Adam and Tammy

4/5: Dear diary; I am excited yet troubled at the same time. I never thought of myself as a woman who would succumb to adultery, but today I did...I allowed another man to kiss me today...a married man at that...and I kissed him back. We sexually kissed...with passion and desire. I feel so excited because I want to kiss Jason again...and troubled because I am afraid where this will lead.

Tammy reread her first entry in her diary, debating if she really wanted to give the diary to her husband, Adam. She started keeping the diary after many months of suggestive talks by Adam...about this very thing...meeting other men. The talks came about after Adam had forgotten to clear the screen on the desk top computer in the study. Although Tammy seldom used that particular computer, normally opting for her phone, she was having difficulty reading the small print on a site she was on looking for a new dress.

When the 5'7" 41 year old mother of two opened the computer she was stunned to find an article about married men who had desires for their wives to have sex with other men and then to tell their husbands the details after the sexual play had happened. Looking through the computer history, Tammy found numerous articles and porn videos that Adam viewed. When Tammy confronted Adam about the article, he had denied reading it, saying it must have been some kind of pop up.

"Come on Adam, I saw the history...they can't all be a pop up. You really want something like this to happen...for me to have sex with other men?"

"Your right...I read it...it's just a fantasy thing you know...not something I really want to happen."

The next few nights Tammy demanded that Adam sleep in the guest room. On the fourth night after she had calmed down a bit they sat and discussed things. Tammy had a ton of questions for him and she pretty much started with a one sided rapid fire statement type of conversation..."Aren't I good enough for you...do you want to sleep with other women...don't you love me anymore...how could you think I would do this?"

After a pause to catch her breath she started again, "Do you jerk off while you picture other men fucking me...or do you picture me on my knees sucking their cocks." Tammy couldn't quite believe the words that came out of her mouth.

After she finished blurting everything out, Adam said, "Look Tammy...maybe it would excite me...I don't know if my desire is real or just a fantasy. But, as you can see, there are lots of men who have either had this actually happen, or they fantasize about it."

Tammy ran her fingers through her shoulder length auburn hair as she considered his comments. "Why do you think anyone would be interested in me...I am middle aged,...there is nothing special about me what soever...I am what I would classify as conservative...I don't see it."

Adam looked at her and said, "Are you kidding Tammy, I mean you are so pretty...you've kept your shape really well...I mean after two kids, your stomach is as tight as it was pre childbirth...you have really nice breasts...and an ass that looks so nice that men can't keep their eyes off it."

"Your prejudiced," she exclaimed!

"Maybe you don't notice other men checking you out, but I sure do. And your concerns about being too conservative...well that just adds a little bit more taboo to it...I mean I am the only man you have ever been with...outside of a couple boyfriends you said never got past second base with you."

They talked for almost another hour...and perplexed as to why, Tammy felt somewhat horny with the thoughts of having sex with other men...and excited enough to have sex with Adam. At his request, she made up a scenario of giving her boss a blow job while Adam asked questions as he thrust his cock inside her. After that night, Adam would broach the subject every once in awhile while they were having sex...and often asked Tammy to role play as she had before.

Although Tammy has not told Adam, she has gone back through the computer history and reread many of the articles,...as well as viewed the videos. She wouldn't admit it out loud, but she becomes sexually stimulated from reading and viewing the adventures of the so called "hot wives"...to a point that she began to think of possibilities...often masturbating as she did.

Tammy's mind came back to the present and continued to read her next few entries.

4/9: Dear diary; Jason asked me to meet him downstairs in the storage room today...my heart began throbbing with eagerness when I said yes. I waited five excruciating minutes before I went to meet him. As soon as we were together, he took me in his strong arms and kissed me...I kissed him back with great enthusiasm. Jason sucked on my tongue, then I sucked on his. My arms had to reach high to get around his broad shoulders as we played tonsil hockey for about five minutes...it may have lasted longer...it would have lasted longer...if we hadn't heard someone coming down the stairs. I quickly hid in the back part of the basement so I wouldn't be found with Jason...that would have only led to rumors being spread. I went back upstairs after Jason and Ken had gone back up. Although I still have reservations about what has happened so far...I am excited to be with him again...especially since I could tell how much I excited him by the feel of his hard cock pressed against my body.

