This would never have been written without the help, inspiration and love of my friend Cosmic Knight
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My name is Heaven, Heaven Gates, and yes, that is my true name, blame it on my parents, 60`s flower children.
I am 24, and I work for a law company downtown. There are 2 other lawyers there, besides me, Marti Beth Angel and Alan, who has the very strange and exotic surname of "Sinner."
Alan Sinner, mmmmmm, Oh how often I sigh at the very thought of that man.
The Company name is Angel & Sinner, and that raises some very funny responses when I answer the phone, and it gives me ideas that I should not really have.
On Friday if last week, I was asked to stay late, and help catch up on a big case that we have at the moment. Ms Angel had a dinner date, so we were left alone in the office for the evening. Alan suggested that we eat as we worked, and I called the local take out deli, ordering cheese sandwiches for us.
As we waited, we decided to sort the documents we required; into the order we would need them. As Alan took off his jacket and tie he said quietly " We may as well get comfortable Heaven, this could take all night."
I sat there frozen watching him, hearing him, my mind now in total shock. His eyes met mine "Is there something wrong Heaven, you look a little worried?" he asked. I could hardly raise my voice above a whisper, little did he know, how often I had lain in my bed, touching myself, dreaming of this very situation. And now, here he was, saying we might be alone together ALL night.
I just about managed to stammer out a very unconvincing "No Sir, everything is fine, truly."
Nervously I slipped off my short black jacket, my black dress was highlighting my long shapely legs. Smiling at him softly I tossed my hair to the side and slid off my shoes. Coyly adjusting my dress, I sat down and crossed my legs thighs which made the dress ride up my thighs.. Alan quietly cleared his throat, excitement I hoped, and continued talking about the case as he paced the floor. Without warning, suddenly, he was behind me. Placing his hands upon my shoulders, my body trembled with pleasure. "What are you doing Mr Sinner Sir," I asked, leaning over me he softly whispered.
" You seem so tense Heaven I was just trying too relax you." Relax me!! I had not been this aroused in years, I could hardly speak, but finally, managed to say, "I, umm, am just worried about the case."
"Are you sure that is all it is," he asked. "Yes Mr Sinner" I replied, as his hands slipped from my shoulders. Returning to to his desk, he sat upon the edge, and I lowered my eyes slightly.
He hesitated, before saying quietly " Heaven, your a woman of the world I hope, may I ask you a question?"
"Certainly Sir" I replied,
"O h Heaven, enough of this Sir business, please, call me Alan"
He continued.
"I want to ask you about Ms Angel, I am very attracted to her, in fact I like her a lot, but, she never seems to notice me at all. And I was wondering if you could give me some insight into what a woman looks for in our men."
It felt as if my world had just crumbled around me, he wanted her, not me. Softly I replied, " We women are all different Alan, looking for different qualities in a man.
" What do you look for in a man Heaven?"
Slowly, I lifted my gaze to his face.
"Well Alan, I suppose that really, I look for personality, wit, one who feels secure with himself and is unafraid of showing his feelings."
Allan smiled, and quietly asked "and have you found such a man yet Heaven?"
"Unfortunately not Alan, I still await my Knight in shining armour, to come riding in, and carry me off into the sunset."
He chuckled a little, and then a fairly serious look crossed his face "I must say that am surprised Heaven. I would expect someone as lovely as you to have many boyfriends.
I felt my face burning as I blushed uncontrollably. " Why thank you Alan, but I guess I am just to busy to date anyone right now."
Looking directly into my eyes he said "Well then Heaven this will be your date" his hand reached out towards me. I was stunned, had I hear him correctly? Did he say a date? He took hold of my hand gently, and lifted me from the chair, and I followed him, to the middle of the room. Leaving me there he moved to the radio over by the window turned it on, and searched for some music. Glancing at me, he whispered, "shall we dance" by now, I was quivering, Although I tried very hard not to show it, pulling me close to his body, he took me in his arms, and we began too sway to the beat of the music.
It felt so wonderful being in his arms, looking into his eyes; I was totally lost in him. He leaned closer then closer, I responded, my lips brushed his, and then, just as I was about to melt into his embrace, there was a knock on the door.
Somewhat shaken, Alan opened the door, we had both completely forgotten about the food we had ordered., Alan paid the delivery boy, and I quickly moved back too my chair.
We ate in complete silence, until Alan coughed quietly, and spoke to me.
" I am sorry Heaven" he said, looking at him I "Sorry for what?" His face reddened, "the kiss Heaven I am very sorry, I should not have done that"
Smiling as softly as I could, I said, "Now it wasn't really a kiss was it." He chuckled again, saying, "I guess not." I smiled again, but inside I was churning, cursing that damned delivery boy, why then, at that moment. All I could think of was what might have been. We resumed working on the documents; the radio was still playing quietly in the background.
Then it came on, my favourite song ever, "Your My Inspiration" Sighing to myself, I closed my eyes. Dancing with Alan, as this song was on, had always been one of my fantasies, my secret desires. "Is everything ok?" His voice bringing me back too reality.
"Oh, I am sorry Alan, it is just that I love this song, I lose myself in it whenever I hear it."
"Mine too" he said, once again taking my hand, and drawing me too him. This time, he held me tight, our bodies together swaying together to the music, almost grinding our hips together. My eyes were closed, as my heart pounded inside me, and I rested my head on his shoulder.
As the song slowly faded away, I lifted my head, and looked into his eyes, his hand brushing my hair away from my face, His finger tracing along my jaw, and under my chin. Gently, he lifted it our eyes now locked in anticipation. And finally, he kissed me, softly, tenderly, his mouth so warm on mine. My mind raced, as the passion of our kiss increased, I moaned quietly as I felt his tongue slowly parting my lips, I could not resist, and opened mine to accept him. His tongue crossed my lips, entering my mouth; I licked it, and slowly sucked him in.
As we embraced his hands caressed my back, then he slid them up and unzipped my dress.
"Heaven" He whispered, "I want you"
I couldn't speak, but I did not resist as he slipped the dress from my shoulders and let it fall. As I stood there, in my lacy bra and panties, he took a step backwards, looking me over. I watched his eyes; he seemed to be drinking me in.
Leaving me standing there he walked to his desk, and sat on its edge.
"Heaven" He said, "strip for me please." Without a second thought, I reach around to unhook my bra, never taking my eyes off his, and coyly covering my breasts with my arms, as they came free.