The year was 1970 something. We were in a V.W. Van on the way home from a formal dinner date. The memory is warm and safe, full of young love. We pulled over in an empty field to do what most kids our ages, do. The difference with us, so it seems, was that we were both a little shy, a little unsure.
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Twenty something years later, a question is asked. "What would you have done if...?" My answer, long in coming starts thus...
The Reality.
As you pulled me to your lap, I protested.
"I am too tall, too big."
"No", you said, " you are just right."
I look out the window as you caress my arms to put me at ease. It works, I relax. I face you and look into your eyes, getting lost in the depths. Your lips so soft, yet strong draw me to them. Your kisses are velvet and sweet, not to short, not to long, with a gentle touch of tongue. I worship at this temple as long as I am able.
Alas my attention is drawn to the pleasure of your hands moving over my neck and shoulders, with a brush of knuckles over the tops of my breast. You gently tug on the halter of my dress. Your hand slips in to cup my breast, to thumb my nipple. I wish; I want to feel that kiss on that pink tip. I want; I need to feel the laving of that tongue...
The Fantasy
Now, If I had been brave on that faithful night, this is what should and could have been. I would start, if I could, with the sensual seduction of touch and taste.
The back of the neck, a finger tip touch. The shell of the ear, a touch of tongue, a whisper of breath. A nibble at the edge of the jaw, and at the throat, a nip and a lick. My reward would be a moan, a sigh, a groan.
I would continue my feast across your chest to find those flat buds of delight, draw them into my hot mouth to graze them with the edge of my teeth. Just enough to cause a shock, a ripple of excitement.
My hands reach to pull off your shirt. Your breath quickens and heart beats rapidly. Your eyes question mine. A purring laugh and a quick kiss from me, stops all questions. I let my hands continue their explorations. I slide my hands down your arms to your hands and I pull you from your seat to your knees.