Beltaine: Bright Fire
Erotic Couplings Story

Beltaine: Bright Fire

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[Author's Note: I had not planned to reprise my characters from the April Fools Contest entry, which I wrote as a standalone. However, any author can verify that one of the most enjoyable things about writing is how often your characters surprise you. When I decided to write a Beltaine story, they volunteered immediately and I was happy to see them. I hope some of you are too.]

Beltaine: Bright Fire [aka That Fucking Holiday]

Beltaine is one of eight main holy days for many pagans, including Druids and Wiccans. It marks the zenith of Spring and beginning of Summer; it's most often celebrated May 1

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with familiar rituals like the Maypole, as well as more taboo, ancient rituals centered around fertility. The birds, the bees, all of Nature in the mood for love. In other words, it's a holiday to celebrate Fuckery. All kinds of fucking is what's up.

Morgana struggled to shift the huge Ash branch she'd discovered on the forest floor that morning. It had broken off near the trunk of its tree and fallen after a winter of heavy snow punctuated by a thorough coating of ice during an early-Spring storm. It had already been stripped of bark by efficient woodland decomposers and was therefore a perfect candidate for this year's Maypole.

It was almost twice as tall as Morgana, which hampered her in maneuvering it. She and the others had already attached the cluster of ribbons at the top for the Maypole Dance the next day; that had been the easy part. She was now trying to slide its base into the slot carved out of an enormous foundational stone so it could be anchored properly.

Morgana cursed fluently as a playful gust of wind dragged the long pole off to one side again, and her with it, making the crowd of watching children giggle and prompting High Priestess Dionne Toussaint to rebuke her despite the smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.

"Girl, you better control your mouth around these kids before I slap it shut," the priestess said. "Leave some cusses for them to learn as adolescents, when they really need somethin to say that hasn't been echoing in their ears since they heard it roll out your filthy mouth at a ritual."

"This doesn't count, it's just prep. I would

never

sully ritual with cussing, Aunt Dee!" Morgana protested, her voice strained as she pushed and lifted simultaneously. For such a slender thing, this pole was shockingly heavy, she thought.

"Uh-huh. Course you wouldn't," Dionne said, each word dripping with affectionate sarcasm as she helped guide the pole into position above the slot. "Better cleanse the space again before we start, then. Gonna need Dragon's Blood, sage ain't enough after that nasty shit you just said. What you fussin about anyway, can't handle a big hard stick by yourself?"

The pole finally dropped into its appointed position, and Morgana let out a gasp that was part relief, part indignation. "As if!" she exclaimed, aiming a scandalized look at the elder priestess. "There's no stick in nature I can't handle with ease."

"That may be, but Dru tells me you up and lost your taste for every stick in mankind but one. Those trickster gods got deep in your business this Fools' Day, I hear. You ok to do May Queen after all that?" Dionne's deep reddish-brown eyes appraised the younger witch thoughtfully.

Morgana shrugged, blushing. "I'm fine. I promised Dru I'd fill in for her and do it, unless she got back on time from wherever she had to go," she said in a small voice, not meeting Dionne's discerning eye.

"Mm-hm," Dionne murmured, nodding as if confirming to herself a previously held suspicion. "Get on over to Costumes, then. You're done with setup, and they gonna need hours to clean you up right," she said, shaking her head pessimistically at the sweaty state of Morgana's red hair, sticking out from her scalp in wild tangles full of leaves and twigs.

"Yes ma'am!" Morgana said with a mock salute and a bright smile; Dionne was one of her most beloved mentors, and there wasn't much Morgana would not do cheerfully at a word from her.

***

It had been almost a month since Kenzo Futaba's life had changed forever; a mere few weeks. A new month was about to begin, and he was restless. He needed to see Morgana again; but she had left him no way to contact her.

Drusilla had approached him on the morning of April 3

rd

, just two days after Morgana had launched her surprise attack and conquered him; he was on his way to officially resign his position and renounce the priesthood. That would be easy to do apart from the nuisance paperwork involved, now that he finally acknowledged it had never been the right path for him. He already had a few leads on potential jobs with secular law firms, one or two of which were more interesting than anything he'd done with the Vatican.

It would be a lot more uncomfortable for him at dinner when he joined his adoptive parent, Cardinal Soria, to give him the news. He owed the man that much for raising him, he supposed; after that, he could sever all ties without a backward glance.

At least, that had been his plan before Drusilla intercepted him. She had caught him off-guard, lost in thought, addressing him unexpectedly in his native language.

"Futaba Kenzo-san,"

she began, stepping out from beneath the oak tree and offering a polite bow.

"Hajimemashite! Namae wa Drusilla desu,"

she greeted him and introduced herself fluently, though with a slight accent from her native Creole-English.

"Drusilla-san, ohayo gozaimasu."

He wished her good morning politely, measuring her with an assessing gaze. She was shorter than he, but not by much; that might make her about 5'9", a stunningly statuesque young woman with dusky brown skin and glorious dreads that hung well past her waist. And although Drusilla was almost Morgana's physical opposite, he knew intuitively that they were connected. It piqued his interest; he glanced at his watch, saw he was early, and asked if she cared to join him for coffee.

"Yoroshiku onegaishimasu,"

Drusilla accepted with another polite bow.

After they ordered and sat at a small table, Kenzo finally asked what he'd wondered from the moment she first spoke to him. "Do you have a message from Morgana for me?"

Drusilla blinked in surprise. "How did you guess that I know her?" she hedged, still a touch cautious despite everything Morgana had poured out to her in a tearful unburdening after the night of Fools that had unexpectedly reunited her with Kenzo.

He shrugged. "It wasn't difficult," he said, raising one dark eyebrow.

"Must be the family resemblance," she retorted sarcastically.

"No doubt," he agreed. "And somehow, I think you know there really is one. Blood doesn't always make a family."

"Well, amen to that!" she exclaimed with an infectious laugh, then quickly grew serious and leaned toward him, lowering her voice. "Listen, I know what you're about to do; quit the Church, quit your job, and walk away from all of it. I also know why. I'm here to ask you to change your mind on that for now."

Kenzo was glad of the reprieve when the barista called his name at that moment and he went up to get their coffee. This was unexpected as well as unwelcome. He always hated changing his plans once he decided on a course of action, and he was especially impatient to get on with the rest of his life after all the years of mistakes and wrong turnings.

"I trust you have very good reasons for such a strange, personal request," he said, handing her the latte she'd ordered and retaking his seat.

"Oh, I do," she agreed. "I know it seems rude and invasive; for that I apologize. I should also let you know that Morgana knows nothing about this; I haven't told her what I know about your plans or that you might be looking for her soon."

He wondered how Drusilla was privy to all this information, especially if she had not discovered it to share with Morgana - but decided to let that pass for the moment. "Aren't you betraying her wishes by asking me to stay in the Church she hates so much?" he asked instead.

"She might see it that way at first, but she would definitely hear me out before leaping to conclusions about betrayal," Drusilla replied, letting a rim of frost cling to the edges of her tone.

Kenzo narrowed his eyes at her and considered this for a tense moment. "I'll do the same, then," he finally agreed.

"Thank you." With that, Drusilla wove a quick spell into the airwaves to make their conversation impossible to understand for casual eavesdroppers. "We want you to be a double-agent," she began, holding up a hand to cut off his instinctive refusal. "I already know how much you don't wanna do it. I know you despise everything you were up 'til Morgana made you see sense the other night, and

we

won't try to coerce you one way or another - we'll leave that to her," she winked here, making him blush.

"That said, it ain't every day a chance like this comes around; we've never infiltrated as far up our Enemy's ranks as you are right now. If you want to show remorse, try to heal some of the damage you done, this is the fastest, best way to do it. I'll even be your wingman with Morgana if you do. I can help you win her trust, and this would sure help prove you deserve it."

"Tell me what you have in mind," he hedged, leaning toward her across the table. "Starting with how soon you could arrange for me to see her again."

"Oh, start there, huh? She got you hooked already, I see!" Drusilla laughed, tossing her head back. "That's my girl, all right. Assuming you agree, and assuming you make a good-faith first effort to get us what we need, which will prove we can trust you, you can see her again in a few weeks. There's an important holiday starting the night of April 30

th

, ending about midnight May 1

st

, and she's a big part of it this year. She needs a partner, though, and it's gotta be a compatible one - it's our holy day celebrating everything Sex."

