at me. I could see in his eyes that he wanted it too. So, I smiled at him, leaned over, and started running my tongue up and down his cock and around the head. I pulled off and looked into his eyes again. Then I leaned over and put my lips around the tip of his cock. I heard him gasp. I slowly slid my lips down the length of his cock until it was completely in my mouth. I heard him groan. I sucked hard with my mouth and pulled my lips back up his cock until it was almost out of my mouth. Then I quickly sucked it deep into my mouth. I kept doing this, bobbing my head up and down and sucking so hard my cheeks curled in. He kept groaning and moaning. He pumped his hips, grabbed my head, and pushed it up and down his cock. When I felt a tremor in his cock, I took it as deep into my mouth as I could and sucked hard. He held my head and shot his come into my mouth. I could feel it squirting against the back of my throat. It felt wonderful. Then I did something I had never done before. I found myself wanting to swallow every drop of his come. So I did. It tasted wonderful. I sucked and sucked, lost in the sensations and satisfaction I was feeling. When he stopped coming, I kept his cock in my mouth and ran my tongue all around it.
"No more, Callie, no more," Max gasped.
So I slid my mouth off, took his cock in my hand, and kissed him gently on his lips. I leaned my head on his shoulder and held his cock until it went limp.