April did come home the next day, and her first order of business was to try to get back on track as far as her classes were concerned. She had been released that morning—and she actually attended one class in the afternoon.
I'm fine,
she struggled to convince herself.
Just fine. Melody doesn't know what she's talking about.
But when she came home to her rooming house after class, she saw both Melody and Rohit there, making dinner for the three of them.
"Hi, April," Rohit said hesitantly, looking her over as if to make sure she was in one piece.
"Hi, Rohit," April said. She had gotten so used to Melody going to his place that she hadn't seen him for weeks.
Rohit took a little break from chopping up some vegetables, walked stiffly over to April, and gave her a brotherly hug.
April clung to him, holding on to him even after he seemed to want to end the embrace. So he held on tight a little longer. He also gave her a little kiss on her cheek.
"You sit down," Melody said, preparing some pork chops. "We'll have dinner ready for you in a flash."
April magnanimously let the couple treat her like a visiting dignitary. When the meal was served, she found she was ravenous (
God, the food at the hospital is crap!
), and she dug in with gusto.
Instead of studying, they insisted on watching a light comedy on DVD, and they all laughed heartily at the inane and labored humor it featured.
It was only ten p.m., but April yawned exaggeratedly and said, "I'm pooped. Guess I'll go to sleep."
Melody and Rohit watched her saunter off to her room, where she closed the door but (as was usual) didn't lock it.
"You think she'll be all right?" Rohit said.
"I don't know. I really think she's in a bad way—and it's worse because she can't admit it to herself."
"I've always thought she's pretty strong," Rohit said, expressing more of a wish than a fact. "She'll come out of it."
"She's not as strong as you think," Melody said. "A lot of that brash exterior is an act."
The couple got a sense of that when, after they'd gone to bed themselves in Melody's room, they heard some telltale sounds coming from April's room.
"Omigod," Melody said when she heard the sounds.
"What? What?" Rohit said, alarmed. "What
is
that?"
"What do you think, you silly man? She's crying."
"Crying? Why?" he said, as if a woman crying was some kind of contravention of natural law.
"All kinds of reasons."
"You mean . . . from what happened at the frat house?"
"That's just a symptom. There's a lot more to it than that."
"What do you mean?"
"Oh, Rohit, you can't be so blind."
He took exception to that remark. In the months he'd been with Melody, he felt he'd learned a lot about women—and about himself.
"Should we do something?"
"Yeah, we should do something," Melody said acidly. "Or rather,
you
should do something."
"
Me?
Why me?"
"Rohit," Melody said as if speaking to a dim-witted child, "April's one of these women who look to men for sympathy and affection. She doesn't get it from women. She—"
"So what do you want me to do?" he said in increasing alarm.
"Go over there—comfort her," Melody said, as if stating the obvious.
"Right now? Like this?" He was referring to the fact that he was dressed in his usual nightwear—nothing but a pair of briefs.
"Yeah, right now, and like that."
"Oh, Melody—"
"Look, she really likes you and admires you. If anyone can help her right now, you can. Anyway, it's nothing she hasn't seen before!"
"But—"
"Rohit,
go.
Right now. Do it for her. You have to help her."
"But what if she doesn't want me?"
"She will. Trust me. I know her."
With extreme reluctance, Rohit slipped out of bed. For a moment he contemplated putting on a light robe, but then shrugged in defeat and headed out the door.
There were in fact other people in the rooming house, in the upstairs bedrooms, but the main floor was now vacant. Even so, Rohit dashed from Melody's room to April's on tiptoes. Poking his head into the room, he said:
"April, are you okay? Can I help?"
When she saw him, April—whose back had been turned to the door—rolled around on the bed and held out her arms like a little girl wanting her daddy. Her face was bathed with tears, and she was still sobbing.
He slipped into the room, closed the door, and approached the bed. As he stood irresolute, April said in the most plaintive possible voice: "Please . . ." And she held her arms up to him.
Okay, I guess she wants me.
He climbed into the bed, and at once April covered his body with her own, throwing her arms around his neck and resting her head on his hairless chest. To his dismay, she began wailing even louder than before, and he wondered if his presence was actually making things worse. But as he held her gently, his arms encircling her waist, he sensed that she needed some kind of outlet for her pain and misery, and he would have to serve that purpose for the time being.
She cried and cried and cried, and Rohit himself shed a few tears in sympathy. In some ways it was the most awful thing he had ever experienced in his short life—a young woman whose heart was breaking for reasons not entirely clear to him, her tears coating his chest as he held her, seemingly impotent to stem the tide of her sorrow. But gradually, after many minutes, she fell silent—or at least lapsed into a kind of intermittent whimpering mixed, strangely, with little kisses she was plastering on his pectorals.
"You okay now?" he said naively.
She looked up at him, her face still a mask of sorrow. "I'm better, thanks to you."
What on earth did I do?
he thought. "Do you want to go to sleep now?" He was making efforts to pry himself loose from him.
"No!"
she exclaimed. "Hold me some more."
And she clung tighter to him, making it clear he was supposed to hold her tight as well.
Her body was fully draped over him, and he couldn't help but feel her heavy breasts pressed against his chest through the thin fabric of her nightgown. More awkwardly still, his member was gradually but systematically hardening, and he had to fight the urge to slip a hand down to her bottom, as he had done so many times with Melody when she was in the same position. But the idea of taking advantage of this poor girl in the height of her melancholy filled him with self-loathing.
He wondered if April, with all her experience with men, could really have failed to notice what was happening to his groin. But she seemed to be paying no interest to the rod that was nudging her in her belly; at times she even bucked her hips gently, making his member stiffer yet.
At one point she lifted up her tear-streaked face and gazed at him intensely. Holding his head between her hands, she fastened a kiss on his mouth that seemed to last an eternity.
He knew he should break away, but he couldn't—not only because it would hurt her and negate all the good (whatever that might have been) he had done in comforting her, but because he found the taste of her lips, the feel of her body, and the heady scent it was giving off so intoxicating that he wished the kiss could go on forever.
When, finally, April pulled her face away, she gave him a broken smile.
"You're so sweet, Rohit—so sweet. A good guy in every way."
The heartfelt compliment so affected him that two large tears were squeezed from his eyes.
April's smile broadened as she saw how moved he was. She gently brushed those tears away with her hand—and then kissed him again. This kiss too lasted many, many moments.
After that, she nestled herself back on his chest, making it plain that she expected him to continue holding her. And that's how they fell asleep.
And that's also how Melody found them the next morning as she opened the door to April's room and stuck her head inside. A curious flurry of emotions came over her—a thrill of joy that Rohit had done his work of providing sympathy to April so well, but also a tinge of jealousy that
she
had never fallen asleep in Rohit's arms. But April was the focal point of her attention: she was the one whom Melody wanted to make whole again after that horrible experience at the frat house. It didn't matter that April professed to enjoy the experience: clearly it was a traumatic event for her, one that signaled far greater emotional disturbance than she was letting on.
Melody, after watching the couple for several moments, finally said in a soft voice, "Hey, guys, better get up. We have to get to class."
Rohit's eyes popped open, and he became alarmed when he saw Melody staring at him. It was as if he wished April could somehow disappear from her position on top of him. April opened her eyes groggily and gave Melody a faint, sleepy smile.
"Do I really have to get up? I'm so comfortable here."