Thanks to TeeNahNay for her attitude and her refreshing dialogue.
I really should call this story "A Dog Walker in the Park" because it's my story of an encounter, and not his story. Ray, that is. But Ray prevailed with the title so there it is. On my blog, I'll call it whatever I damn please.
My name is Trisha. I'm 37 years old. I am a legal secretary. I think I'm pretty and I keep myself in shape. My breasts are not massive but a happy pair of thirty-fours, nicely round and tight. My ass may be be my best feature. I've been told my ass is "ice cream." I'm five-foot-five and very feminine. I usually go for a run in the evening, before the sun sets, in the public park around the corner. Actually, I have been so distracted lately, I haven't run in a few weeks but tonight was the night. I had all these bees running around my brain and lots of nervous energy. I needed an endorphin rush.
Usually, I make five circuits around the paved path that runs around a grove of shade trees. The path sometimes cuts through the little forest but it is well lit and I'm not afraid of being attacked. While there are always a few people in the park this time of day, they are always other joggers so I feel safe. After a couple of circuits, I always get that rush and I begin to think within myself, letting the detritus fall away.
Today, however, I couldn't shake the ugliness I felt. My boss, who is a complete asshole, was on a tear today, ripping new assholes around the office. Besides his crude sexist comments, he has a way of diminishing a person's abilities. Only his way is the best. Today, he referred to another secretary as "a stupid cunt" and that infuriated me. But, I kept quiet. I've only had this job for six months and since I make good money, I want to keep it. So I clammed up and put up with his negative shit until quitting time. All of this was rolling around my head, roiling my mind and I couldn't shake it.
Another thing about why I'm so protective of my job is that I ran away from my old life to start anew.I am determined to make it here. You see, I was married for ten years and it was a big mistake. My husband lost interest in me and nothing seemed to recharge our marriage. Finally, I'd had enough of being ignored and abused so I left , moved into an apartment and filed for divorce.
I really had no idea what was going on in his life. He turned cold and uncaring. He never shared his feelings with me. When we did have sex, it was terrible. He would enter me and cum. No foreplay. Just wham, bam, thank you, ma'am. And then he would fall asleep. I would sneak into the bathroom and masturbate. Such was my sex life. I felt robbed. Apparently, though, he had demons, lots of them. Two weeks after I left, my husband hung himself in his old bedroom in his parent's house. Whatever issues he had went with him to his grave. Was he gay? I'll never know. I was not surprised that there were few mourners at his funeral. He kept to himself. Of course, I was sad but I didn't feel much beyond that. Now, I was free to live, to find love and to find pleasure. I moved away at my first opportunity. I had to begin again.
My sex life is virtually nil. When I first moved here, I was seduced by another secretary in my office. While my sexual experience with men was limited, my sexual experience with women was even less. I had fooled around a little bit when I was in college but it wasn't much more that feeling the other person up. This woman showed me how to love in a soft and gentle way. She showed me how to be intimate. We don't hook up too often, only when she can get away from her husband and kids. I haven't had a man for years. Maybe I've never had a real man but, to tell you the truth, I haven't really wanted one in months.
All this shit was running around my head so, in order to distract myself, as I jogged, I began to create a sexual fantasy in my head. I wanted to write a new story for my blog, which is the way I escape my humdrum life. I was thinking of being taken by a stranger in the woods. In my mind, he was a forceful man with a big cock. I submitted to him. And then I tripped on a crack in the pavement. I fell down feeling a pull in my calf. It hurt. I forced myself to continue to run and maybe work out the ache but it was lingering and painful and I was hurting more. I saw an older man and his dog sitting on a park bench up ahead and I decided to stop running, rest a little and walk back home. I recognized the dog. I'd seen them in the park before but from a distance. I stopped at the bench and stretched. The man was very nice and offered me water from his thermos. I sat down and we talked a bit.