I guess I have to admit that I felt like a naughty schoolgirl as I drove down to the local watering hole to visit with my friend Pam.
Pam and I became friends quickly, she is perhaps a half dozen years younger than me, but we hit it right off.
I could hardly wait to tell her all about my experience with Terry. Pam had teased me often, cracking jokes about how I rejected every single lame advance some half drunk customer made. She found it funny then when I told her I thought I needed a man.
One thing led to another after she suggested I just hire one, the thought had never crossed my mind.
Then Pam gave me that website address. Lord, that was something. How men could post photos of themselves naked with erections is beyond me, but then I knew that women did things like that too.
I got my courage up and actually answered one, the ad seemed nice and there was no photo of him standing there displaying himself.
My mid-western conservative upbringing was still with me in that respect although three times married and a few rare partners meant I was no prudish virgin by any means. Actually four times married, I remarried my last husband Tom a second time.
I guess I got lucky because the ad I answered led me to Terry. He was a good looking young man, maybe 25 or so. He had a disarming lopsided grin that made him look like he was up to something and I guess he was, considering the massage session he had given me.
Good lord, he teased me and took me to orgasms I didn't know I could have, part of it was the sheer naughtiness of letting a total stranger have access to the most intimate parts of my body, part of it was my body was crying out for touch.
I had gone over there with reservations, actually intending it to be nothing more than a massage. That is what I told myself, anyway. The truth probably was that I was hoping for something, I just was not sure what.
Terry was at ease and had the magic ability to put me at ease quickly. Then he had used his hands to play my body like an instument, he used exactly the right words at exactly the right time.
When the pretense was gone, I was his to do with as he liked. My hips bucked up, wanting him to invade my inner recesses but he just used his hands. The combination of lust and sheer naughtiness of the situation set me off in a way I couldn't remember. I can't say my orgasms were better or more intense than I had ever known, but they were certainly different somehow.
Pam grinned at me as I slid onto one of the stools, then she poured me a glass of juice and slid it down the bar to me. I looked around, there was only two other customers, both mature men. Both of them looked like someone had just ran over their Dog as they nursed their drinks.
"So what's up, Sally?" Pam asked me as she shuffled some bottles around.
"I took your advice." I grinned at her.
"My advice? OH! Wow, no shit? Who?"
"Just some guy named Terry, he is a kid but damn did he have good hands."
"Hands?" She asked, a curious look on her face.
"Yea, he was running an ad for a massage practice partner, so I answered it." I took a sip of my juice.
"You go, girl! No shit? How was he?"
"It was way better than I expected, and he sure wasn't shy." I grinned at her.
Pam laughed, then she went to wait on a couple that just came in.
She was back in minutes. "Well, did you get laid?" She laughed.
"Not exactly, he just did a really nice massage, is all."
"Just a massage?"
"Yea, two hours of it...with extras."
We both laughed at that.
"Good, I'll bet you feel better, huh?"
"Yes, I do. I could use another session like that, too. But I can't believe I even did that, hell, he could have been a serial killer or something."
"Naw, not likely. If he did get out of line, just mace his ass."
I thought about the little cannister of mace Pam had given me, I had left it in my purse a good ten feet away.
We chatted in segments as she worked the bar, as it started to fill up and get noisy I gave her a wave and headed home.
I made dinner and settled in for the night, Terry and his hands on me kept popping into my head. It was the same the next day at work. I saw the string of mostly older patients complaining about Arthritis, there was one referral I sent to dermatology but other than that it was a normal day at work.
I got home that night and was watching TV without really seeing it, then my phone rang.
I picked it up, it was Terry. That was a surprise.
"Hi, Sally! I just wanted to do a followup, how are you feeling? Did you like the massage?"
"I...uhhh..Yes, thank you. It was great, I really needed it." I felt myself suddenly blush, nervous. The thought of his hands between my legs, on my breasts, me naked and grunting flashed into my mind. I was sure it showed in my voice.
Lord, what did I just say? I had let this young man rub and touch my naked body, he had his hands between my legs, masturbating me and I let him.
Now he was calling like everything was perfectly normal and he was just inquiring about my...health?
"That's good, I need the feedback. Hey, I was thinking, would you like to go to dinner with me?"
"You are asking me out?" I managed, surprised again.
"Yes, I guess I am!" He laughed.
"How about it, I could use the company."
"I...well...I am way too old for you, Terry."
"No, you aren't. Besides, you are beautiful, I know I will enjoy your company."
Beautiful? Me? I felt a little flutter, good grief.
"Well, all right. Dinner it is. Where are we going?"
"Does Roscoe's sound nice? They have good steaks and even a live band tonight in the lounge."
"OK." I knew the club but I had never been there, it was a rather fancy place down by the river.
"I will need about an hour, I will have to get dressed."
"OK. Hey, is a taxi all right?"
"Taxi?"
"Yea, I don't have a car."
For some reason that was funny but I managed to stifle the laugh.
"How about I pick you up, we can use mine."
"OH. Well...OK."
I told him the time, then rushed upstairs to shower. I put on one of my longer evening gowns, it wasn't too dressy but looked nice. A quick dab of makeup and I blow dried my hair and brushed it out.
I looked myself over in the mirror, not bad at all. Just the right amount of cleavage, matching shoes and purse. I slipped the set of beautiful diamond studs I had inherited from my friend Lee into my ears, perfect. Then I got in the Impala and drove over to his apartment.
I knocked on the door, he answered with a big smile, then his face fell. He was wearing blue jeans and a western shirt. We both started laughing, he stood aside to let me in.
"Be right back, I will go change!" He said over his shoulder as he vanished into a side room.
He was back in what had to be less than two minutes, wearing slacks and a matching sports coat. I noticed he had a string tie on, it had been a long time since I saw one of those.
"May I drive?" He asked, holding the door for me.
"Sure." I slid in and settled into the seat, he got behind the wheel and started the engine.
"Nice car!" He said, then shifted into gear and expertly slid into traffic.
Terry handed the keys to the valet, we were seated quickly since he had reservations. The view of the river was nice, he kept asking me questions about myself. He was easy to talk to, I found myself telling him about my training, my marriages, right up to my latest and losing Tom.
He was really curious about how I had found him, why I had responded to his ad. I told him I was just bored, and in the mood for touch, feeling myself blush again as I thought of his hands and how they had been busy with my body.
"You know, we aren't actually allowed to...do anything like that in our sessions, but..." Now he blushed mildly. Hell, he looked sweet, and I felt my confidence building again.
"But what?"
"You are so...attractive and your body seemed to...need touch?" He looked right at me, his eyes seemed to reach right inside.
"It had been quite awhile." I answered. My hand came up with a mind of it's own and flipped my hair back.
"Yes, for me too. I have been so busy with school, we have clients that come in and we work on them but it's not the same as the real world."
"It was that way in school for me, too."
"Tell me about school, what it was like for you."
Terry listened intently as I told him of some of my experiences. I even told him of the time I was the pretend patient as our class gave physicals, even about the pelvic exams from every single member of our class. I had been so very young and a virgin at the time, that was quite an experience.
"We see quite a bit of nudity in our classes, too. Everybody gets used to it and each other."
I understood that.
"So what made you decide to become a massuer?" I asked him.
"I was actually taking computer programming lessons, plus business, but the idea of sitting in front of a screen for the rest of my life was going to drive me nuts."