I met Michael through an online "dating" service when I was single. And I use the term dating very loosely. It was a meat market of the sort where a woman opens an account and is then bombarded daily with dick pics and fantasy stories about ass-fucking. Not that there's anything wrong with ass-fucking, it's just not a turn on for me. Sorry to disappoint youβthere won't be any in this story.
Michael had sent me a rare thing, a really hilarious introductory email about how he wanted to remind me what a happy pussy felt like. Just a few paragraphs long, the note made me laugh and turned me on at the same time. He also included a body photo of him sitting naked on a stool with his rather impressive manhood in full form.
We chatted for a few days and he continued to impress me as both funny and hot. The conversation would turn pretty dirty, like the time I said I wanted to suck his cock, and he responded, "You will. You'll suck it till your eyes water." Then he'd back-pedal: "Sorry, was that too much?"
But it was never really too much. In real life, I'm a nice girl. I am the kind of person you take home to mom. I like to cook. I dress well. I am slim, athletic, and attractive. I'm the kind of person people call ma'am. No one ever told me they wanted to fuck me until I squirted all over their face. So having someone talk to me like that was such a turn-on.
After chatting and cyber-fucking a few dozen times, we agreed to meet in person at a safe location, the Ruby Tuesdays down the street from my house. I ordered a glass of wine, but he said he used to have problems with alcohol, so he just doesn't drink at all anymore.
I was so nervous before the meeting I could hardly sit still. I wanted to take him back to my apartment and fuck him right away, but I also wanted to make sure he wasn't an axe murderer. And he was never in any kind of hurry about anything. "Take your time. Let me know when you're ready." It was a refreshing change of pace.
We met in the restaurant lobby and I was nervous, giggly, and slightly wet. He was taller than me, about six-foot-four, and I love tall men. He had a nice, hard body, which I knew from his pictures. He needed a haircut; his slate-colored hair was curly and starting to grow over his ears. He had a mustache. I had never kissed a guy with a mustache, and I was already starting to think how that would feel between my legs.
We met awkwardly. It's a funny thing to meet someone in person for the first time when you have already seen pictures of all their naughty bits and come to the sound of their voice on the phone. Do you hug? Do you shove your tongue down each other's throats? It was a family restaurant after all.
"I hate to tell you this," Michael said after we made our way to a table. "But I had a dentist appointment today. First time in like, ten years. They beat the crap out of me. I can hardly talk."
"Oh, ok," I said.
"I mean, I almost didn't come tonight, but I really wanted to see you," he said.
"I'm glad you did," I said.
"But I don't think there's any way I can lick, um, you."
"Oh. Oh my." The admission was both a disappointment and a turn-on. I was glad that he had been intending to lick me, and thinking about it made it so I could feel my pulse throb in my panties.
We sat together and talked for about an hour. With the pressure removed, no longer trying to decide if I was going to fuck him tonight or not, I started to relax and look at Michael. He was good-looking in a rough kind of way. I knew that he didn't have much money, but that he was getting by ok. He didn't have a college degree, but he spoke well and wrote better than a lot of people I knew. He could make me laugh. He had strong arms from working with his hands, and a nice tan from being outside on his job. We didn't flirt a whole lot during that first meeting since we both knew it really couldn't go anywhere. He couldn't manage to eat anything harder than soup.
But somehow knowing it wasn't going anywhere made me want it more.
When we went our separate ways that evening, I was a lot less nervous, but still just as curious about him.