I had always wondered what he really wanted to do to me. Our sex life was fine, a little tame, a little infrequent, but vigorous enough when we got to it. I got the most turned on when I felt like he was acting with abandon, listening to his urges not his inhibitions. I guess it made me feel desirable, like he couldn't control himself because of his lust for me, and it also freed me to be how I wanted to be in bed.
I actually started our journey toward something different.
"I feel like we should get a room downtown again." I said one Saturday morning.
"Really? How come?"
"Just been a while since we escaped the grind" I said as I sidled up and wrapped my arms around him.
"It was so nice last time, a delicious dinner, bubble bath, and a bathroom counter that we can use for other purposes" I said, with a wink.
"Oooh" he said, clearly paying more attention.
"You can have your way with me!"
"And you with me!" he agreed. "You know we should make it a weekend where anything goes - just wanton sex whenever either of us wants it..."
"Oh really!" I said wryly, although a part of me was slightly turned on by it.
"Yeah, I was reading a story on Literotica the other day about something called... um... what was it... free use! Yeah, it's where couples agree that whenever one of them initiates sex the other one can't say no unless they have a very good reason."
"Sounds like YOUR dream setup, what do I get out of it?!?" I said slightly ruefully, (though again the thought of him just grabbing me one day and railing into me had me slightly wet).
"Fair" he laughed "how about this then... we go downtown for a weekend and on the first day you're in charge - I'll do whatever you want, massage your feet, take you shopping - anything. Then the next day you do what I want."
I don't know what made me say yes, but I found myself nodding, giving him an "Alright..." and before I knew it we had picked a date a few weekends away.
That night I asked him to show me one the "free use" stories on Literotica. It was surprisingly arousing for me. I'm not into lack of control but this was consensual and casual. The couple in the story absentmindedly fucked while cooking dinner. She got fingered to an orgasm while reading a book. And even the parts where he woke her up, first by going down on her, and then the next time by penetrating her, were hot (if a little creepy and odd). The whole concept just appealed as a fantasy.
Over the next two weeks I was surprised to find myself thinking about it more and more. I don't usually kick things off but one night I just climbed on top of him and started making out without a word. That resulted in some intense lovemaking and a stellar orgasm for me, and apparently for him too. More surprisingly, for the first time ever I actually surreptitiously looked up some stories on Literotica while he was at work one day. Most of the free use stories were awful but I found one that had me panting with my vibrator in no time.
--- Friday Dinner --
Our weekend arrived and we headed downtown on a Friday evening. We were checking out Sunday afternoon so we had decided that I would call the shots Friday night, he would get Saturday and then I'd be able to take my revenge on Sunday if he had done anything particularly cheeky on Saturday.
The Friday night was very fun. Dinner was great. For a joke I just made him listen to me go on and on about my favorite TV shows - he really made an effort to listen, even more than normal. But when we got back to the hotel I had him give me a long languid massage, run me a bath and arrange dessert via room service. Creme Brulee in a bubble bath is something I can highly recommend.
Afterwards I decided to kick it up a notch and had him go down on me for a good 20 minutes while I watched TV in my robe on the bed. I orgasmed once, then lay on my front and (inspired by the free use stories) had him penetrate me while I kept watching TV.
He innovated by propping my midriff on a pillow and giving me my vibrator so I still had clitoral stimulation. That resulted in fairly quick and earth shattering 2nd orgasm for me, followed immediately by a climax for him.
As we turned off the bedside lights and snuggled up to sleep he murmured to me: