A beautiful afternoon and I am headed to the beach to meet some friends. I am late and have missed the picnic dinner, but I am not too worried. My goal is to unwind, and enjoy a glass of wine, or three! The stress of the week is taking its toll and I need to unleash some tension. I have some ideas on how to do this, but have to push those thoughts away as this is not the right crowd, nor would I be behaving the way I am supposed to.
I greet my friends and we enjoy a few hours of catching up, some good laughs and plenty of unwinding.
You and I saw each other earlier this week and had plenty of time to catch up, but for some reason today, I am drawn to you and am seeing you through different eyes. Throughout the conversations and the flow of the evening I can't help but watch you out of the corner of my eye.
I am not sure where this is coming from or how to read into it, but the bottom line is I am feeling aroused as I watch you mingle and have a good time.
As I chat with others about the last movie they saw and plans for the rest of the summer, my mind is on you. I start daydreaming and find myself wondering what your skin feels like, how you would kiss, how does your neck smell. I am watching your hands and wondering how strong they are, what would they feel like, caressing my cheeks, my neck, my breasts. These thoughts catch me by surprise and now matter how hard I try to suppress them, and distract myself, the questions creep back up and I am conscious that I am beginning to feel a little damp between my legs.
The evening progresses and I try hard to focus on others. As people start to pack up their things to head home, I am finishing my third glass of wine. You and I are at the picnic table chatting about camping adventures, you pour me another glass and open a beer for yourself. We will be here for awhile longer as neither of us can drive home yet. Leaving is far from what I want to do anyway.
As the sun slowly starts to make its way down, our group dwindles as others head home. I leave you chatting with two remaining friends and head for the restroom. Before I leave the bathroom I remove my panties and glance briefly in the mirror, complimenting myself on the choice of outfit, I am wearing a long breezy sundress dress, perfect for the experience I have fantasized about many times in the past. Now today, you are the object of my imagination.
I head back to the table feeling somewhat flushed and I can't tell if it is the wine or my forbidden daydream that has brought so much colour to my cheeks! The three of you are admiring the beach, watching the sun hover on the horizon, commenting on how lucky we are to live so close to such paradise. I couldn't agree more and say so as I work my way back into the conversation. Keeping a smile hidden, thinking that, my paradise involves this beach, this view and feelings of bliss! No one knows that of course, and I feel a pang of disappointment that I may never get to play out my fantasy. Well, who really does anyways, right? That is why it's called a fantasy.
The last of the group start to say their goodbyes and gather their belongings. We all make a plan and confirm that the group should do this at least once again before the summer is done. They say goodbye and leave us at the table to enjoy our drinks and the beautiful sunset that is filling up the sky. You stand and suggest we dip our toes in the water while we admire the colorful display. We have done this dozens of times before, just hanging out enjoying the beach, yet today I can't shake my thoughts of desire. I wonder if it is the wine. I feel embarrassed and worried about jeopardizing our friendship. So I make a silent vow to simply enjoy the view and the beautiful evening. I grab my picnic blanket and we both head down to the waters edge.
I put the blanket down on the sand, close to a nice big log. I slip off my sandals and sit on the log with my feet on the blanket to finish my wine. You start to head down to the water and I say I'll join you in a minute. I need a minute to refocus and repress my imagination, I lower myself to the blanket and make myself comfortable.
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I am leaning up against the log watching you walk towards the water. Your shorts hug your hips just the right way. Your butt looks perfect and I find myself wondering what it would be like to run my hands down your back and further. I quickly push that thought out of my head. What am I doing? We are friends. Still, it feels nice to wonder and I am now even damper, which excites me.
I try and concentrate on other things and yet, I keep glancing towards the water where you are standing. I feel a tingling sensation all over. I watch and enjoy a warmth from within, fantasizing about the possibilities. I allow myself another moment and admire your hands again, longing to feel them caress my breasts and trace the outer lips of my soft wet pussy.
I need to slow down, to stop this torture. We are friends and an affair can't be kept secret forever. Or can it?
You start to make your way back up to the towels and I can tell you are not wearing any underwear. Are you well groomed? Smooth balls? Trimmed? By the time you are back at our spot I know I have a mischievous glint in my eyes and I am wishing I had some sunglasses. When you are standing near me, all I want to do is to reach up, and run my hand up the leg of your shorts and feel you.
What would you do?
Would you push me away?
Would you stay still and look uncomfortable?