Rather impulsively, Steve and I decided to steal away for the long weekend. A travel website had a sale on villa rentals for winter weekends in the Caribbean, so we both took Friday off and caught a flight to St. Lucia.
Soufriere is the intensely green part of the island where the Pitons - two mountainous peaks that are actually the island's volcanic plugs - are omnipresent. The place we rented looked out over them, and the azure sea below.
In French, Soufriere means "sulfur mine" - and I knew this southwest quarter of the island was known for its warm sulfur springs - but it didn't occur to me until later that we knowingly headed into a naturally volatile environment.
It was sunny and hot - just what we needed. At my suggestion, Steve brought his golf clubs because our rental, a two-bedroom villa on the grounds of a resort hotel, was very close to an amazing course.
At first, he didn't want to bring them, because he didn't want to leave me alone so long while he played. But since I had my heart set on a bunch of spa treatments and the villa had its own massage room, I knew I'd be well occupied. So I convinced him to tote them along.
We arrived early enough to get checked in and change before going to lunch at one of the hotel restaurants. The Hurricanes we drank before lunch were very strong, but the bite of ginger and the caramel-sweetness of the bourbon went down a little too smoothly, so we ordered two more.
As we walked back to the villa, I was feeling a little tipsy. Steve had a little buzz, too. It was fine for me, because I'd booked a massage. It was no problem to lay naked on a table under the influence. Steve, however, was looking at the prospect of playing 18 holes in the blazing afternoon sun. Trade winds aside, it was about 88 degrees. As a die-hard golfer, he was convinced he could push through.
I quickly jumped into the shower while Steve was getting ready to leave. He popped his head into the bathroom to say goodbye. When he saw me standing under the giant rain head shower covered in lather from the body wash, he dropped the golf bag and walked over to kiss me. He stretched out his arms, his hands were gliding over my slippery skin as he pulled me out of the spray to avoid getting wet.
As we kissed, I could tell he was getting turned on. He grabbed my face with both hands and his mouth was devouring mine. It was all I could do to keep from rubbing against him - but I knew that I'd make a giant wet spot on his golf togs.
We only broke the kiss because the doorbell chimed. The masseuse had arrived. I asked Steve to get the door while I toweled off and put on a robe.
When I emerged from the bathroom, to my surprise, it was not a masseuse, but rather a masseur. And he was, very, very hot.
'Yikes.' I thought.
Just about Steve's height, this guy had to be in his mid 20s. He looked like a surfer, with skin tanned to a deep bronze and a tangle of curls that had been bleached by the sun to a tawny blond. His white short-sleeved tee shirt was so tight it made the ripples of his abs visible. He practically looked airbrushed. With a thick Australian accent, he introduced himself as Jake. He outstretched one muscular arm and held out a well-formed, light brown hand.
Suddenly realizing that I was staring almost rudely and hadn't responded, I stepped forward and shook his hand, introducing myself. His grip was very strong, but his skin was surprising soft. Very aware that I was naked under the kimono, I tightened it around me a little defensively and crossed my arms.
This only served to make Jake look at me. I saw his eyes sweep down over my body and back up - lingering perhaps longer than necessary around my breasts.
I looked down and saw that the robe was a little bit too open around my cleavage. By crossing my arms I'd only succeeded in pressing my breasts together and accentuating their size. They seemed to be tumbling out of the top of my robe. I tugged the edges of the silk fabric closer together.
"Is everything ahright, love?" Jake asked, "You seem surprised?" Like most Australians, every sentence sounded like a question.
"Yeah, sure - of course. It's all fine; I just was expecting a woman - that's all."
Jake frowned a little apologetically. "So sorry - do you want to call the office? They were supposed to check with you but probably forgot? But I can go back and see if they can reschedule...? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable...?"
"No - no, it will be fine. I don't really mind." I stammered a little and I could feel the color begin to suffuse my cheeks.
Steve had one eyebrow raised - clearly he was dubious about this whole situation. But he was also smirking because at the same time he found it incredibly funny.
"Well, great then - I guess I have a tee time, so I'm going to take off..." Steve didn't sound very enthusiastic.
Jake asked where he should set up, so I directed him to the massage room. He picked up a large case he'd brought with him and headed to the back of the villa.
I walked Steve to the door and we began to laugh at the awkwardness.
"Are you going to be okay?" Steve asked me. I bit my lower lip and stifled a laugh.
"What could go wrong?" I asked, being ironic. He laughed and pulled me into a hug.
Looking past me in the direction of the massage room, he remarked: "That Jake is a pretty handsome guy. Can I trust you to behave yourself?"
I laughed out loud. "Please... I am probably old enough to be his mother."
"I hope he doesn't look at his mother the way he looked at you." Steve said. "I'm going to be thinking about that hot guy rubbing massage oil all over your naked body... Jesus..."
"Mmmm. Yeah..." I closed my eyes and pretended to be daydreaming. Then I started to laugh, to show that I was teasing. Steve groaned and grabbed my face and kissed me so hard it was almost punishing.
"See you in a while..." Steve gave me a mock warning, wagging a finger at me. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do..." he drawled as he hiked his golf bag over his shoulder and walked down the path.
"As if that's a long list!" I called after him.
As I shut the door, I rested my head against it for a moment. 'Courage', I thought, as I turned and walked toward the massage room.
I'd observed the well-appointed, tidy little room earlier. It had two courtyard-facing windows and was outfitted with a very luxurious massage table set in the center of the room, a large comfortable armchair in one corner, a cabinet unit containing a small sink and long marble counter along the far wall, and an antique Chinese altar table.
Jake had transformed the room while I was saying goodbye to Steve. He'd closed the blackout curtains, covered the massage table in soft white sheets, lighted several aromatic candles in glass votives spaced symmetrically on the altar table, and turned on some soft, new age music. It now seemed like a treatment room in a luxury spa.
As I walked in, Jake somehow had taken control of the room. He pointed to a hook behind the door, instructed me to take off my robe, lie face down on the table, and cover myself with the top sheet.
He stepped out, saying he'd give me a few minutes, closing the door behind him.
I took a few deep breaths, removed my kimono, hanging it on the hook. I took a quick look at myself in the mirror over the sink. In the dim lighting, I supposed I didn't look too bad. My hair was a bit wild and there were high spots of color in my cheeks. Realizing how stupid it was to be "primping", as my mom would call it, before a massage, I quickly turned away and slid up on the table, rolling onto my stomach, pulling the sheet up over my legs and lower back. I positioned my face over the "O" shaped pillow suspended at the top edge of the table. Then I tried to take several long, slow breaths to calm my nerves and slow my rapid heartbeat.
There was a soft rap on the door, and Jake called out to ask if I was ready.
"Yes - Ready." I replied. My voice had gone a little hoarse.
I heard the door open and Jake entered. He said: "Look who's back." I lifted my head and saw Steve step through the doorway behind him.
"Hi." Steve said softly. "I decided that golf could wait. Is that okay?"
A little confused, but pleased, I replied; "Of course it's okay, baby. Whatever you want."
Jake looked at Steve and said: "You can sit over there." He pointed to the armchair in the corner.
A smile broke across my face as the humor began to hit me: "You're going to watch?" I asked softly. Steve grinned, running a hand down my back over the sheet as he walked by.