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A Teacher's Secret
I pulled up to our local high school dressed for a long trip across the state with 4 of my best students. As their advisor, I am required to take these high-achievers on a trip with other area students and advisors to a leadership conference. As a 7
th
year veteran teacher, I know the value that these events can bring to students. The opportunity to network with other future leaders and entrepreneurs is invaluable. But, this year my enthusiasm was minimal.
"Ms. Jamie?" a high-pitched voice brought me back to the present. "Everyone is here from our school."
"Thank you Andrea," I responded. Andrea was a great student. She was always the responsible one, best dressed, but perhaps a little bit uptight. I watched her sit down in the seat ahead of me.
I glanced around me and saw that Timmy was seated nearby and had his eyes closed listening to music and trying to sleep. It was only 4 o'clock in the morning and not even the most promising teenage leaders wanted to be awake at this time of day. I grabbed my pillow and leaned toward the window to snuggle in for some rest too.
The sun was just barely peaking up over the hilltops when I woke up. I glanced around, disoriented for a moment. I was brought back to reality quickly when I glanced across the aisle at Timmy. His face looked pained and eyes were glassy with unshed tears. I scooted over toward the edge of my seat to talk to him. "Are you okay, Timmy?"
"Yeah, kind of, Timmy responded. "I just got a message from a friend that he saw Ashley out with another guy last night. She is supposed to be my girlfriend, but apparently that doesn't mean much to her."
A tear spilled out of Timmy's right eye and I could see his hurt was very real. If there was a kid I could relate to, it was Timmy. "Would it help if I told you that she was crazy not to see the good in you?" I tried to cheer him up.
"Not really," Timmy bemoaned. "I really liked her and thought maybe she was special."
"Oh, I know about young love." I added. "My husband and I got together the summer before our senior year of high school. We moved much too quickly and ended up having a baby a year or so later." This time my eyes welled up with tears. "Now I wish I had focused on my schoolwork and friends and not been so focused on finding love."
"Didn't it work out for you, though?" Timmy inquired.
"Well, not exactly," I responded. "I just found out last week that my husband was unfaithful and now it looks like I'll be a single mother." A tear slipped down my cheek and I wiped it off with my blanket.
"Oh, I had no idea." Timmy whispered.
"I don't really make a habit of sharing my personal life at school." I explained. "I probably shouldn't have said anything, but you sort of caught me off-guard. I guess I wanted you to both realize I sympathize with what you're going through, but also realize that there's wisdom of waiting to get serious about love."
Timmy responded, "I guess that makes sense."
"I definitely don't mean to minimize your feelings, though." I added.
"I know, and I appreciate that you're willing to listen to me." Timmy smiled.
"Of course." I whispered back. I watched Timmy shut his eyes again and lean back into his pillow as the sunlight began illuminating the bus. I probably wasn't going to get any more sleep and grabbed a novel out of my purse.
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A shower was much needed after a long day on the bus and an opening speaker that left me staring off into space multiple times. The students were finally in their hotel rooms. I sat on the edge of my bed and brushed out my long brown hair. Sometimes I barely recognized the face staring back at me in the mirror. It was hard not to wallow in the feelings of self-doubt that my cheating husband brought to the surface.
I don't think I'm bad looking. At 28 years old, I'm 5'6" tall, and fairly fit with nice shapely legs and a bubble butt my mother genetically blessed me with. My chest wasn't overly large at a "C" cup, but I would consider myself to be athletic and toned. I just can't understand why I wasn't good enough for him? I hated that my eyes were welling up with tears again, for the second time that day.
My thoughts were interrupted with three knocks on my door. I wandered over to the peep hole and saw Timmy through the tiny glass opening. I unlocked my door and let him in.
"Ms. Jamie," he began. "I'm sorry to bother you but I just can't be in my room right now." He looked truly distraught as he wrung his hands together and paced back and forth, staring at the floor.
"Okay Timmy. What is the matter?" I inquired.
"It's one of my roommates." Timmy whispered as he blushed. "The conversation he is having on the phone with his girlfriend is making me uncomfortable."
"Oh!" I exclaimed.
"And maybe a little jealous," Timmy sheepishly added.
"Well, you can hang out with me for a while if you want. I'm just watching this basketball game until bedtime." I responded.
Timmy graciously sat down on my bed and looked up at me. The look of realization displayed on his face as he recognized the sadness in my eyes.
"Ms. Jamie," he inquired, "you were crying again weren't you? Are you okay?"
"I'm guessing we are both a little bit lonely," I explained. "I just can't seem to gain my self-confidence back."
"I don't know why!" Timmy blurted. "What I mean is, you're very pretty and I think you should have a lot more confidence."
"Oh Timmy," I laughed. "It's hard not to wonder if there's something wrong with me since I wasn't good enough for my husband."
"He was obviously just an idiot! Timmy shrugged, "But I do get it. It hurts that Ashley didn't want to be with me and I really enjoyed being with her." He was looking at the ground again.
I knew it had to be tough to be young and infatuated with another person. From the looks of it, I'm sure their relationship had been physical before she dropped poor Timmy. His admission of jealousy over the roommates intimate phone call had tipped me off to that. Teenage boys were known for their high libido. I figured Timmy was no different.
"The way I see it we are both a little bit lonely, but neither of us really has any business looking for a relationship right now." I explained. "I need to heal from a bad breakup and you need to focus on finishing your senior year strong and you might..."
"But it sucks not to have someone there for me!" Timmy interrupted.
"I agree," I added. "Being lonely isn't fun."
"What if we keep each other company? I enjoy being around you," Timmy tentatively whispered
Timmy must have caught me in one of my weakest human moments when I heard myself respond, "I'd really like that."
I know deep down I was attracted to Timmy. He was quite tall, standing 6'3" or so. He had curly brown hair that he kept a little bit shaggy and a smile that lit up the room. He was one of those guys who was always kind, not the typical cocky asshole that so many of the high school boys were. I often wondered just why he didn't seem to realize how hot he was.
Timmy scooted closer to me on the edge of the bed and reached around to give me a hug. I leaned into the hug with my head against his chest. I felt his arms tighten around me and hold me for what felt like an eternity of bliss. I was surprised by the intensity of my feelings in that hug. I finally felt cherished and wanted and my emotions ran high as we continued to hold one another. I looked up at Timmy as he looked down and placed his mouth over mine. The first kiss between us was timid as we each explored new feelings.
I broke off the kiss and scooted over away from Timmy as I started to think again. "Timmy, I'm worried that was out of line. I'm your teacher and could be fired for this."
"I would never tell on you and get you fired!" Timmy exclaimed.
"I know, but it really does have to be a secret," I explained. "I really want to spend time with you and meet each other's need for companionship but without having the complications of a relationship."