Kenzo nearly dropped his mug, doing a sharp double-take to be sure he'd heard correctly. "So it's true, witches have actual orgies out in the woods?" he demanded, torn between his training and his wild streak.

Drusilla shrugged, teasing him with a grin. "Maybe, maybe not," she said. "Now don't go back to your old bad habits and judge what you know nothing about yet. I said it that way on purpose, to scandalize your fake moral standard. Beltaine is about bringing new life into the world, by sexual

or

asexual reproduction. We celebrate the cycles and seasons, the seeds we plant now that will bring in a harvest to feed us through the winter. Metaphorical, obviously, since most of us ain't farmers; a huge proportion of pagan ceremony is about the physical world reflecting the inner world, teaching us how to live and thrive." She paused to take several appreciative sips of her latte, then continued:

"'Course

my

heritage revolves around different cycles and seasons to what we have up here, but adaptation comes natural to pagans of all backgrounds. Locally we have a nice network of eclectic pagans who like to mix it up for at least half the shared holy days every year, so we got Asatru with the Norse gods, Wiccans, Druids with the Celtic gods, some Hellenistic Greeks, all mixed in with the likes of me - Hoodoo with Kemetic reconstruction."

"Kemetic - focused on ancient Egyptian deities?" Kenzo asked, fascinated despite himself.

"You got it! That's right, old Egypt and Hoodoo for me. We got some Hindus, Native People shamans, even some Buddhists and a few Shinto runnin around too - together we make a crazy, mostly happy tribe. Beltaine is one of the old Celtic holy days; since that's Morgana's heritage, she's often a main part of the festivities."

"And if I'm not there to partner her, she'll have all that fun without me," he murmured, rueful of the jealous pangs he suffered at the very thought.

"Yes, she sure will," Drusilla confirmed with glee.

"You're as merciless as she is, I see," he retorted, smirking despite himself.

"Worse," Drusilla agreed promptly, her smile darkening with menace.

"Tell me what I must do to see her again, including the

exact

details of whatever this ceremony is. I saw Midsommar; I don't plan on being the main course at some bloodthirsty witchcraft festival," he warned, half-serious.

Drusilla scoffed, brushing that aside as fearmongering bullshit the Church made up to scare people with. "Ain't nobody interested in eating your skinny ass anyway," she joked. "Not literally, at least."

"Can't blame 'em there," Kenzo laughed, mortified but somehow reassured despite the years of repetitive warnings against demonic pagan religions.

So Drusilla leaned in with serious answers. There was another round of caffeine before their consultation was finally over and they parted ways, both pleased with the results, though neither yet fully trusted the other.

Their collaboration over the next few weeks would go far toward forming the foundation of a friendship; he managed to satisfy the Coven's first request for information within several days of this first meeting, winning him entry to the group ceremony that would be held on private land - basically a green light toward Morgana.

Drusilla met him a few more times during April to consult generally, and to go over the script for the ceremony together; he was very much looking forward to surprising Morgana, though it would be far less of a literal ambush than her initial approach to him had been.

***

The Beltaine Fires were officially lit at sunset on April 30

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, Beltaine Eve. Talented firedancers dipped their hoops, staffs, poi, fans, and other props into one of the two sacred bonfires atop the hill, having already warmed up for the ceremony; it reminded Kenzo of the much tamer, quieter River Lantern Festival he had seen in Kyoto while on a trip to visit his estranged relatives. Already he could see so many parallels between pagan faiths and customs the world over, it was becoming a new fascination for him.

The dusk gradually lit up as the fire spinners visited the fires in turn, offering thanks and reverence before dipping their props into the flames, most immediately moving into a spin or experimental leap. The air was alive with light; flaming shapes leapt and spun in elaborate patterns all around the clearing dominated by the central bonfires.

When the sun had dipped completely below the horizon, the subtle drumbeat he'd been mostly unaware of at the edge of hearing began to swell, louder and more complex as more drummers joined each of the two circles around the central fires.

The atmosphere suddenly gained a dimension of mystery, the air thick with ancient secrets and sacred magic. People to whom Drusilla had just introduced him transformed in the firelight under the starry sky from friendly, everyday humans in whimsical costumes to fey, otherworldly creatures possessing natural grace and a somehow mischievous dignity.

