Author's note: This story is fiction. It may be the first in a series, depending on response. As a first time author on this site, I welcome constructive criticism. Enjoy!
I was anxiously awaiting her arrival, a little nervous. I had never cheated on my wife before, and I had never been with another woman. The next twenty-four hours promised pleasures the likes of which I had never felt before. Of course, all I could think of was my wife.
Her name is Lisa. She is beautiful, kind, loving, and not at all interested in sex. Our marriage would be blissfully happy (at least for me) if it weren't so sexually frustrating. So, with my wife out of town, I had turned to Craigslist personal ads to try to find a partner in adultery. It turns out that is a tedious task, with all the spam, but that is where I discovered Jenny.
Jenny is older than me, in her early forties compared to my late twenties. She did not seem to be stunningly beautiful, but she still looked good in her pictures. More importantly, from our chats I could tell she was wild. She was willing to do almost anything that can be done between a man and a woman. She claimed to love giving head. She expressed a willingness to try whatever I wanted to try. She understood my position as a happily married man, and she was willing to help me out with my problem. I knew tonight would be a night to remember. It was already 5:00; she would be here any minute.
And yet, I was still daydreaming about my wife, wishing it had not come to this, wishing that she had been more willing to at least try to satisfy me. In five years of marriage, we had yet to venture beyond the missionary position. She never gave me oral sex, or allowed me to give it to her. Forget about any kind of sexual variety; she expected me to be happy with plain sex every few weeks, and could not understand why I was upset about it.
A knock at the door woke me from my reverie. I was trembling a bit when I stepped to the door and opened it.
There she was, Jenny, with shining blond hair, deep green eyes, and a hesitant smile. "I thought you would chicken out on me," she said.
"No, I need this. More than you know."
She stepped into the apartment and I shut the door behind her. "Nice place," she said, seemingly expecting some kind of brilliant, witty response. "Yes, it is," was all I could muster.
She turned and looked sharply into my eyes. "You are still thinking about backing out, aren't you?"
I could not lie to her. So instead, I blurted out: "I can't stop thinking about Anne. I don't know why. I want this, I really do, but she is in my head and I can't push her out."