I had been with my ex for 5 years when it all went downhill. He said he still loved me but that he just didn't find me attractive anymore. This crushed me. I'm only 28 but if guys are already turned off by me, what chance did I have to find anyone else?
I moved out and rented a small flat. After much moping around, my friends convinced me that I needed to get dolled up and go on a much needed girls night out in town with them. I agreed. I was desperate for a night of good sex, I had been really horny for weeks now. I also wanted to prove I still had it when it came to getting a guy.
I dressed in a very sexy short skirt, a low cut black bodice top and a new bra and matching knickers. I felt sexy as hell.
After a few drinks in some of the towns quieter bars, I insisted we went to a more rowdy pub that I knew had more of a reputation of a meat market than the more sophisticated wine bar we usually went to.
Even though I was putting on a brave face, I was desperate to prove that I could still pull a half decent looking guy and not any pissed lout.
I spotted a group of men by the bar and one was definitely what I was looking for. He looked like a rugby player. Big shoulders and thighs and rugged looks. He was dressed in jeans and a fitted t shirt.
He looked over at me and flashed a smile. Mmmm...what I would give to get fucked by him tonight... I was getting wet at the thought of it. Imagining his fingers touching me. Mmm his hot mouth on my body...
I got a mirror out of my bag to make sure my make up was still in all the right places. I looked up, it looked like he was going to head over to me.
Just then a fight broke out at the bar and bouncers rushed in. The police arrived shortly after too. There was glass everywhere plus odd pools of blood and beer. The police herded most of the guys outside including my rugby player. Oh well, so much for that.
A policeman came round to ask if we had seen anything. The bar it seems didn't have any cameras and none of the bar staff saw anything. I told him that I didn't see what happened but that he had ruined my night by taking all the good looking guys away. My friends thought it was time we called it a night now before he hauled me off too. We finished our drinks and called for a taxi. Once outside my rugbyplayer guy was nowhere to be seen.
After dropping the others off I was the last left in the taxi. As it neared my house I dug around in my handbag for all the money the other girls had given me towards the fare. Damn. I couldn't find it all. I turned my bag upside down on the seat. The driver seemed keen to wait, staring at me in the back from the rear view mirror. He was 50 odd and pleased with his choice of profession, picking up scantily clad girls on the weekend. I wondered what I would have to do if I couldn't find all the money. Ergh.
At last I found it all and handed it over, much to his amusement. I looked down to follow his line of gaze to see my breasts almost bursting over my bra. Damn. Oh well at least someone saw my sexy new bar.
I quickly stumbled out of the taxi almost landing on my face but trying to keep what little dignity I had left. He drove past at speed, no doubt to pick up his next drunk girl incapable of keeping her breasts in her bra.
I reached in my bag for my keys. I had to stand still to have a good dig around in it as my tiny bag obviously had a secret compartment that money and keys seemed to disappear into. But it was no good, they were gone. Shit. It must have been when I turned everything upside down looking for the money in the taxi.
I had no option but to walk back to town. It was a least a 20 min walk. I had given my mobile to one of my friends to call the taxi and she never gave it back. Shit shit. At least it was a clear night. I was then glad that I had opted to move back to my home town when I split with my ex. Rent had shot up but it was still a safe place to live.
I headed back at a slow walk. Thinking about my ex, how I hadn't noticed things were starting to fall apart. I thought his sex drive was just calming down with us getting older. We used to do it into the next morning some nights. But lately he barely bothered to finish me off. I realised we hadn't had sex for a least a month. When I came to think about it, when we did do it, it was more of a chore than a good time anyway.
I thought back to the rugby player at the bar. I wondered if he went there regularly. And how would I convince my friends to go back there again another night...
I was busy in my thoughts and suddenly noticed a car pull alongside me. I started to panic. I didn't recognise where I was. I was so lost in my thoughts, I had become lost myself. Shit. I kept walking and didn't look down at the car. I wanted to appear in control of myself. I knew I was a bit tipsy still, but he didn't.
'Hey,' he said.
For a brief moment I thought it might be the taxi with my keys! I stopped and looked down at him in the car. Fuck, it wasn't the taxi.
'What do want? I'm not a hooker!' I blurted.
'I know you aren't a hooker,' He laughed 'I saw you walking on your own and just wanted to check if you were ok. It's late and I don't think it's very safe for a young woman to be walking around on her own,' he smiled.
'Well I don't know why you think you would be able to protect me any better than I can myself!' I was happy with my comeback. Not bad considering how much I had drunk earlier, it must be wearing off.
Then it hit me. It was my rugby player from the bar! God he was even better looking up close. A wave went through my stomach and the muscles in my pussy involuntarily tightened and relaxed. I flushed. I didn't even know this guy and my body already wanted his cock inside me. He had such a sexy voice and laugh. I though about hearing his voice whisper in my ear. A wave went through me and my pussy clenched again.
'So why are you out here this late? You aren't walking home are you? Not on your own?' he asked.
I was embarrassed, I felt like a kid making excuses.
'I left my house key in the taxi and my phone with a friend, so I was walking back to the taxi office to get my key.' I felt tired now and it probably showed too.
'Why don't you let me drive you to the taxi office? It's safer then walking around on your own and its warmer in here too.' He looked concerned.
I hadn't realised how cold it had become. I looked down the raod, the town seemed further away then I remembered. I looked back at him. God he was sexy. He smiled at me looking innocent. I decided to throw caution to the wind, maybe it was the drink. I walked round to the passenger side, but he had already jumped out of his side and had put a jacket around me. I looked down and noticed my cleavage was almost on full show again. Shit.
'I'm not that bad! I don't need help getting into a car!' I protested.
He just smiled, he was enjoying this!! Let him have his fun I thought.
I wished we could have more time together than the drive to town. I thought of an excuse to invite him in when I had my key back. I sat back into his leather jacket around my shoulders. His aftershave filled the air in the car and it seemed like it filled my head when I inhaled. I looked over at him. His strong hands on the steering wheel. The muscles on him were unbelievable. His t-shirt clung to him showing them off perfectly. His jeans were tight too, especially around his crotch. Mmm.... tight enough for me to see the outline of his cock....?? I stared down at it, trying to see...
He shifted and tried to adjust his jeans. Oh God, how embarrassing!! I turned away and looked out of my window.
I suppose I could just invite him in for a coffee to say thanks for driving me to the taxi office. I got butterflies in my stomach thinking about having him in my flat. Telling him he could spend the night as it was too late to drive back to where ever he lived. The wave went through my stomach and the muscles in my pussy involuntarily clenched again. Then an excuse for him to stand close to me and touch me with those hands....
'Ok, I'll go check if they were handed in,' he said.
I came out of my daydream. I looked blankly at him.
'What?,' but he was already out of the car. He was only in there for seconds then back in the car.
'They haven't had any handed in.' He turned to face me.
'Damn!' I said, I must have looked so disappointed. I wouldn't have him in my bed now. I was already very wet from my thoughts on what I would have done to him and what he would have done to me. What now??