Me: Please tell me Guru-ji, what is bothering you?
Uday: Actually Madam...
Guru-ji: I think we should not hide it from Anita. Beti, last to last year there was a mishap during a Maha-yagya in the ashram. Actually it was during this very Ashram Parikrama.
Me: What was that?
Guru-ji: That lady was from New Delhi and she was very bold. Her name was Bindiya. That night though was sparklingly moonlit, I advised her to take one of my disciples along with her, but she was unwilling and told that she could manage alone.
Guru-ji paused and I was looking keenly at his face to learn more about what happened.
Guru-ji: You know these villages are not very safe especially for women. Unfortunately, when she went past the door of the ashram to the backside, two rowdy drunk villagers caught sight of her and attacked her. Bindiya was also dressed like you and those drunkards probably got more attracted seeing her like that.
Me: O! My god!
Guru-ji: Yes, it was truly torrid experience for Bindiya, more so being from the city. And we also realized it rather late when she was not returning after completing the parikrama.
Me: Was she... I mean?
I could not express my concern and anxiety in front of three males, as I wanted to ask if she was raped or not.
Guru-ji: Bindiya was fortunate as we reached in the nick of time.
I was eager to know in what state did they found her, but could not ask that shamelessly. Although Guru-ji quenched my thirst, but describing in a bit too much detail, which in fact made me uncomfortable to a certain extent in front of those males.
Guru-ji: When we reached there, those two scoundrels had floored Bindiya on grass and both were trying to ride on her. Just imagine!
What would I imagine? Two guys on top of a woman -- that's what Guru-ji was asking me to think! Guru-ji looked at my face. Uday and Sanjeev were also looking at me. I avoided the eye contact.
Guru-ji: You know Anita, Bindiya was not as pretty as you that people will get attracted to her... Poor lass! It was a very frustrating status for her and I felt so bad especially because she was under my supervision.
Guru-ji paused and it appeared he truly felt pain for the incident.
Guru-ji: I never thought this could happen to any of my disciples. You know, as we arrived at the scene, we immediately pulled off those men off Bindiya and found that she was lying on the grass half unconscious. She was probably hit by something on her head. Naturally, as you can also imagine, her upper portion was completely naked and her skirt was tattered. Fortunately before those rogues could reach their peak, we got there and saved her. She only had her panty on her body and believe me Anita, I was so very relieved seeing that.
What a way to get relieved I exclaimed within myself! I was as usual started breathing heavier exposing my deep cleavage more and more over my blouse.
Guru-ji: Luckily they did not get the time for a **** and we rescued Bindiya. As we brought her back to the ashram, she was still semi-conscious. She had deep scratches and bite marks on her boobs and face. She also got hurt on her buttocks, which I realized when I removed her panty; probably when she fell on the ground, her hips must have hit a pointed stone, etc. All in all, it was a pathetic scene.
I was somewhat shocked to hear Guru-ji removing the married lady's panty, but on second thoughts, after her molestation when these males reached there, they already saw her virtually naked lying on the ground. Hence I did not pay much heed to that.
Sanjeev: But Guru-ji, you should also appreciate that Bindiya Madam was bold enough to again undergo the Maha-yagya and she is today a proud mother.
Guru-ji: Yes, yes. That's true. Even after that molestation episode, she was courageous enough to continue.
Me: O-k-a-y.
Guru-ji: Now do you understand why I was hesitating?
Me: But then, what to do?
Uday: Guru-ji, I am good enough as Madam's security.
Guru-ji: Anita, do you agree?
Me: I have faith in him Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: Fine. Sanjeev, give her the thali. Anita, you carry that over your head and rest Uday will guide you. But most importantly, Anita, you cannot talk while you do the Ashram Parikrama; more precisely as you put your first step outside ashram. Okay?
I nodded.
Guru-ji: Second thing is as you offer flowers and small prayers to each of the four Linga replicas and each time you sprinkle this holy waters like this. And lastly you must complete the Ashram Parikrama within 1200 seconds.
I looked questionably as I was miserable in arithmetic.
Guru-ji: Meaning you need to get back within ashram premises within 20 minutes
Me: Okay Guru-ji.
I took the thali from Sanjeev. It was a big round plate full of flowers, kumkum, Ganges water, betel leaves, etc. I felt the thali was heavy too as it was made of brass. I took it over my head and followed Uday out of the room.
Guru-ji: Jai Linga Maharaj!
We all repeated that in chorus. As I stretched my arms above my head to hold the thali, my blouse started getting strained more against my big tight boobs. Actually I was having a very cumbersome feeling as my brassiere also slipped down a bit when I lifted my arms and now the bra stitches were pressing directly on my areolas very close to my nipples. I somehow managed to get out of Guru-ji's room with my nipples inside my bra already semi-erect.
Me: Uday, can you hold the thali for a moment?
I immediately told Uday as we were out of Guru-ji's room.
Uday: Sure Madam. Any problem?
Me: No, nothing.
I handed over the thali and turned away from him and quickly adjusted my blouse and bra and turned back to him.
Me: Thanks. I took the thali from him again and raised it over my head. My boob flesh was getting shamefully exposed each time I lifted my hands over my head, but the darkness of the night gave me some cover.
Uday had a lighted torch in his hand and he was going alongside me. Honestly I was feeling very comfortable with Uday. My crush was still living inside my mind and body. The pleasure I got from him on the moving boat -- I would never forget in my life. Though he did not fuck me that night, but I didn't know how I extracted more pleasure out of it!
Honestly there was no fear in me even after hearing the molestation story of Bindiya from Guru-ji. Today I was a bit reserved with Uday because I knew I had to successfully undergo the Maha-yagya, that's my greatest priority.
Uday: Madam, I did not get the opportunity to tell you Madam. You look ravishing in this dress.
We were still within the premises of the ashram, so I replied.
Me: Hmm. I know, but its very embarrassing to wear such small clothes at my age.
Uday: Age! What do you say Madam! You will surely get admission to any college -- you look so young!
Me: Uday, don't flatter me.
Uday: Kasam se! Madam. You do not know how sexy you are looking!
Me: Shut up!
Uday: Madam, if you don't mind, can I tell something?
Me: What?
Uday: Madam, you did not say anything to Sanjeev while he was giving you the secret mantra?
My heart missed a beat. Did Uday saw what Sanjeev was doing? But how could that be? He was in front of me. I immediately tried to prove my innocence in front of my 'lover'.
Me: What for? What did he do? He gave the mantra in my ear like you and Guru-ji!
Uday: Madam, don't tell a lie. I saw his hand position from where I was sitting. The opportunist!
I clearly smelt an odor of envy from Uday's voice and instigated him more.
Me: You held me by my waist and he held me by my hips. That's all.
I tried to keep my voice very casual and normal while saying it so that Uday becomes more envious.
Uday: Huh! Madam, you are innocent. You did not realize his moves.
Me: May be, but I did not feel anything unusual.
While conversing we reached the gate. The outside looked darker than within the ashram premises. It was around midnight. And now for the first time I felt a wave of unknown fear in me going out in this sexy dress.
Me: Uday, I am safe outside naa? I mean after hearing that case...