4/11: Dear diary; Jason sat with me at lunchtime in our small lunchroom...no one was close to where we sat. We played a game of questions...by the time it ended, Jason learned that I wear a size 38-D bra and am a size 10. I also revealed that I sometimes wear a thong but prefer panty briefs. He also learned that I never go braless because I am conscious of my boobs bouncing and that I have never had sex anywhere but in a bed. Jason had some much harder questions that I turned red answering, I'm sure my embarrassment was obvious, but with Jason's persistence he did learn that when I masturbate I use my fingers...doggie style is my favorite sexual position......I have only had sex with Adam...or as Jason put it...I have only fucked Adam. I also admitted that oral sex is not my favorite thing to perform but I do it and...yes I swallow. I am not sure why I answered all his questions...I am uptight discussing sex even with Adam...but yet I felt at ease with Jason. Maybe it's the exciting feeling I have...after all he did tell me that I am his biggest fantasy when he masturbates and admitted that he frequently tries to look down my top and has often caught glimpses of my breasts...especially when I wear my yellow dress....he likes when I wear dresses in general because he loves my legs. I also learned that he likes it when females talk dirty although his wife won't do that. Before lunch was over he asked me to make his day and talk dirty to him...I told him I had to be in the mood to talk that way...although in my mind I was telling him that one day I might suck your cock...and if things really go well...I might let you fuck me. When I returned to my desk, my nipples were stiff as a board and my pussy was dripping wet. I masturbated thinking about Jason when I got home from work.

4/12: Dear diary; Today at lunch Jason and I talked about our sex lives...I told him I usually have sex about three times or so a month and Jason said he and his wife have sex closer to six times a month. Jason asked how often I give head and I told him maybe once a month...definitely on Adam's birthday and on Christmas Eve. Jason unhappily said his wife never gives him head anymore. Jason wanted to talk

about various places I have had sex but I reminded him only in a bed...although I have given Adam a blow job while he drove on several occasions and once on a beach in the Bahamas.

4/13: Dear diary; I agreed to have a drink with Jason and a few other coworkers after work for Friday night happy hour. We all walked to the bar down the street from the office. I felt slightly out of place since I was the oldest one there...being at least 5 years older than Stacy who was the next oldest person there and six years older than Jason. I had two drinks before I said I needed to leave to pick up the kids from after school care. Jason said he needed to go as well. When we got to the parking garage Jason was parked on the second floor and I was on the fifth...Jason said he would give me a lift since the elevator was broken. He parked next to my car...and we were kissing in seconds...this time I didn't hesitate to open my mouth for him. Jason and I kiss like Adam and I did when we first got married, sensual, exciting and passionate. I found myself moaning after just a few kisses. I told him I really needed to go...but when he cupped my left breast on the outside of my blouse waves of desire washed over me and I couldn't stop. I let him caress me that way for another five minutes or so before giving him one last kiss and said I really had to go or I would be late. I masturbated tonight while Adam was at the store...reliving Jason's touch and kisses.

Tammy closed the diary and went to the fridge to get herself an ice tea to drink. As she closed the fridge door, Adam came in from his run.

"Any plains today Adam?"

"Andy called me a little while ago and asked if I wanted to go to the baseball game with him today. The game is at three...I told him I had to check with you."

"Andy, I asked in a questioning manner., I didn't think you saw much of him anymore." The mention of Andy's name made her nervous plus excited at the same time.

"I haven't for awhile...it will be good to see him again...if you don't mind me going that is."

"No...I don't have anything planned for today...except to take the kids to get haircuts."

"Great. Andy said Paul would pick me up and take me to his house."

Tammy left about a half hour later to take the boys to get haircuts and while they were out she picked up some things they needed for school, When they returned, Adam was gone. Tammy told the kids to go down to the clubroom to play or to play outside. Tammy went and got her diary and began to read her entries again.

