"Okay," she said.
"Maybe Thursday," April went on. That was three days from now.
"Fine. But, um, it'll have to be at your house."
"I know that."
"And I can't spend the night." The idea of spending the night with Kumar was so overwhelming that she could hardly articulate it. "My parents would kill me! So I have to be back home by, say, ten."
"Why don't you come over for dinner? Then afterward, you two canâyou know, do whatever."
Melody smiled bravely through her tears. "That would be fabulous." Then she hugged April tightly again. "Oh, April, you're the best friend a girl ever had!"
"You're a good friend too, Melody."
And as they were parting, Melody added: "And thank your mom for me."
*
Not surprisingly, Melody showed up early that Thursday evening, arriving well before dinner was scheduled for six o'clock. She seemed to be on tenterhooks, and Carolyn took pity on the poor girl by doling out a little white wine that she hoped would soothe her nerves. She fully agreed that young people shouldn't drink before the legal age of twenty-one, but exceptions had to be made in unusual circumstances.
Kumar had been working hard on somethingâno one was quite sure whatâupstairs, and when he came downstairs and ambled into the living room, looking a bit weary but with a soft smile on his face, Melody almost spilled her wine in her eagerness to jump up and greet him.
She went to him with that solemn expression that she had unwittingly perfected over yearsâApril had always chided her for taking everything too seriouslyâand let Kumar enfold her in his arms. He kissed the top of her head, but that didn't satisfy her, and she held up her face to him and let him know she wanted a proper kiss on the mouthâand she didn't care that April and Carolyn were watching her closely. Kumar obliged, putting a hand on her cheek while giving her a kiss that seemed to her to last an eternity.
"Hello, Melody," Kumar said with a kindly twinkle in his eye.
A breathy "hi" was all Melody could manage.
When they settled down to dinner, Melody did little but push the food around on her plate. Maybe Carolyn had erred in preparing something so heavy as pot roast, vegetables, and biscuits, but she knew that Kumar had worked pretty hard all afternoon and would need some sustenance. She gently rebuffed Melody's plea for a glass of red wine: she didn't want the poor girl to fall asleep just when her big momentâgetting Kumar all to herselfâwas approaching!
As Carolyn looked at the slender young woman (who in olden days would have been called "a little slip of a girl"), she pondered on whether Kumar was in fact right that losing one's virginity was more significant to women than to men. She tried to cast her mind back to when she was Melody's age. She had gone through a series of crushes on boys in high school and maybe even in her early college years; but she sensed that what Melody felt for Kumar was far above and beyond something so frivolous as that, and she herself couldn't recall experiencing any such thing. She'd certainly not had any major crush on the boy who had so clumsily deflowered her: probably she had just reached the stage where she felt that her virginity was getting to be a nuisance and a bore, and she picked a guy almost at random to relieve her of it.
When the main part of the meal was over, Melody took only a few sips of her coffee and spurned Carolyn's apple pie altogether. When Kumar, picking up on signals from his imminent bedmate, did the same, Carolyn threw in the towel and, with her patented smirk, said:
"Okay, you two, you're excused. Melody, don't be too late: better head home by ten."
Kumar didn't appreciate being treated as some kind of adolescent being ordered around by his mother. As he got up from the table, he whispered to Carolyn:
"Can we use your bed?"
"Sure," she said. "Lots of room there."
Melody had already flitted up the stairs, and Kumar had to direct her to the master bedroom as the place where the next stage of the proceedings was to happen. She dashed into the room as if escaping a pursuing ghost. Kumar walked in more sedately and gently closed the door behind him.
Now that Melody was finally faced with the consummation of her heart's desire, she suddenly seemed to get cold feet. Kumar saw her give a kind of awed and alarmed look at the big bed, which took up most of the space in the room. As he calmly began disrobing, Melody stood frozen in place.
"Are you going to undress?" Kumar said, then added with a smile: "Or do you want me to do it for you?"
Melody laughed nervously and shook her head. By this time, Kumar had already stripped down to his underwear; and as he peeled his briefs off, exhibiting a fairly substantial erection, she rushed to get rid of her own remaining clothes.
She had long had an inferiority complex about her body, not realizing how appealing her girlish figure was to a great many men. Her breasts in particularâwhich seemed like little peaches stuck to her chest, with a broad, flat gap betweenâwere a source of mortification to her; and now that she had seen such amply supplied females as April and Lindsey (with Maryann not far behind), she wished there were some way to have a complete bodily makeover.
