Bad Girl
Sometimes a good wife needs to be a bad girl. I makes her feel desired by others. After many years of marriage when the husband thinks he needs to have other experiences. Why does he never think that the dutiful wife feels the same. He believes that because she is his wife that she should be thankful he still come home to her. After all his dalliances are just a way for him to feel that women find him attractive. He believes his wife is his personal concubine that no other may look at let alone touch. After all he works hard to provide for the family. He deserves his relaxation as he see fit. He believes that his concubine should worship at his feet.
Grate Grandmother was raised to believe that. She taught grandmother. Grandmother taught Mother. But men who cheat on their wives forget that the woman he is using just might be married herself. If the woman is not some 20 something bimbo. If she is in her 30's she most likely has a man at home. But he does not care to find out. He might know she has but his little head is leading him on. That is why when a woman does the same thing she is the slut. He is just being a man deserving of his reward.
BULLSHIT. We women have the same needs as men. We need to have someone penetrate us during sex. Sex is a biological function that is also intertwined with an emotional experience. We women want to have the emotional need met. That is why when we are younger and newly married. We drop our panties for our husband. Because we are still riding the emotional high of a new love experience. When after a few years pass he can not keep awake after is five minutes of sex. We need to take maters into our own fingers.
That gets old quickly. Some of us turn to our girlfriends for the emotional experience we miss. Lesbianism is more an emotional intercourse. The kissing, hugging, the gentle touching. The soft caresses. Even the smells of our woman lovers excites our senses and emotions. We allow ourselves to experience the thrill we receive from our mutual emotional entanglements.
My mother told me what her mother told her about the duty of a wife. Then she said with the advent of the PILL she burned her bra and took off her apron. When father started his "secret" adventures. She found some for herself. First with a girlfriend she still has a few special girlfriends. She said once she found how enjoyable lesbian sex can be. She will keep the spark alive.
Then a boytoy from the local college. What he lacked in skill he made up with being ready and willing many times the same night. She enjoyed being the one to hone his skills for him. Then a married man who was cheating on his wife with her under him. She wanted the older man's experiences with women. He might not be able to please her more than twice a night. But he had the understanding of the afterglow by just holding her for a while.
Now it is my turn. My husband of 17 years is starting his "poker nights" or "bowling nights" or the "late night at the office". He should take time to shower before he comes to me in bed. I don't wear that perfume or use the shade of lipstick I have found on his underpants. I remember what my mother told me. I keep my PILL prescription current. I did not burn my bra. But they are sexier with matching panties when I wear them.
I keep my pubic area and lower shaped trimmed and shaved. He thinks it is for him. But my special girlfriend made the suggestion. She did not like a hairy lover. I find men and women like some pubic hair. The women like to pull and play with it as she licks my smooth lips. The men thing some pubic hair showing is a sign that the woman under him is legal age. I like it because it helps me to keep clean.
The kids are away at school. My husband is out, he has a poker game or is it a poke her game. Tonight I soaked in the bath and shaved and trimmed extra close. My panties and bra are extra sexy. I have a new LBD that shows my upper curves nicely. With a flowing mid-thigh skirt. My hair is up but I plan to release it when the time is right. Men like that effect. My makeup is sexy but not slutty. No stockings. My five inch heels round out my outfit. My black clutch purse and I am ready.
I double check my purse. Wallet with $250.00 cash. Two credit cards, (mine not the joint account). My driver licenses. My cell phone. A hankey. Breth mints. Keys. Compact. Lipstick. Perfume. Hand sanitizer. Six condoms. Lube. 2 Pantyliner. No tampon I just finished my period. I replaced my wedding ring with a ruby ring that match my earrings and bracelet.
I spray extra perfume and out the door. I had a car service take me to the hotel. In the bar I have just ordered a white wine. I am sitting on a high stool. My skirt has moved up showing a lot of leg. A well dressed man sits next to me. He is my age maybe five years older. 6' 3" 200 pounds. Brown eyes. brown hair with just a touch of gray at the temples. Nice build. Compared to my 5' 3" 125 pounds. 37C breast. 25 waist. 36 hips. Long brown hair over the shoulders when down. Gray eyes. I think we make a good match. He starts the conversation. His voice is low and sexy, my panties are damp just hearing him talk.
He asked me if I am here on vacation. I say no. I live in town. I say that this hotel has a good bar for locals and the restaurant is one of the best in the state. I sip my wine. He says he is here for two more weeks attend a training class for his company. He asked if he could buy me dinner. We finish our drinks. He has his hand on my lower back as we walk over to the restaurant. His touch is warm.
My panties are warm. My nipple poke thru the top of my dress just visible. He hold my chair. His hand slides over the back of my neck as he moves to his chair. He sits next to me not across. His knees touch mine under the table. We order dinner. I have tequila sunrise. He has a rum and coke. We chat as we eat. My hand accidentally touches his leg when I put a napkin on my lap.
After my second sunrise. He put his hand on mine. He asked me how long I have been married. I smile this guy is a player. He tells me he understands that a woman has needs. I woman as pretty as I am does not come to a hotel in my home town. Either my husband is a jerk or he is cheating on me. Witch is the same thing. He lifts my hand and shows me that my ring is not the same size and the wedding set. He kisses my hand.