You read these words now, wanting me. Wanting my hands to touch you. You want my arms to wrap themselves around your narrow waist and pull you close to my body. You want the warmth, to make you feel safe. You miss this. You...need this. Need it. You long, for it to come back.
You want in the darkened room within this hotel near the Brandenburg Gate, my mouth, to move closer to your ear. You wait, you want for me to say the words that make you feel the most intense pulsations within your body. You want the words. You hunger, for them to start. To start, and never end.
As my body is pressed close to yours, you wait, your blood pressure rising in anticipation of the words, the hands removing your garments, slowly. Removing them, as my words slowly strip your mind. As my tongue extends outward, touching your flesh. The warmth, of my tongue enters your ear.
The tip, of the tongue, pushes inside, and swirls around. The moistness, the warmth, sends shivers throughout your body. You ache, for what you remember, comes next. My fingers, slender, adept at unbuttoning your white dress blouse.
A blouse that is held tight against your large breasts. Extremely large, breasts. Breasts that are as white as milk. Breasts that I remember well. Breasts that demand attention when on display in public, and they did receive far more than their share. Your breasts, how blessed you are to have been given such a well endowed upper torso.
They feel firm, stout, powerful. They are a magnet. They draw others to them. They draw, many to you. Have drawn, so many, to you over time. You know this, and you display them in various forms of dress to bring so many souls to your feet, to worship you.
But, I am not here to worship. My intent, is to control, to dominate, to make you submit, to overwhelm your cerebral cortex, and make you surrender. All the while your state of subjugation will be masked, and you will have no awareness how you are not dominant in this encounter.
Thereby, making you, by definition my slave. If you have no free will, physically, or...psychologically, you are bound. Bound, restrained, not of your own free will to move about free. Move about physically, or emotionally.
You believe yourself to be superior to me. To be superior to most others. Which, you are. But not here. Not here. Here, I control you. You know this to be true. Your behavior states what your words contrast in content. "Not my slave." Remember? But you are. You are here, reading these words, conjuring in your mind what I write.
You ache to experience in real time, what I write. You want me, behind you. Stripping away your defenses. Speaking softly in your ear. Slowly removing the garments that present to the world your status. Removing the clothing, seducing you. Readying you, for sexual coupling.
You ache, and suffer, throughout, as the process of undressing you, unfolds. The blouse gives way, as I pull it off your slender, firm arms. It falls to the floor, next to the dark black, very fashionable and quite expensive high heels.
Your bra comes next. It's unbuttoned, and it falls away, allowing your breasts freedom, but for a moment. Your long blonde hair, falls over them. "You like my hands to grip these tits, don't you?" You moan, in response. It feels good, to have the hands of another, caress lovingly, with the utmost of devotion these enormous tits. These tits, that give you, such power, over so many others.
They feel so good. I recall vividly, the first time that I saw them unrestricted by material. Alive, in their natural, unbound, free state. Suspended naturally, their youth, magnificent to behold in person. Their power over me, making me at that time, your subject, your slave. But not now. I, now know, the secret of seduction. To your, seduction.
"You need me, don't you?" My fingers swirl slowly over your exposed flesh. Softly, touching. The fingertips, lightly brushing sensitive areas of your body. Down below, silently there is movement. Your vaginal cavity is beginning to come alive. It's no longer dormant. You are being stimulated, and you find yourself wet.
Wet, moist, aching, wanting. As you were then, you are now. As you read this, you want me. You want me to do, as I am writing. You currently lie, with another. He, will have to suffice in my stead. Would it be beneath me to say, that you are with the "second string quarterback?" Hmmm? Perhaps?
Anyway, the viscosity of the juices pouring forth, running between your legs is noteworthy. There is a lot going on down there. You know this and I sense it. I know that you run wild. That once you are stimulated, your body comes alive. Yes, your orgasm can come, merely by words.
You revealed that to me. Perhaps, that was something that you should have retained as a secret. Allowing me to know, enables me to exploit thi, and make you hunger. It gives me the power to take control of you.
"Your body, is extremely desirable, baby. I, am overwhelmed by your slender, waif like frame, your essence." While I speak my hands move around. My arm clutches your breasts allowing one hand to unbutton your skirt, and it falls to the floor. Your flesh is now, bare of clothing.