4/18: Dear diary; This morning I found a note on my desk from Jason which asked me to meet him at the Clay Wade Baily Bridge Park and Ride which is about a eight mile drive from the office. The note read that he would be there at 12:30. I got there around 12:40. I was so excited...I feel so sneaky. I got into the front seat of his SUV...and we just jumped right into making out...and within minutes his hand was cupping my breast through my blouse and I just kissed him with more passion. He started to unbutton my blouse and I got really nervous and stopped him...I was worried about being seen...but after some long deep kisses and a few more squeezes of my breasts his hands again began to undo the buttons on my blouse and I could only moan...seconds later he had my blouse undone and my bra unhooked and both his hands were on my bare breasts...oh how excited I was....he had me so stirred up, He sucked on my breasts and paid special attention to my nipples...I was so wet I was worried I might get a wet spot on my pants. When he tried to put his hand on my pussy I told him no...but he happily went back to playing with my breasts. We stayed there for almost an hour. I am so excited as I write this...I have never acted like this before...but I feel consumed from this sexual play.

4/23: Dear diary; I agreed to meet Jason after work today at the park and ride...I had time since Adam is getting the kids after I told him I would be late because of work. Jason got me worked up quickly with his sensual kissing and he had my blouse open and breasts bared in just a few minutes. It felt exhilarating to be almost topless in public...and I didn't even care that I was. Jason had my pussy feeling very wet again and today when he went to cup me there...I let him...he tried to get inside my pants but I told him they were too tight and I wasn't going to take them off...he asked that the next time we meet I wear a dress.

As Tammy read that entry she recalled how horny she was by the time she got home that evening. That night in bed she initiated sex as she slipped her hand into Adam's boxers to stroke his cock before climbing on top of him and riding him to a very quick and explosive orgasm. Adam had asked her what had gotten her so stirred up... and then with a hopeful look on his face he had asked if something had happened that she needed to tell him about...but she said no, still unsure if Adam would actually handle her fooling around with another man.

5/3: Dear diary; Jason and I have not been able to find time to get together for various reasons...but I promised him last week I would be able to meet him at lunch time today at the park and ride. The look on his face when he first saw me in the office this morning was priceless...he knew what was going to happen...I had on my yellow dress. I went to the park and ride a few minutes after Jason so we wouldn't be seen leaving together. When I got in his car Jason was grinning broadly...he told me how pretty I looked...sexy...how hot my body was...I felt so good about myself. After we kissed for awhile, I let him take the top part of my dress down to my waist and I took off my bra so he could freely feel me up and suck on my breasts...his hand was on my thigh and I was so ready to feel his hand on my bare flesh that I pulled my dress up in anticipation. Just as his hand got into my panties, a car pulled in two spots over from us. I had to quickly duck down since I was topless. I struggled to pull my dress back up on my shoulders. I sat up and we waited but the man in the car didn't leave...he kept taking glances at Jason's SUV as though he knew what we were up to...I assume he wanted to watch. Jason drove out of the park and ride and went around the block. While he drove I was able to get my bra back on...when we returned to the park and ride he parked on the other side of my car three spaces down. I was now paranoid about being seen and the mood was broken so I kissed Jason one last time and walked to my car and got in. My heart was racing like a car engine from the thrill of almost being caught...but at the same time I was actually disappointed...I really wanted to feel his fingers in my pussy. Jason asked me if we could get together after work but I had to tell him no. We were both bummed.

5/8: Dear diary; I had Jackson at soccer practice, Adam was with Stephen at his. Brandon, who coaches Jackson's 10-U team team stood next to me for a bit on the sideline talking about Jackson possibly making the tournament team this year, Brandon is a young guy, probably around twenty-twenty one...he is very attractive and well proportioned, with a perfect athletic build. He is in his second year of college and plays on the college's soccer team as a forward. While we were talking about Jackson I noticed his eyes kept traveling to my chest, which made my nipples hard...and prominent. Instead of being embarrassed or turning away I let him continue to look...excited that he had an interest in me...at least my breasts. When he realized that I had caught him staring he smiled and gave me a wink...I thought I would melt on the spot. He went back onto the filed, and when he did I couldn't help but wonder if that was a sexual wink. Could he really be interested in someone my age...and if so would I actually do anything with him. All I can say diary, is that I have been on such a sexual high, I might want to find out.

