This is the story of how I destroyed my marriage by arranging to have another man fuck my wife. It was a fantasy I had dreamed about for years, and I thought for sure I could handle it. Instead, my relationship with a beautiful, loving, and loyal woman was left in shambles as I watched her get taken to scintillating new sexual heights by another man.
We were a happy couple, and I'm not just saying that. After nine years together, four of them married, we were doing just fine. I was working as an accountant for a small firm, making decent money, and Julie had a secure job as a high school English teacher. With our two salaries we weren't rich but we were comfortable, with a nice small house in the suburbs.
Our sex life was good, or so we thought. Julie was relatively inexperienced sexually when we got married. We met in college, and she had only one lover before me, a nerdy guy who was unimpressive physically. I could be described as average—about five-foot-nine, thin frame, not much of an athlete—but I matched up pretty well compared to her first guy. Anyway, Julie and I usually connected pretty well in bed, and she always let me know she was satisfied.
In hindsight, I now realize that our sexual routine had gotten somewhat predictable and limited, as neither of us were real adventurers. Julie and I didn't really talk about our fantasies very often, but occasionally we did. One of those times, I confessed to being turned on by the thought of seeing her have sex with another man. I said it in a way that let her know I didn't really expect the fantasy to be fulfilled, and she understood that I meant it that way. I was just being open and honest, and she appreciated it. The conversation soon turned to something else, and we both forgot about it.
Another time, as we lay in bed engaged in pillow talk, we had one of those conversations about who we found most attractive in our daily lives (aside from each other, of course). For me, that answer was easy—there was one girl, a cute secretary in the office named Maria, that I had been checking out for months—but in answering I didn't blurt out Maria's name right away. Instead, I cleverly took my time and acted like I had to ponder it, so Julie wouldn't think I was obsessing over Maria.
When it was Julie's turn to answer, she also had to think about it (or at least, like myself, she pretended she did) but when she finally responded the answer was no real surprise. "Stanley, I guess," she said nonchalantly. "He's a good-looking guy."
That was an understatement. Stan was a co-worker of Julie's, a gym teacher and football coach at the high school. Tall and strong, with a pleasant personality, he was the kind of guy who turned ladies' heads. He was muscular but not a musclehead, well groomed, with gentle blue eyes—the classic tall-dark-handsome type. It was no surprise that Julie, or any other woman, would find him attractive.
Feeling very secure in my marriage and not being the jealous type, I soon forgot about the conversation and didn't give Stan another thought until several months later, when Julie decided to host a cookout for some of her coworkers and Stan was among those who attended. Little did I know how fateful this day would be.
Julie's work colleagues arrived and I acted as the good host, offering them drinks and cooking up food on the grill. Even when Stan showed up, the previous conversation that I had with Julie didn't come immediately to mind. It was just Stan the friendly gym teacher, whom I typically saw several times a year like most of Julie's other work colleagues. Since Stan wasn't married it wasn't unusual to see him with a girlfriend by his side at social events, but today he showed up by himself.
The day proceeded uneventfully at first, with everyone seeming to have a good time. Some people enjoyed the pool, and I especially enjoyed seeing Julie looking very attractive in her little yellow bikini. At 29, she had a smoking hot body—she stood five-foot-seven, with slender legs, a tight little ass, and lovely 36C breasts that perfectly fit her frame. Her autumn hair and bright green eyes sparkled in the sun, and I'm sure every man there must have admired her.
Initially, there was nothing unusual happening. If Stan noticed how hot Julie was—and I'm sure he did—he didn't let on. He first spent some time chatting with others then went over and played some volleyball. After working up a sweat, he grabbed himself a beer and headed for the pool, which was where Julie and others were. I was grilling up burgers when I looked toward the pool and saw him taking off his shirt. I knew he was a good-looking guy, but I had never seen him shirtless before, and I immediately noticed how cut he was. This guy really takes care of himself, I thought to myself. It was then that I first recalled my conversation months earlier with Julie. Yep, she was right, Stan definitely is a handsome guy.
But still, despite my less impressive physique, I wasn't feeling at all jealous or insecure. I had spent my life being the small, skinny guy, the geek who succeeded in life without having been endowed with the greatest looks. To my credit, I had caught a girl that many would say was way out of my league, and I never had any reason to question the stability of our marriage. So the fact that there was a guy with movie-star and pro-athlete looks nearby, contrasting sharply with my own, was nothing new to me, and I didn't perceive it as a threat.
To be honest, when I first noticed Julie and Stan in the pool together, I spent a few minutes dwelling on my fantasy. Not that I thought it would really happen, of course, but I imagined having the pleasure of seeing her bent over the side of our bed getting fucked by Stan. Remembering now that she had told me that she found him attractive, it was even more fun to visualize the fantasy, although the rational side of my brain knew it was outlandish to consider it happening in real life.
As I was standing there with that sex scene in my head, feeling my groin getting a bit tighter as the thoughts continued, I noticed that Julie and Stan were interacting with each other in the pool. It was nothing unusual, but they seemed to be laughing, talking, and having fun. Julie wasn't a real flirt, but as I watched them I sensed that there might be some chemistry. Or was it just my dirty mind? There was no question that they were the two most physically attractive people at the cookout, both of them looking like models in their swimwear, and in my imagination that made it all the more plausible that there could be a mutual attraction.
Julie was always mindful of decorum, so as a married woman she didn't hang around Stan for too long. But I watched her carefully as the day continued, and I noticed that she seemed to discreetly keep an eye on him, and vice-versa. After they had both had a few drinks their attraction was even more noticeable to me, though of course they were making an effort to conceal it from their co-workers and myself.
There was one moment, however, that really stood out. Although they had kept their distance from one another all day after their first interaction in the pool, I saw them together a second time in the early evening. I was on the deck mixing a drink when I observed them standing together in the yard, and it looked like Julie, now wearing short shorts and a loose-fitting T-shirt over her bikini, was whispering something into Stan's ear. After a few seconds, I saw Stan freeze, like he had been told something surprising. Julie soon finished whispering, but she stayed right next to him, smiling wide, with her hand on his bicep. Stan, who had been stooping slightly so that Julie could whisper in his ear, now stood up straight, seeming very surprised, and as he did so he looked around the yard until he spotted me on the deck. He seemed startled again when he saw that I happened to be looking at him, but when our eyes met he just grinned slyly. Julie's eyes also met mine, and as they did her face became devilishly guilty.
There was no mystery to me about what had just happened. Clearly, Julie and Stan were flirting, and she must have told him something about my fantasy—there was no other explanation for the whispering and the subsequent reactions. Wow, I thought to myself, this might be getting serious!
Always one to play it cool, Julie left Stan's side and went on socializing with other guests. Stan found some guys to chat with, and I finished mixing the drink I had been working on. Not long thereafter, after some of the guests had left, Julie found me and nestled next to me, seeming quite affectionate, which wasn't unusual for her after a few drinks. This time, however, it seemed like there might be an agenda.
"Gerry, remember your fantasy?" she whispered to me with puppy-dog eyes, surely knowing that I did.
"Oh yes," I smiled, "I do." As I said this, I was careful to answer in a tone that let her know she was not offending me by bringing it up. I knew Julie well enough to know that my reaction would be important. Already thinking ahead, I realized that if there was any chance of making this actually happen, I would need to play my cards right.