I walked into the dark room with hidden nervousness. The room was already crowded but that was to no surprise since it was Saturday night. The green laser flickered and lit the room in fast blinks. I raised my hand and tugged my dress awkwardly so my cleavage won't show too much. I'm not used to clubs. I'm not used to partying. I've just been to clubs two times and I was still not used to the bodies dancing so closely on the dance floor. My friends went directly to the dance floor but I have not had the mood to dance just yet. I excused myself to stand on the bar and ordered myself some drink.
I ordered Bailey's to open my night that day. The drink came and I scanned the room casually while sipping it. My mind wandered a bit. I thought of him. He was the only person I've ever really opened up to sexually. I have numerously teased him and shared with him my sexual desires. The conversations were always arousing, although not every time I would admit it to him. I glanced over the bar and saw a guy standing closely to a girl who was sitting on a stool. They were chatting and she was laughing at his words. They were flirting, and I watched them intently and studied their moves. It's always nice to learn how to flirt from various people. I was eyeing them from across the room and gasped in shock when suddenly I saw the guy ran his hand up her skirt and squeezed her pussy. She leaned forward and put her head on his shoulder. Although I couldn't hear them, I was sure she was moaning into his shoulder. Her right hand was still holding a glass of a drink I cannot identify but her left hand has already circled his neck to pull him closer to her.
My heart was beating faster. I looked around to make sure my friends didn't see what I was watching, and they didn't. They were so caught up in their own dance time, they didn't notice where I stood. I shifted my body and faced another direction before stealing glances at the couple across the room. They were now kissing. And my mind went back to him. I licked my lips and all of a sudden, I could feel how dry my throat was. I finished the drink in one quick swallow and ordered a bottle of beer. I kept wondering how it would feel to kiss him. Not the guy who was making out with the blonde girl, but him. The sexy man I've been flirting with for the past 6 months. How would it feel? Will it be wet and passionate or long and teasing? I imagined my tongue running against his lower lips before I nibbled on it teasingly. I imagined smiling at him seductively before closing my eyes and kissing him again.
The couple was now kissing more passionately and I could see her left hand tracing down his torso and rubbed his bulge against his shorts. I turned my body and faced the bar. My eyes were closed and my cheeks were flushed. I could feel myself getting aroused by my own mental stimulation. But it was difficult standing there at a night club in Bali, surrounded by people dancing, chatting, making out, and not feeling hot. Even when I was standing there facing the bar, I could not stop imagining him standing behind me and touching my back. A shiver ran down my spine and I realized how badly I wanted James to be there. I wanted him to stand behind me there, running his hand across my back and covering his seductive action with his body. I imagined him kissing my neck and absent-minded by my own thoughts, I tilted my head a bit to the left and exposed the right side of my neck. My hand went up and stroked my exposed neck. I let out another sigh.
I finished the beer and thought it was time to join the girls. So I joined the dance floor and started to sway my body accordingly with the music. The music was Kesha's Tick Tock. I lifted my hands and shaked my entire body following the tunes. My eyes were closed and I nodded my head absent-mindedly and hummed along the song. I kept dancing and dancing and after four songs, I retired to the bar once again.
This time, I didn't order any drink. I asked for water and stood there watching my friends. I did try to find the couple with my eyes but I couldn't find them as the room getting more and more crowded. I was enjoying the music and sipping the cold water when a guy came and stood beside me. I glanced at him for a second, and our eyes met. He certainly didn't waste any second because he shot me with a wink and a smile in an instant. I smiled back, impressed by his quick act of seizing the day. Not knowing what was the right to do as I've never flirted with anybody at a bar before in my life, I looked away. He then moved closer to me and tried to ask me something. I couldn't hear his voice as the music blared loudly in the room. He then put a hand on my waist and leaned closer to whisper to my ear.
"Hey."
I shouted hi back.
He smiled and leaned closer again. "Are you alone?"
I shook my head.
Again. Another whisper to my ear. "Boyfriend?"
I glared at him and contemplating for a moment. It was a split second and I decided to just grab this new experience and see where it might lead.
"No." I mouthed the word to him.
He smiled and moved even closer to me. Our bodies were only few centimetres apart by then and suddenly, the music didn't sound too loud anymore. He put his right hand around my waist, leaned closer and whispered to my ear once more.
"You're really sexy."
I quickly covered my surprise with a seductive smile. A thought entered my mind. I've always wanted to practise the art of teasing. I loved to tease. I have been fantasizing about making out with James. I might as well just go and try it with him. After all, I was already turned on myself, so why not have a little harmless fun?
I didn't say anything to reply him as I didn't know what to say. I kept my eyes locked into his and my smile never wore off. I shot an inviting look and it worked because once again, he was back whispering to me.
"Dance with me."
I smiled broadly at him and walked away. I went immediately to the dance floor and didn't turn my head back. Not even once. The song playing was Pitbull's I Know You Want Me. I loved the song and soon I was enjoying myself, caught up in my own dance. This time, I knew the guy at the bar was watching. I closed my eyes, made a small sexy pout and lifted my hands to play with my hair while my hips swayed vigorously along with the music. I could feel my chest shaking noticeably and I knew by then my dress would be quite revealing around the cleavage. Then I lowered my hands and briskly ran it across my chest. In a quick motion, I rubbed my nipples and soon my hands rested on my waist. I shivered. The brief sensation I felt was effective enough to send jolts of almost unnoticeable pleasure to other private parts of my body. Trying to shake away the shiver, I shook my body up and down in a circular sway as I opened my eyes. I was lost in my own rhythm and arousal and I completely forgot about him until I opened my eyes and caught his, looking intently at me from the bar. He sipped his wine slowly and I could see the lust in his eyes. He was shadowed in the dark and the outline of his face wasn't too obvious. I knew I was turned on even more because I knew I was imagining someone else standing there and watching me with unspoken lust.
I closed my eyes again and enjoyed the thought of being watched by James. My throat went dry at once and I could feel myself getting wet. He always had an instant effect on me, even if it was only a mental image of him. I was surprised how turned on I was and luckily, the song ended. I walked back to the bar, the same spot, and finish my cold water.
I was just about to turn to him and say something when he suddenly grabbed my waist and pulled me closer. This time, he wasn't tilting his head to whisper to my ear but instead, he drew his face closer to mine and whispered so closely to my mouth.
"My god, you are so sexy."
I was surprised. I was up for tease and flirts but I wasn't ready to make any contact. Not even a kiss. Hell, I've never even had someone saying I'm sexy, let alone someone whispering to my mouth ever so lustfully. I was aroused at the same time as I was taken aback. I stepped back and ordered another drink, obviously ignoring his remark on my last dance. I could see from the corner of my eyes that he was slightly puzzled but soon he regained control again. He waited for me to finish my drink and for my next move.
Sipping the beer, I couldn't help when my mind drifted back to James. I knew nothing about this guy, but I knew James. I knew how he spoke to me and how he'd react to some of my remarks. Suddenly, this guy didn't feel so much of a stranger anymore. The yearning to have the passionate kiss with James went back like an instant firework. I was panting a bit when I turned my head to him and leaned against him. I was not the same woman a second ago.
I shot him with a sharp look and a seductive grin. With subtle obviousness, I grazed my left hand against his groin in a quick motion before I put it on his shoulder. I tiptoed to whisper on his ear. He was taller than me and I was fully aware of it when I pressed my crotch to his with unmistakably tease.
"Want to dance?"
He shook his head in disbelief when he leaned over and whispered to me.
"You're making me hot. I don't want to dance. I want to..."
And with that, he pressed himself against me. The bulge was impossible to miss.