5/9: Dear diary; My mind is in a whirl today...not that anything has happened, my mind is just wandering all over the place. I have thought numerous times about what Adam has suggested...me messing around with another man and then telling him about it. I don't know if he really wants that or not...but in the back of my mind I am seriously thinking about it. The thought excites me a lot...but I still wonder if he would handle things okay. Now that I have had a taste of extramarital sex, I find that I want more...it is so thrilling...so different from married sex. I also don't know how far I want to go with someone else although I am pretty sure of where things are headed with Jason...I am sure it's just a matter of time before I let him fuck me...but I am not positive I want to go that far. Then there is...Brandon...if he doesn't make a move...I probably will...he really excites me...but can I handle two affairs at one time?

5/13: Dear diary; Holy shit it happened....I am so filled with lust...tonight after soccer practice...while Jackson walked to the car with his friends I helped Brandon put the soccer equipment in the storage area inside the canteen...and Brandon made a move and we kissed...we actually made out with wet sloppy kisses...he was very aggressive and persistent, cupping my ass in his hands...and I loved it. When we leaned into each other during our last kiss I could feel his hard cock pressed against me...it felt huge...I really wanted to touch him, but I didn't.

5/14: Dear diary; Adam and I had sex today...in the shower! That's the first time I had sex not in a bed. Adam had asked me out of the blue today if I had given any more thought to being with another man and I told him yes, but that I hadn't made up my mind. A half hour later I was under the spray when the shower door opened and there was Adam sporting a hard-on. He got in with me and I went down on him before he spun me around and fucked me from behind while I role played about fucking another man...I even talked dirty...I actually begged him to fuck my cunt...I find I really like talking dirty now...Adam was pretty intense and he really came a lot...I had a really good orgasm too...he really wants me to do it...to fuck another man...I still haven't told him about Jason...or Brandon. The affairs are changing my sexual personality...I love the extramarital attention.

5/17: Dear diary; Of all things I ran into Brandon tonight at the gas station...I kidded him about being a young, single man and not having a date and being out on the town...he just laughed and he told me then he wouldn't have run into me tonight...and that seeing me was much better then sitting in a bar. With a big laugh he asked why I was out since I was a married woman...I told him I knew he would be here...we both had a good laugh over that. He told me he really liked kissing me the other day...he thinks I am really sexy and really hot. He wanted me to go to his place but I said I couldn't...but I did have a little bit of time if he really was interested he could follow me...and he followed me from the gas station to a shopping center parking lot. I got into his SUV and we made out for a little bit...his kisses were very persistent with a lot of desire. His hands moved under my polo and bra very quickly and I let him feel me up...his hands had a sensual style to the way he played with my bare breasts...his touch was light and erotic...yet firm. He rolled my nipples back and forth making them stand out straight, hard and proud. When he bent to suck my breast, I held his head tightly against my chest, as I moaned loudly...and frequently. He made be so horny that I rubbed his cock on the outside of his shorts and just as my hand reached into his shorts to jerk him off Adam called... and I had to leave. Tonight after the kids had gone to bed Adam and I were watching tv, he was sitting at the end of the couch and I was lying down with my head on his leg...when the movie ended I gave Adam a blow job right on the couch...playing around has definitely kept me in a constant state of arousal.

5/19: Dear diary; Jason was home with a sick kid today...he called me at 10:00 and asked if I could go sit in my car at lunch time. He called me back at a little after 12...and for the first time in my life I had phone sex...it was so fucking erotic rubbing my clit while Jason described how he would fuck me...it was even hotter when i could hear the slapping noise made while he jerked off when I talked dirty to him...it was so sexual...I had a huge orgasm...so did Jason.