Again, and not for the last time, he felt ripples of the festivals he had attended in Japan when trying to learn of his native culture. He had done this discreetly, despite his strict upbringing in the Church that had demanded he abandon his heritage.

Some of the fire-dancers here carried flaming fans, their movements reminding him of the fan-dancers in Japan whose silk and bamboo fans were emblazoned with the sigil of the Rising Sun. The roots of these neo-pagan practices were ancient and universal, stretching throughout the world; the Norse World Tree, Yggdrasil, came to mind as he gazed at a group of dancers honoring an ancient oak of enormous girth nearby.

He felt both drawn into the center of it and simultaneously apart from it all, observing every fascinating aspect of this tribal celebration. He shuddered to think what the Church would do to get this information, and worse, what they would do

with

it if that ever happened.

He was honored that Drusilla had invited - even demanded - that he take an active part in this important ceremony, despite some visceral fear left over from Hollywood movies and years of brainwashing, but he felt more nervous than he had anticipated when he'd pictured something simpler, smaller-scale and less majestic. There had to be close to 300 people here. He was used to delivering speeches or giving lectures, but performance art was something new to him. Drusilla assured him that was the point; real people in all their awkward sincerity and intuition, not a polished performance empty of meaning.

"Behold, the May Queen!" someone called in the distance. With this announcement, the drums rolled out a booming welcome for the resplendent goddess stepping forth into the light, dressed only in what seemed to be a seamless length of gold silk artfully draped and wrapped around her enticing curves, off one shoulder, open at one hip and nearly floor-length on the other side. Spirals of golden foil and copper wire sprouted from her back and shoulders in a magnificent corona, catching and reflecting a thousand points of light. Her glorious masses of dark red hair were piled atop her head in loops and coils, held in place somehow by garlands of fresh flowers and long grass. Her skin glittered in the dancing firelight, painted in gold, silver, and bronze spiral patterns.

Kenzo's mouth fell open; he barely heard the raucous cheering that was the crowd's boisterous welcome of the May Queen,

his

May Queen. On one level he barely even recognized Morgana, never having seen her clothed before except in dreams, though at the same time he could never have mistaken her for anyone else.

He was unconsciously convinced for this one magical moment of the divinity in the woman before him. Her beauty was otherworldly, her grace swanlike as she dipped, spun, leapt, and swayed in a dance around and between the two sacred fires in an infinity pattern. The golden fabric she wore fanned out, tracing its own dance through the air behind her. The drums which had started solemn and slow began to increase their tempo as she moved faster, seeming to forget everything but the light and sound that carried her around and around the sacred fires.

Her dance was halted when she finished her third lap by the intervention of a tall woman robed in green, who stepped into her path to offer the May Queen a ram's horn full of what looked like liquid gold. Morgana took it from the priestess with a slight bow, then held it up before the fire.

"To the ancestors, blood and bone!" she said in clear, ringing tones as she tipped the horn over the flame, letting some of the honey-gold liquid pour into it with a great hiss and puff of steam as everyone echoed her words with one great voice. "To the land, wood and field!" she pronounced as she moved around the fire and poured once again. The people spoke and the fire hissed; she moved to stand almost directly in Kenzo's line of sight, then lifted the ram's horn once more. "To the cycles of Sun and Earth, Masculine and Feminine, the May Queen and King of the Wildwood!" she proclaimed, and this time took a drink from the horn herself.

"But where is my lover? Where is my Green Man, my Wild King?" she called out to the rapt audience, almost pleading.

Kenzo had not expected to feel stage-fright at a rustic outdoor gathering of pagans who wanted to celebrate an ancient fire festival by lighting a couple of bonfires on a hilltop. When Drusilla urged him into this, he had pictured something much smaller and more informal. He felt his pulse skyrocket, realizing this was part of the script he had taken pains to learn over the past week; the Goddess of Light calling to the Green Man, her lover. That was his cue.

Fortunately, Drusilla was there to lead him forward when he could not force his feet to take the steps on their own toward the fire. She took his hand firmly, then led him to the fireside where the May Queen stood in all her solar glory.

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