Naked, wanting me. Hungering for my hands to caress, my tongue to kiss and lick, my words to continue. "You look so beautiful. Really, I am overwhelmed by all that you are. Do you know, how you affect me? How your beauty makes me lose sight of everything."
"Do you want me? Do you need to be inside me?" "Yes. I need to be inside you now, as then. I need to mount you. Or, would you like to be on top, as you were the last time we were together?" "I want to be on top."
"Maybe...I will think about it." Yes, I will give it thought. But, as I stated earlier, I am in control. I, dominate this encounter. You submit to me." "Yes...." "You excite me with the black bra, black skirt, the black high heels, and the white blouse.
It was your signature look, and it really made me hunger for your naked flesh. You drove me wild with passion, when we went out in public." "Touch me, down there." "Touch you, down there. Is that what you want, baby? Hmmm?"
Your hands reach back and grab my erection. You grab it, hold on to it, and cup it. "Is that what you want? Hmmm?" "Yes, I want it. I want it. Will you give it to me?" "Maybe? Get on your knees now...." You obey, without question. Once again, you grab it. Feeling it. Feeling how hard it is.
"You know what to do. You've been here before. Do it." "You want me to suck you?" "I need you, to suck it. In fact...I am telling you, to suck it. You have no choice in this. You will, suck it." "All of it?" "Yes, all of it. All of it." "All of it...?" "Yes, do not disappoint me, as others have. Do...what I know, from past experience that you, and only you, can do."
You unbutton my pants, and pull them down, as I step out of them, having cast my boots off earlier. Now I remove my short sleeve button up muscle shirt. The blue one that contrasts nicely with the tan 5.11's. "Pull off my Calvins, baby." "Pull them off?" "Yes." In response to this, you place your mouth over my hard cock leaving your moistness over the white material.
You wrestle with it. You manhandle it, with your mouth alone. I look down at you. Your eyes gleaming with playful radiance. Your eyes which led to my falling for you, so long ago. Your eyes, which have seduced so many with their brilliance. Yes, I know, the numbers are astronomical.
You have wrecked havoc upon the many. But, here you are, once more. Wanting. Wanting me. Unable to walk away. Back, in my lair. Back, totally unable to exert any sense of control in the moment. Out that door you wield vast power. You can determine life, or death, with your decisions. But, not...here. "Here, you submit to me."
"I am on my knees, but I am not...your slave." "Really?" "Yes, really!" "Then, leave. Go. Don't let that door hit you in the ass." Your eyes meet mine. "Do you want me to leave?" "I could care less, if you do." "Really?" "Yeah...I could care less. You are not that special. You aren't." This causes your eyes to go cold. You hurt and I can see that my words resonate within.
"You, are the one who is bound. Not I. As I told you, you are the slave to the situation that binds you tight. Escape, if you feel too much tension. Just go...." "Just go?" "Yes, just go." I back away, and stand before you, hands akimbo. "Dress, and leave. If you are of free will, go. Otherwise, accept what you are, my slave. Or, at the very least, a slave to the present particulars."
On the bed, you sit naked, halfway on your haunches. Your face is clouded. Your smile is gone. Your eyes are sad. It seems as if tears might fall. Cue KISS ("Tears are Falling"). "So, what do you want to do? Stay, and be my slave? Or, dress, and reclaim your freedom? Hmmm?" Standing there, I can see your face by the light that enters the open window.
With every passing second, your inability to move, to remove yourself, strengthens my position. My arms fold across my broad chest. Silence reigns. The wheels are turning. "What are you going to do, girl? Stay, bound to the chains of love? Or, retain your dignity and walk? Hmmm? Walk, or submit?"
You seem, uncertain. A part of you wants to tell me to, "go fuck yourself!" It is crossing your mind. I can see the thought on your face. The narrowing of your eyes, the glare. That glare. Once seen, never forgotten. "Do you love me?" "No. Not anymore. I have told you this, many times." "I still love you." "Yes, I know. You've sent me that KISS video many times. Many times...."
Deciding to push you further to decision overload, I move closer to the door, and unlock it. Opening it, allowing the light to enter, illuminating you fully. Your naked flesh so inviting. So beautiful to the touch. The memories of kissing you, all over for hours is kindled.