Noah sat in Rachel's living room as he watched his recording of Allison on silent, staring deep into her deep blue eyes while she was fucked relentlessly against the lockers. He had lost count of how many times he'd watched this video, and how many times he'd promised himself he'd delete it. But despite the immense amount of pain it brought him, Noah couldn't let it go.
Rachel walked through the kitchen into the living room, Noah minimized the video as he gave her a nervous wave. Rachel raised an eyebrow.
"Everything alright?" She asked him.
"Huh? Yeah! Everything is fine. Are you feeling any better today?" Noah asked. Rachel sighed and shrugged.
"I don't know, kind of? Mary texted me and said the girls have already started seeing the video pop up on their feeds." She plopped down on the couch next to Noah. He glanced nervously at his crotch, relieved to see his bulge wasn't noticeable.
"Did... did you watch the video?" He asked. Rachel nodded.
"The good news is everyone started recording after I had my dress back on, so no nudity thank god. Still, people are saying I blew Jack and his friends..."
"Because Mel couldn't keep her mouth shut," Noah tried to temper the frustration in his voice, Rachel shook her head and laughed.
"Honestly it's so childish! It reminds me of the girls back at Herferd."
"Yeah, I guess so. So you're not worried about it?" Noah watched as Rachel gazed at Godfrey's Victorian skyline through the living room window. She leaned her head on his shoulder and sighed.
"Honestly? Not really. Sure, I'm embarrassed. But nothing actually got out, this will all die down by the next time a party comes around." Rachel seemed sure in her words, Noah wished he shared her confidence.
"Yeah, you're probably right."
"But, there is something else that bothers me about all this..." Rachel said.
"Yeah?"
"I mean, I took my top off in front of four guys..."
"Yeah..."
"And you were right there."
"I know." Noah felt his stomach churning, he did his best to steady his breath and slow the trembling in his hands.
"You didn't try to stop me." Rachel paused, clearly waiting for Noah to give some kind of answer. But there was no answer to give.
"I'm not sure what to say," Noah replied softly. He felt Rachel wrap her fingers around his arm and squeeze it tightly.
"It's ok, I don't know what I'm trying to get at, so I guess we're even," Rachel said with a nervous laugh.
"Are you disappointed in me?' Noah asked. Rachel's head shot up.
"Disappointed? Why would I be disappointed? If anything, I thought you were disappointed in me." Noah could see tears welling in Rachel's eyes. "I thought once we walked out of that party, you were for sure going to break up with me."
"I would never break up with you over something like that, we both said it was ok," Noah replied. Rachel shook her head.
"No, we didn't, you tried to stop me several times. I was too drunk--"
"That's not true."
"It is though. After everything you've been through... I thought for sure--"
"Rachel." Noah moved his fingers underneath Rachel's chin and brought her eyes to his. He moved his hand gently across her soft cheeks, brushing away her tears. "You are nothing like Allison."
"You mean it?" Rachel asked softly.
"Absolutely. What happened at that party is something we both agreed to, you wanted to have some fun, and I went along with it."
"Does that mean you liked it?"
Noah paused, retracting his hand and slumping down into the couch.
"I shouldn't have, right?"
"I don't know," Rachel replied, slumping down with him. "Would... would it help to hear that I liked it? Or does that make it worse?"
Noah laughed uncomfortably.
"I think it makes it better? If I'm being honest, I liked it too."
"Oh thank god," Rachel said with a sigh of relief. "At least we are on the same page."
The two were silent for a moment, giving Noah enough time to build up the courage to ask the question most pressing in his mind.
"What did you like about it?"
Rachel adjusted a strand of her hair. "Oh god... I don't know. It was exhilarating. I never had a chance to do something like that before. I liked getting to explore myself, and... well... I liked how they looked at me..."
Noah felt the bulge in his pants begin to swell. Rachel glanced at him nervously.
"Was that bad to say? Should I stop?" She asked. Noah shook his head.
"No, keep going."
"Well, I mean, if I'm being completely honest. I liked seeing them too... I didn't really get to date around all that much in high school and..."
"And Jack's friends are built like Greek gods." Before Noah had a chance to slump into self-pity, he felt Rachel grab his hand.
"You know I love you, right? You know I love you more than anything else in the world, and I would never leave you for one of them." Rachel's words were so profoundly sincere that they passed over Noah like warm sunlight.
"I know Rachel," Noah said. "I know it with all my heart. But I also know that you're human and that what I said is true. Jack's friends are all liable to become models after college."
"I mean, you said it, not me," Rachel said.
"Jesus you are blushing so much right now," Noah laughed and tickled Rachel's side. She giggled and immediately curled into a ball.
"Oh my god stop! You're embarrassing me! Do you have any idea how shameful it is admitting this to your boyfriend?"
"Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to admit I liked watching you stare at them?" As soon as Noah said it, he felt a tension pass over them both. Their eyes locked, and Rachel bit her lip.
"Did you really like seeing me like that with other men?"
"I did..." Noah's words were timid. Rachel's fingers trailed down his legs and over his throbbing cock.
"Did it turn you on?" She asked. Noah was terrified to answer, but his trust in Rachel outweighed his fear.
"A lot, actually." The words slipped out before he had time to think about them. Rachel's hand gripped his shaft through his pants, he moaned softly.
"Holy shit, you are rock hard right now."
"It's your fault."
"Well, if it's my fault, I guess I should take care of it then, huh?" Rachel slowly unzipped Noah's pants, and he happily laid back on the couch as his member popped out of his pants.
For a small-town girl with little dating experience, Rachel knew her way around Noah's cock like no one else. She puckered her lips and kissed it gently, never losing eye contact with Noah as she slowly trailed her way up to the tip of his throbbing member.
"I think it's only fair you get a reward for letting me have some fun," Rachel said before opening her mouth and swallowing Noah whole.