But Kumar's sincere admiration for her physiqueâto say nothing of her other qualitiesâwas immensely reassuring. As he again enfolded her in his arms, the contact of their naked bodies was a sure-fire stimulus to both of them; and as he stroked her back, bottom, thighsâand, yes, those breasts, which he found inexpressibly fascinating if only because he had not seen any like them beforeâshe felt a surge in her self-confidence. And while she hated the common practice of judging females purely on their appearance, she sensed that pride in her body could easily translate to pride in her less tangible assets.
She gave Kumar a solemn, almost frightened look as she stiffly walked toward him and then fell to her knees in front of him.
"Melody," Kumar chided, "you don't have to do it that way." He recalled that he had said almost exactly the same thing to April on a similar occasion.
"I don't mind," she said absently, and put his cock in her mouth.
She was too embarrassed to say that she liked this position because it allowed her to fix her hands on Kumar's muscular bottom. There seemed to be a kind of dimple on the side of each cheek that she found incredibly erotic, and she also delighted in the firmness of the whole area, tempered as it was with utterly soft, baby-like skin covering it. And she decided to try, purely for her own interest, seeing how much of his cock she could get into her mouth: she had set herself the absurd goal of trying to touch his pubic area with her nose if at all possible. But it proved impossible; when she got about two-thirds of his member into her mouth, a gag reflex came over her and she was forced to pull back abruptly. But she was now fixated on the saliva that liberally coated his organ, and the mere sight of it made her get suddenly wet.
After a few minutes Kumar pulled her up and almost carried her to the bed. With her slight build and their substantial difference in age, she already feltâtry as she might to dismiss itâthat he was a quasi-father to her, and she didn't mind him treating her almost like a daughter (
but what father would be carrying a naked daughter to bed while being naked himself?
). He placed her gently on the bed after pulling back the covers, and then he slipped in next to her.
At first he just held her, glorying in her warmth, softness, and the feel of her breasts, belly, and tuft of pubic hair against his body. After giving her bottom a squeeze, he urged her to lie on her back while he rained kisses down on her face, neck, breasts, and stomach, leaving a trail of his own saliva on her. And when he reached her delta, he pushed her legs open and, taking in the fragrant aromaâso similar to, and yet different from, that of April and Carolynâhe buried his face in her sex and began licking.
To Melody, it was an awesome moment. Watching him service herâand only her, not a gaggle of other females nearbyâshe felt a connection to him that she felt nothing could sever. The physical sensations, while ecstatic enough, paled in comparison to the spiritual unity that was being established by this actâan act that stressed Kumar's humility in nurturing her pleasure before he took his own.
The climax that came over Melody happened almost before she knew it, and it caused her vision to blur and a spell of dizziness to come over her. But it was such an ineffably mild orgasm that she couldn't tell when it actually started, and it seemed to go on indefinitely as he continued to lick and suck at her sex, drinking in the fluids oozing out of her.
At last she had to push his head away, unable to endure so much pleasure. He considerately gave her time to recover before sliding up her body and positioning himself to mount her. When he did so, Melody realized that yet another level of intimacy had been reached, and with wide-open eyes she gazed up at him as he entered her and gently pumped her while giving her a tender glance that bespoke the love and devotion he already felt for her.
She still felt a little pain, but that was something she felt was a necessary part of her maturation as a woman. The sensation of being filled to capacity, almost as if his entire body had somehow gone into her, was both ecstatic and reassuring: it made her feel immense pride in her femininity, a realization that she had ignited a man's desire to its fullest extent. Even though Kumar was bigger, stronger, and older than she was, and even though she was in a superficially subordinate position on her back, with this big, heavy man on top of her, she dimly sensed that she was really in charge. He was really submissive to her, since he had such a desperate thirst for access to her sex that he would have done anything to get it. And when he sent his seed forcefully into her, she accepted it graciously as the fitting tribute to her desirability.
He collapsed on top of her, and she clung to him, wishing to keep him in her as long as possible and relishing his weight as his orgasm dissipated. She hadn't come, but the feeling of triumph at bringing out his climax was more than enough pleasure for her.
He grudgingly pulled out, and she caught a glimpse of his slick, softening member as he flopped over to the other side of the bed. She thought she detected a few red drops there, and she quickly seized some Kleenex to wipe them away.
They cuddled for some time, and as she rested her body against his, gently stroking his face, his chest, his flat, hard stomach, and then his groin, where his cock was growing again in preparation for a second round, she looked him straight in the face and said:
"I want you to go into my bottom."
A cloud of uncertainty came over Kumar's face.
"Oh, Melody, darling, I don't know if we should do that."
She felt a keen stab of disappointment. "Why not?" she cried, cursing herself for sounding like a disappointed toddler.
"I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't hurt me."
"I did the first time, at the party."