It was late, and I knew you probably wouldn’t be waiting up for me this time. You had been working long days and our schedules were never really jiving. But by your nature, you were understanding and I always seemed to make it up to you just by being at your side. I love being at your side and it was the true reward of a long day – coming home to you, the one that I loved the most.
2:21 in the morning and I pull up the driveway – there was a chill in the air, I guess because of the nature of that hour. Even being that late I felt some energy pumping through the blood stream – maybe because I longed for a warm bed and now it was my turn, whatever the reason I stepped inside. The house was dark with only the outside door light illuminating the entrance. I was barely able to get the key into the lock while carrying a stack of papers under my right arm – the spiral spring binder was digging into my elbow and was a bit of a distraction. I entered and closed the door and set my things on the kitchen table being careful not to wake you.
Time was not to be wasted – it had been 32 hours since I slept, enough said. The shoes were the first to come of, right by the TV in the living room... you hated that I took them off there – but I always did it out of habit... I knew that I’d catch hell in the morning, but I really didn’t care just then... the carpet was only one month old... an off white thick shag that felt great against the feet... making fists with the big toe would relieve a bit of stress and loosen up the dogs from a long day. It was just a quick fix – and never really lasted for very long.
Entering the bedroom I saw it was dark and hoping not to startle I flipped the light switch to the attached bathroom. There was enough light to see my way around, you were sleeping of course. I was wearing a suit these days and preceded to undress my self in casual fashion, socks next to the hamper, pants and belt on the wall hook – coat to the hanger in the closet and shirt on the floor. My tie usually made it’s way to my coat pocket during the long ride home, I hated those damn things. I ran the shower and cleaned up for some sleep... hell I even shaved, because of a two day growth was bugging me...
I put on some boxers and opened the door from the bathroom to the bedroom and there you lay. The light shown on the bed and you looked so beautiful just lying there sleeping. You were on your back with your arm across your abdomen and head was turned away from me... all I could really see was the out line of your body through the sheets. It was two days since we were together and it was two days too long --- I said to my self, I’ve got to get some sleep... but at the same time you loved it when I woke you up in the middle of the night... what to do I thought... what to do...