Other women want him. I've seen it the way they flirt with him and talk about him. They intentionally twist his words into innuendos. They brag when they have the opportunity to see and touch him.
What makes him so extraordinary? What is it about the man that makes me fantasize about meeting and seducing him?
How is it possible that the most innocent words on a screen can make me hot and wet? He scarcely knows I exist save for the odd blog comment and twitter reply. And yet I want him. Want him with a longing that transcends anything I've felt before. Surely it's ridiculous to want someone I've never even seen in person this much.
He writes nothing more than the most general aspects of his daily life. Nothing suggestive. He keeps his personal life private. But his words touch me. Cerebrally? Sometimes. Like a jolt between the legs? Often, upon later reflection of him.
So many nights I lay there touching myself, dreaming about his hands on me. His warm breath caressing my skin. His tongue touching me in the most intimate of places.
So many blog meetings to choose from. The opportunity to be in the same place as him exists. And then? Would I play the shrinking violet or the smoldering temptress? So easy to
write
the temptress. Easier still to act the violet. A lack of confidence consumes me. My writing focuses on sex, and yet the authoress has none. A brief stint, then simply resorting to theory and reminiscences.
What would I like to do with him? I think one full day and night would suffice. 24 hours to
know
him. To take my delicious time with every delicious inch offered. I really don't think it's too much to ask.