"Damn, I can't believe that I have to work late again tonight!"
Glancing at my watch, I see that the time is almost 9:00PM. For the third straight day this week, I have to work late. It's the last week of the month, and I have to meet my monthly sales quota. My wife understands the situation, but I can also tell that she is a bit annoyed.
Anyway, I can't help the fact that I have to work late. Sitting there at my desk, I lean back a little in my chair and rub my tired eyes and I let out a deep sigh. As my hands move away from my eyes, I suddenly look up and see you standing in my doorway smiling at me.
"Working late?" you say with a sweet smile.
A look of surprise crosses my face, and I say,
"Wow, I didn't even know anyone was still here!"
"Yes, I have been down the hall quietly catching up on some work" you reply.
"I was roaming the hallways to stretch my legs, and I saw that your light was still on in your office."
My look of surprise gives way to a smile. My eyes rake over your body, and my mind quickly reverts back to the hot sexual tryst we had in my office last month. That was the first time in 9 years that I ever had sex with anyone except my wife. Afterwards, I felt a little guilty, but I tried to reassure myself that it was a 1 time thing.
Seeing you in the hallways at the office, I would smile at you and say,"hi," but I also tried to push any sexual thoughts about you out of my mind.
"It was a 1 time thing and it's over," I would tell myself.
But, damn the sex we had was so good. I had not fucked like that in a long time, and deep down inside, I knew that I wanted you again. Thinking about our encounter now, I feel myself start to get hard.
"Are you sure that you're not an angel? You must be because I didn't hear your footsteps in the hallway." I say.
Pointing to your bare feet, you say, "A few hours ago, I ditched the pair of heels that I was wearing...they were killing my feet...that's probably why you didn't hear me in the hallway."
"By the way, I am an angel" you say with a playful smirk on your face.
Smiling back at you, I wave my hand towards the empty chair in front of my desk, and you pad in and sit down. Looking at you I see that you are wearing another smart looking blouse/skirt combination. Your long, black hair is pulled back and tied up in a professional way.
Looking into your gorgeous, brown eyes, I smile across at you.
"Do you know what I am thinking about?" I say with a devilish grin on my face.
"What?" you say with a quizzical expression on your face.
"I am thinking about us right here on this desk and in this chair last month."
A sexy, bashful smile breaks out across your face. Then, your expression turns a little more serious. Looking down at the floor, you say, "Can I ask you a question?"
"Sure, you can ask me anything." I reply.
"Why have you ignored me since then?" Your voice is quivering, and now, you are looking directly into my eyes. A look of incomprehension moves across my face.
"Ignored you? How have I ignored you?" Feeling my heart racing and my mouth going dry because I already knowing the answer.
"Well, when we pass each other in the hallway, you barely look at me, and you just say, 'hi' and keep going." "I mean, you told me that you thought of me all of the time, and that you dream about me, and then we had sex right here in your office." "After that a full month goes by and you barely want to talk to me or look at me."It just made me feel a little used." You are now softly crying. Evidently, you have been wanting to get this off of your chest for a while now.
Feeling terrible, I stand up and walk around to you, and I kneel down in front of you. Looking up at you as you sit in the chair I say,
"Sweetheart, I am so sorry. I know that I have treated you awful." I say softly to you. I pull my hankerchief from my pocket, and I softly dab your tears. "Well, if you knew, then, why did you act like such a jerk?" You ask through your tears. You take the hankerchief from me and use it yourself.
Taking your small hands in mine, I softly squeeze them. "I...I am so sorry that I made you feel this way. I have no excuses except to say that I guess that I felt a little guilty afterwards. Before last month, I never had sex with anyone other than my wife in the 9 years that we've been married. I never saw myself as someone who would cheat on his wife. I rationalized the situation by telling myself that having sex with you was a one-time thing."
"A one-time thing!?" you incredulously ask through your tears. "Are you saying that what happened between the 2 of us did not mean anything to you?"
"No...no...I am saying exactly the opposite, sweetheart."
You quizzically look at me.
"I am saying that having sex with you meant everything to me. For the last month, I've wanted you even more than I did before. However, I suppressed those feelings because I felt guilty. Then, I took the guilt out on you. And, I should not have acted that way, and I am sorry."
Your gorgeous brown eyes meet mine. They are red from your crying, and your face is a wreck. My hands bring your hands up to my lips, and I gently kiss both of your hands. Your face softens a bit, and you smile.
"I knew that you were going to be working late tonight, and I knew that you needed to make your quota. I have seen your light on when I left the office each day this week. I figured if I stayed tonight, then I might have a chance of talking to you alone. I had to get these feelings off of my chest or I was going to explode."