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This is a sequel, written at the request of a number of readers, of my story three years ago called BLUE CHRISTMAS. I'm glad some of you liked that. I hope you like this, and do not find it a bit 'twee'. Do you think that the holiday season has been getting to me?
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"Pete. It's too much."
"I can afford it."
"No, it's not that. Its just... There's no way that I... How can I repay you."
I had just taken Sal into one of the chain stores to get her a decent warm coat. It was the week between Christmas and the New Year. We were in amongst the sales crowds. I had told Sal to to choose a coat for herself, and she had done so, had seen the price, and then picked out the cheapest in the shop. I'd picked up the one she had chosen first.
"Sal, please don't make a scene. You agreed that you needed some new clothes, some warm clothes."
She sort of nodded, but held on to the cheaper coat. I slipped the warmer one over her shoulders. She squirmed out of it, threw the other over a rack, and ran from the shop. I thrust the coat into the hands of a passing sales assistant, picked up Sal's own old torn waterproof, and ran after her.
Waterproof? I remembered the first time I saw Sal, a few days earlier, as she shivered in the snow watching her bus disappear into the distance. (See my earlier narration:- Blue Christmas.) She had been wearing this coat, but her clothes underneath had still got soaked.
The street was packed. There were thousands of people, mostly women, rushing around trying to outdo each other in bargain hunting. A few men trailed after them carrying their spouse's purchases. I could not see Sal, but I heard a shout. People had collided, and carrier bags had burst. I walked towards the commotion, and she was there. She was weeping. I put her old coat round her and led her into a snack bar.
She cupped her hands around coffee and sobbed and sniffed. Two or three times she started to speak, but could not find the right words.
"I can't..."
"What will I do when..."
"Pete?..."
I sipped my coffee. Hers was just getting cold. She put a spoonful of sugar into it and stirred and stirred and stirred it.
She eventually picked it up and drained it in a couple of gulps.
She made to get up. I grabbed her wrists.
"Sit down, my love."
"Love?" She looked surprised. "You can't love me, Pete, I'm not the sort of girl who does love. I just do it for money."
It was my turn to look worried.
"So the last few days?" I asked, "You have been doing it for money?"
"Well no. I do like you. You're different. You're kind, and gentle and nice. You're different."
"So?"
"The future? In a few days we have to go back to work, you and me."
"Me, yes. After the New Year I'll go back. But you don't need to."
"But that's what I do. I'm a tart, a scrubber, a lady of the day and night."
"Do you want to do that?"
"Of course not. But it's what I do."
"You don't have to. Stay with me."
"But other people?"
"What do you mean,"
"Do you want your friends, your staff to know about me?" She paused. "To know what I am?"
"That is, what you were. You don't have to do that now. You're with me."
I paused. I thought about what I was saying.
"You can be with me if that's what you want."
"Yes, of course, but...? What if...?"
"I think I understand. You are scared about it going wrong."
"Yes. Thanks Pete."
"OK." I suggested. "Lets see how it works out. I enjoy your company. You seem to enjoy mine. No guarantees, no promises, and you let me have the fun of buying things for you."
"OK."
"Like that coat?
"OK."
It wasn't to be, though. By the time we got back to the store the coat she had initially chosen had gone. However we found another that I think suited her better. It had a big fake fur trimmed hood, and when she put the hood up her impish eyes were particularly seductive peering from its shade. She let me buy her some shoes and jeans and tops as well. She even asked me for some money so she could buy some other stuff as well.
We were both thoughtful as I drove back to my flat. As the lift carried us and our shopping up to my floor I asked her. "What would you really like to do with your life?"
"I don't know. I've never had a choice. I've never thought about it."
"What did you do at school?"
"Not a lot. Messed about, mostly."
"Was there anything you liked?"
"I quite liked maths. Only..."
"Only?"
"The maths teacher had wandering hands. He tried it on me and I complained, and so I got into trouble, and they kicked me out."
"Do you want to study again?"
"I've never thought about it."
By this time we were unloading the carrier bags, and she was hanging her new clothes in her room.
"What about computers?"
"What?"
"Did you do anything with computers at school."
"Na," she slurred, "Our school didn't have enough books. No chance of computers. The whole place was falling down. Anything good would have been knicked"
She had persuaded me to buy some things for myself, so I went to my room to put them away. I was just closing the cupboard doors when she came in. She was wearing the coat, with the hood up. Her feet and legs were bare.
I grinned. "What is it they say? Fur coat and no knickers?"
She laughed, and opened the coat to reveal new matching bra and panties.
"But if you prefer?"
I lunged towards her and put my arms round her under the coat. I hugged her.
"Thank you Pete ... But..."
"But?"
"Your hands are cold."
"That's why I put them under your coat. To warm them up."