Work was dragging on. It was a dark, rainy day, and apparently, most customers decided to stay home. I started to miss the bustling rush of business from earlier in the week. At least the time went fast then. I decided to find a magazine to keep me occupied. As I walked over to the rack of magazines, he walked in. He--my mystery crush--was a customer I rarely saw, but so often fantasized about. His appearance--fairly built, long blonde hair pulled into a low ponytail and leather jacket--made him seem tough and unapproachable, but his face made him look quite the opposite. He had kind eyes and extremely soft features. He was one of those people that could speak with his eyes, and they always seemed to be telling me something in the few instances I had encountered him.
He walked past me and said, 'Hey.' His mouth curved up on the side in a cute little smirk.
'Hi.' I smiled back. As he walked, he looked back at me. I tried to look away, but it was obvious that I was smiling. I felt like I was in high school, blushing over a cute boy. But it was kind of fun. I brought the magazine back behind my counter and flipped through it, not really reading anything. I saw him approaching me again. It was nice to work in such a small family-owned store sometimes. I was the only one around to assist him.
He set down some kid's cough medicine. I knew he had a kid, as he had brought him in before. I also knew he was married, because of the simple ring on his left ring finger, but I had never seen her in person.
"Sick kid?" I inquired, not looking him in the eye. It would make me too nervous.
"Hah, yeah. Seems to be something going around the schools right now. Um, can I get a pack of Marb Menthols?" I reached behind me and grabbed a pack of his smokes.
"I've never sold you cigarettes before, I should card you." He laughed nervously as he grabbed the pack and slipped it into his pocket.
"Yeah...the wife never really approved." He handed me a twenty and I gave him his change. No ID. Damnit. That led me to still wonder his name, age.
"Take it easy." He beat me to it.
"Yeah, you too." I smiled, and looked at him. He was smiling back as he walked out the door.
He was unbelievably attractive, and left my stomach feeling fluttery. At least I had something to think about while the rest of my shift dragged on.
I walked in the door to my warm apartment. It felt so welcoming. I headed straight for my bed, peeling off my clothes as I walked. I fell asleep the second my head hit my pillow, and my dreams were vivid. He was standing in my doorway, leaning with one arm against the paneling. He wasn't wearing a shirt, and his abs were sculpted like a model. And if I had doubted that it was a dream, the fact that his skin was golden and glistening should have tipped me off. But unfortunately, you never know it's a dream while you're in one. Or when one's in you...
"What are you doing here?" I asked, feeling shy in my imagined state.
"You invited me." He said in a voice much deeper than his actual.
"I did?" I ask, as he saunters towards me. I felt extremely self-conscious the closer he got. I could see his bulge in his tight black jeans, and that's when I realized I was wearing nearly four layers of clothing. Suddenly he was on top of me, but I couldn't feel anything. My clothing was too much. But I could smell the salty, warm scent of his skin and I longed to feel it.
"You feel so good." He muttered, and I could see his motions above me. He was inside me, but I couldn't feel it. I awoke in the middle of our tryst, feeling empty. He couldn't get to me. I didn't have to try and interpret it. He's a married man. Of course he couldn't get to me, and I'm not the type to help cheat.
I dressed for work a little differently than normal. I wore my best push up bra and a tight tank top that pushes my cleavage up to the most round proportions possible. And of course, I couldn't forget my favorite pair of underwear--a lacey black g-string. My boobs are the better of my assets, but there's no reason I can't make both of them feel great.
I headed off to work in a fairly good mood. My hair looked good, and my makeup was natural but noticeable. Even if my mystery man was taken, there were plenty of other single men in town, and I was ready to flirt.
The hours dragged on. Though I told myself to focus on other men, my stomach still flipped in anticipation for the moment he would walk in. But the clock ticked on and he didn't show. I started to lose hope.
My co-worker walked up to my counter, where I was leaning over it, reading a magazine.
"Hey, Lane, it's eight." I flipped through the pages, not looking up. I sighed.
"Yeaaaah, I know." I looked towards the door sadly.
"What's up?" She asked.
"Oh nothing. I just thought a friend was going to come by." She checked her face in her handheld mirror.
"That sucks. Screw 'em. I'm going downtown to this outdoor pub thing. Wanna come with? You look all done up anyways." She checked me out up and down.
"Hah, yeah, I am. I might go. I'm gonna stick around for another couple of minutes, finish up this article. I'll text you?" She nodded as she threw her mirror back in her bag.